hm, im feeling better already. thanks people for ur concerns.
i guess fights and problems are there as metal blocks, meant to make me stronger..

anw, be jealous people, my new piano came yesterday i was stuck to it all the timeee. heh.. anw, church today. woke up at 9 when im supposed to reach church at 9.30. forgotten aunt left for australia. so dad sent me there, reached in time lifegroup lessons. then had some quizzes.. lionel was a kuku to leave answers for 3 of the questions there. hahah.. so we only have to do 2. then went to meet uncle amos abt the june camp and end year lahu trip. im confirm going! and im happy, cause once again, i can get to see those cute lil kids and dogs and spread the gospel to them. doing my part.. cool eh? :) then paid for oikos.. this year's at austin hills resort. kinda near la.. then service, i was damn surprised at how my body worked. i slept at 3 ytd and i dint even yawn during coporate prayer, (usually the one we would yawn or feel tired :X ). amazed at how God kept my body going :) hehe. then today's sermon was cool. a woman from WSCS (women's society of christian services [i think]) came to preach. she was cool man. made some jokes. she said, WSCS doesnt mean, women serving coffee and sandwiches. hahah.. then she said, women shouldnt be the one who makes coffee every morning, it should be men as it is stated in the bible, hebrews..[ he-brews (coffee) ] cool eh? :)
then she talked about the name 'zoe' pronounced at zo-eh. not zo-yee. i shall spell it as zoeh here so u guys wouldnt get mixed up. zoeh means life in hebrew language. i think its so coooool, but some people would pronounce it as zo-yee. so zoeyee, ur name means life, cool eh? hehe.. i think i might name my daughter 'zoeh' hm, idk? i just think its so cool. anw, lunched with parents. no bl.in.G today.. then homed.