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Saturday, January 31, 2009.

achesspellspainnnn. ):
anw, was almost late for GB today. woke up at like 7.15? thankfully i left house at 7.30 and was on the same bus as audrey they all.. then NCOs must be there at 8.15 nehhh.. then every saturday must sing national anthem. kuku. then today nothing much at GB, oni drillsss..lucky not alot hentak.. or i mati. cos leg muscles damn pain.. lol.captian aileen changed some stuff, then this time before the cross got more steps.. was kinda fun cos phylisia behind/beside me, depending on the direction. lol.. then got this thing called 'values venture'. then i was kinda interested, vicki and kiawei oso. so ms eleora was at rock wall then go ask herfor more info after GB. then at first i go find her alone. then i walked past ms puah and one aunty. i dint know who the "aunty" was. then after talking to ms eleora, i looked behind, and omg the "aunty" is mrs yeo.. LOL. then went to find vicki, then go back rock wall again.. then we participated in the values venture. then vicki keep using her nails to scratch her name on ms eleora's leg. lol. then after that while walking past HOD room, ms rab called me, then just nice i wanted to unlock my keypad then accidentally pressed the 'busy' button. then called back, i regretted that. then even told her i only outside the room.. then she suddenly open the door then shout my name... then walk go there. then she keep want pull me inside the room, and idk what are they up to.. then the two tans stand beside me, want run away oso difficult. then call the ms eleora at the canteen she nvr come.. kuku. then go inside liao, ask me dno see what, then i oso nvr see anything, then fasterfaster go out the room. then run to kiawei they all there, then they started running ?o.o then at causeway, ask them why they run, they say dno.. -.- then went for lunch with kiawei,vicki,shanshan and saw peiling and mam fiona. then at mac,after finish eating, then they keep talking about boys.. diao. then say our school no shuai ones. then talked about ms rab and mr marc, say they engaged (LOL!) then say what, ms eleora got boyfriend. lol. then i told them, cannot believe any 'fei wen' from the four tchers. anyhow say one they all.. LOL. then later went home..then fell asleep. tired lo. then went for dinner. then korkor was talking about his army stuff. then say about obstacle courses, then mum said i sure dare do cos that time go genting i oso got climb the rock wall. then i tot of mt k. then i wanted to go,then dno say wad, then i ask them where's karimun. then korkor said this "oh, i know that one. karimun beside uh...... karisun" cos karimun sound like curry moon. then he say sun.. then i totally sian diao. cos i tot he really know.. then later went home..
with ♥,10:38 PM



Friday, January 30, 2009.

hello earthings.
zoeyee dint come today~
and yes, morning, once again, was running here and there. thankfully someone took the flags when i reached the office? LOL. and i was with my bag.... then ran up hall put bag there first, cos assembly gna start soon, and i have to set up the camera MYSELF.. terrence say he coming later.... then terrence came, then after national anthem, he and mr lee dno go where, then all the screening i do myself.. lol.. but no diff la, i was doing it even when he was arnd. then went for classes.. then nothing much happened, only something ms mardiana did made me laugh hard. we went 2/6 find her, then she ask us take her things, then later when walking to the lockers that side, she went up the stairs, then me and weiting was like "o.o?" then we called her then she faster come down. i tot she want go where sia, then i started laughing at her.. then i tease her say she got so many shoes at her office. lols.. really alot luh, cos i went in the art dept office twice today,take the camera.. then will walk past her table.. then art,drew with chalk, i only like the hair i drew out of the two faces i drew. then took up math lesson's time cos she tot it was until 11.45 but it was actually only until 11.35. lols.. then math, mrtan go say "dont gey kiang go do ur own method" then the whole class started laughing, then he still at there blurblur one.. then ask why we laugh, then he think awhile den rmb, cos mdm kohGEKKIANG. hee.. then aft school got math remedial, then after that, go canteen find regina and elaine, then faster chiong finish english hw, then no need bring book go home + less one hw for the weekend. then can rest.. muahahaha. then blah, mseleora+mrissac+mrmarc came down for lunch, then was talking to them, then coach was at elaine they all the table,beside us. then i fasterfaster open my book, i scared later he scold me cos i havent change and stuff. then went to change, dno who screaming in the toilet. all vb girls. lol. then blah,training started. was HORRIBLE......... okay, elabo. first have warm up, then some kaypo say want meet the captains and vice cap for something, then just nice.. yunyi and jiaxin nvr come lol. so asked agnes and prisC. then she just repeated wadever coach with just a lil wee bit of details.. then we missed the warm up.. diao. then ball exercise.. idk y la horh, i keep setting wai balls.. grrr... then spiked. once again, i cant spike anything.. air yes la. only 1or 2 good balls.. plus half the session is setters set, then half was coach throw, and the 1or2 nice balls is aida set gime one luh..... he throw the balls so LOWWW. then played 3 on 3, after awhile, sec1s joined. super cute la deyy.. then got one ball, aida tip, i want chiong go catch, instead pull until my, err. idk whats dat called.. then make my hip there until heels there pain.. then after that, running.. kuku.. 10 rounds arnd the parade square, not vb court leh. then run till i jiao luan.. then do PT. push up, at first is use 2 steps to help one, then ppl nvr do properly, then become flat ground. then dno why suddenly coach ask me dont do the push up.. i think, i think only, that when nicole say dno mine or her hand shaking or sth.. idk la.. but actually have la, my shoulder pain again, cos spike ball, too high, then service oso, i throw too behind, make until back oso.. eheh, but alot people oso same can.. then later got 3 sets of 12 sbj.. kuku, from the canteen there jump until the DNT room there. then must reach leh.. mad.. then after that, everyone leg like jelly alr.. and right, oso many people back pain.. okay, not many, im talking about one person in particular, wore red national day observance tshirt and grey fbts today. lol.. then saw mdm foon, talked to her. then asked her tmr got drills anot. then she say she dno, if have, i mati.. GB blog oso nvr put. then by then, who would wna walk to the R.O and check? LOL. then w/e. bused with people, then got couple wearing same shirt worrrr. then mrt-ed with ms tay.. then she like damn stressed lydat.. aiyo. she said alot of stuff, hopefully shes okay.. lol. then home.

prayer request!
i pray that my team mates will recover from muscle aches, crams, backaches and all, especially the poorpoor juniors.
i pray that this 2 tchers here will be okay. hope that God will help lightened her(s) burdens.. and ofcos help lighten all other tchers' burdens.
i pray that jiaxin and rachelle will be healed.
with ♥,8:43 PM



Thursday, January 29, 2009.

havent been able to post past few days. cos my internet got problem.. and now, idk whether its the mio box or firefox got problem.. retarded.. well, past few days were okay,nothing much happened, except another 2 big scandals were spreaded. lols.. one concerning some engagement ring, one concerning crushes, i know im so good right, i dont wna expose people. LOL.

anw,today,was..okay i guess.. lessons were so so.. got a super duper big shock from ms rab (thanks alot huh..lol) then studied after school. then when i wanted to run, zoeyee would be alone, then later ms rab ask me run with her, i lazy run alr..cannot,i made the promise to myself, i must run. lols.. then met mum(NOT anyone else) at causeway after that, got my stuff..first saw audrey and phylisia, chit chatted awhile while waiting for mum.then i saw ms mardiana (i think..) she was pushin a yellow pram? lol. bought my stuff and home.. sian, tmr morning gna run like some mad woman again.. even more than today.. cos the two people incharged or parade square duty havent even set up flags and mikes by 7. then i reached school at like 7.15. then i chiong all the way to g.o, with my bag.... heavy de you mei you.. then, set up alr, faster chiong up class, then put down bag, then chiong go down again.. kuku.. hopefully they do their job tmr la.. plus tmr, mr lee ask terrence not to touch the camera, ask me set up myself. actually this not i do one leh.. i swopped with kang jie i think..

i'll have to reply my tags here, cos my internet, damndamn slowwww.. i'll take a thousand years to reply to those with blogs at ur own tagboard. lols..will be in order, so forgot wad u say then scroll my tagboard. lols..
tag replies :

Rurong : haha! i know, i choose one mah, i've got such good taste! :P haha, kidding.. hee, ur're welcomed (: thats why w/jieer (wadever it is u called) is here for yuandayinggg! LOL! Love you too! (L)

Max : diao... they're not la deyy... its called love okay. not lesbian love but friend's love.. and its not weird okay.. lols.

Rurong : LOL! agreed :X and haha, cos i just start typing, then later keep thinking of things to blog about, then blog luh.. heh!

Wanyu : HAHA! hello mushroom :P *waves and a mushroom* hee! okay, but i love a mushroom with a surname ong (:

Elaine : haha, no la.. kidding nia. hmm, tell me when u wna bring it kay. then i have to bring my notebook. haha! u know my "timetable" right? hee. HAHA! u said it urself. "u are still special to me, LUV ya." muahahaha!

Max : LOL, lax la... i cannot use internet what..

Auntie Wendy : AUNTIE WENDY! LOL. hee.. okay, was still kinda, well not kinda, was still very angry when i post.. heh.. sorry.. hee. okay! i will try (: Edge, here i come! LOL. :D (L)

Melodyof-abc : eheh, peizhen, u forgot ur 'c' in ur 'abc' LOL. anw have luh! haha. okay see u in training tmr! (: (L)

Rurong : hahaha! i know, i love it too. so nice right? like me!. hee! kidding la. :P go change la, change alotalotalotalot of colours ooneeee. hehs.. must add purple,green and red k! LOL.(L)

Nicole : haha! thanks nicoleee. hee. anw,i've done ur name thingy alr.. got time ask me show u, i keep forgetting. heh. (L)

Max : no its not. hello, i just have not post for like.. FIVE days? o.o... lol.

Sharifah : haha! okayokay,i wont... AIYO sharifah.. hais.. tsktsktsk... hee! :P okay, see u tmr too..best... buddy! :D (psst : i am NOT the best blocker worrr..) (L)
with ♥,10:45 PM



Saturday, January 24, 2009.

well, lost hours of sleep have been replenish today.. thankfully there wasnt GB..and yes, my eye yesterday was blod shot. lol... damn red.. i even took a picture. heh.. having a good night's rest made it pink instead of red. (: and one thing, i.am.not.du.yan.long. bleah!
idk whats the plans for today.. haha.. but i only saw korkor onceee.. ): when he just came out of the toilet, and when i just poped my head out of the room and i wasnt fully awake.. that once. lol.. then i went back to sleep and he gone outttt.. aww... okay, nvm. its cny i'm sure to see him. LOL. okay.. perhaps we're going to my aunt's house. hee. alright, update again if i can (:
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and indeed, im at my aunt's house nowww.. all nieces and newphews havent come.. so boring.. lol.. i decided to change blog skin... currently looking for nice oneee.. haha.. okay, back to looking. but seriously,
i.am.boreddddd.
but one thinggg... acoustic guitar is so much nicer than electric guitar! so mayb after changing skins, i'll go play the guitar (:
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back home again.. haha. korkor's back.. (: well, promised to teach elaine how to play 'over you' on the guitar.. i still think my chord bm sounds soso weird.. lols..anw, elaine, its much easier if we were to have a laptop with us too. since i can show u the online tabs.. haha.. but dont have oso nvm (:
well, changed blogskin, i think its nice :D colourful rightttt? muahaha.. i like! the world that is filled with colours apparently cant be the world im living on right now. lol.. anw, im reallly bored...i so need something to entertain me.. guitar does, but i dont have one, and electric guitar isnt fun... aww... i wna buy oneee....LOL.. okay.. i shall find dumb ways to entertain myself.. but, omg.. everytime i blink, i get blur spots on the eye that was red yesterday.. gawddd... i blink, it appears, i blink again, its gone..and its turned red again.. wtf is happening? .....
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sighhh.. so many tchers are complaining about 2/3.. disappointed sia...wait, not so many,i bet its all.. hell lucky i wasnt the chairman once more, if not i'll be even more disappointed.. i guess the class is gna die.. i shall not be so direct, if u get it, then good. lol.. i actually pity the tchers, not so much of the chairman. :X seriously... only few could really make the class stfu. i really wonder how some could do so, some not so much... like ms claudia for instance, she doesnt shout though.. but the class keeps quiet.. not totally actually, but they do.. the other way round is mrtan. always have to shout and shout.. i admit, sometimes i add on la.. but im also very guai one okay.. once tcher say or w/e i keep quiet luh..its easy to shut me up, just give me the hint ,and i'll keep quiet, alr say i very guai wadddd...:P oh gawddd.. somebody save 2/3 la deyy....simply too many attitude-ers.. some are effing irritating which sometimes really urge me to give them a tight slap.. but ofcos, im clever enough not to make enemies/start a fight..use my butt think oso can la.... sometimes, i just take a deep breath,control and swallow it down, sometimes i just have to talk back.. cos sometimes, their affing faces jus piss me off.. im not talking about anyone in particular. lols... its hard to not think why other classes can be like this/like that, when ur own class really cannot do it.. lol.. oh well, just have to tell the chairman one word 'goodluck'. really.. lol. and i think i should not butt in, in anyway, just my studies.. cos i have enough of the being-the-chairman-and-every-blame-belongs-to-the-chairman thingy.. thats why i protest strongly of "letting history repeat itself" which is, me shouting shit to the class and they dont give a damn about it.. really leh, i tried being nice to them last year.. and most likely, the them refers to *points to someone* and *points to someone* shall not name anyone. lol.. being nice, no use, being bad, people say u fierce, whats the point. lol.. so just throw everything nicely (how can u throw something nicely? o.o) to the chairman and dont give a heck. haha. thats sounds so good eh? :D whats more, knowing the 'super duo' chairman and vice chair, are... okay, i shall stfu. lols..
with ♥,2:38 PM



Friday, January 23, 2009.

Christ Church ace, ace, ace!

well, today had the chinese new year celebration, then i used my own camera. only took school memory card. then walk here walk there take photos.. then volleyballers were practising at the parade square. then rhys and regina come up call me, then i bring my bag down stairs. then since bus havent come and im gna change at PHS, i went up continue taking photos, until elaine called me then i chiong down.. kena scolded by mrs chong, as in the whole team.lol..

well,i guess we did okay today's match.. everyone did great (that includes ELAINEKOH) and had fun.. well, i was damn kan chiong as a blocker man.. i like damn blur, then my heart beat damn fast.. then coach today, was a lil bit weirder from the way he always is. i rather he be lydis everytime can. lol.. is like,everytime i miss the ball, he'll go, "move ur feet la!" then today i miss the ball he went "its okay, relax and enjoy the game" then i was like stunned.. then today coach keep asking me relax, not cos i was nervous, rather kan chiong.even at the ending, coach called me a blur sotong. lol.. wasnt feeling very scared actually.. i kept running here and there, cos was spiker/blocker.. then after match, elmo emo. LOL. okay, seriously, u really did great today. without ur encouragements,u think i'll do well? then ball exercise with elaine was cool.fun (: then in the bus, i told elmo, eheh i cry with you. then i drip the eye drop mrissac gave me (thanks!) then i sniffed, then say i crying.. but i couldnt do anything to help cheer her up.. then i felt like damn shibai luh.. anw. reached school, sahhidah they all keep saying the christchurch ace thingy, then people tot we win or sth? lol. actual fact, we lost. then went to hall, play, blahblahblah, keep spiking, till my arms hurt then i stop. cos angry at myself.. for some reasons lah.. lol.then sat down talk to mseleora. then someone came in then i said 'eleora is okay, see doctor alr' :P hee. then tried the backwards dig, then i found out, only using the thumb areas then can really hit it over net. using the arms cannot.. then thumb pain.. but i swear i want to perfect it first. then keep trying and trying until really cannot ren, then stopped. lol.. then again, wont die (: then did diggin with elaine again. once more. i think our mo qi getting stronger alr :D then the uncle want lock hall, then went outside staffroom do hw. only got math.. then i found out the deco i did was hideous. seriously, i dint like it that way, so im gna redo one more. lol... then got ball stuck inside the halll.. lol.. then msrab say our history surprise test got ppl fail.. then dno say what, then i say i genius help her fix the computer, then she say 'how can help me fix computer add marks? say add five marks for fixing the computer.' then i say, 'sekaly i got full marks then u cannot add alr.' then she said 'oh so u will get full marks so dont need change the target alr' then i totally sian diao.. i tot she will pei he me sia. lol... then treated me and nicole to the dno what chocolatecookies from paris(thanks! ; once again. lol) then went back.. and OMGGG, rhys and elaine is totally huang (sick,not with flu or what, but sick in the mind) de luh! omg.. at first is elaine say got 2 birds, cos in the hall she throw the ball against the glass door then scare away 2 birds. then dno say until what, rhys go say birdbird... -.- and yes, u might say im the one thinking dirty, but if u listened to what they said, u'll understand la horh.. then laughed till stomach pain, then me and elaine totally squat on the grass. then i think when at the bus stop, we all the noisiest one luh.. keep laughing and laughing.. seriously, elaine and rhys is S.I.C.K. gawdddd. lol.. then took mrt, pack like sardines.. or worst. lol.. stupid. then i carry camera, carry shoe bag, so many thingssss. lol. then missed one train, took the next one. then home.

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oh oh, korkor's coming back to SG 'tmr'! (: at 1 AM early in the morning.yay!. haha...
i shall start this, reminder to myself, to pray for tonight. (:
prayer requests :D :
pray for, 1, 2 people for recovery of emotions.
pray for korkor's save journey back. (cos i bet i'll be sleeping by the time he touched ground)
pray for the healing of injuries of teammates.

with ♥,7:26 PM



Thursday, January 22, 2009.

if u mind reading swear words,ur're at the wrong blog..
before i start,i was like damn blur.. at history lesson,i totally forgotten about the match until rhys reminded me..

okay,match. both lost. after match, was fucking angry... at two things, that bastard and my performance.
idk, what the fuck is wrong with me eh.. tried to hold back, alll the way till in school, cannot hold back any more.. too much, tot of everything, and it just kept flowing.. eyes were fucking painful after that..but d.i.s.g.r.a.c.e...broken one of my principles... but one thing,
i will never fail to smile with my elaine around.(okay la,sometimes that sotong too,for today..many kuku actions. LOL)
and yeah, some fucking irritating person kept making me irritated.. is like, dont act until u know me so well, when u only just got to know me, less than four weeks.. in PHS, i just threw the ball once against the wall, u said dont do it, then say what, i go until where must play until where.. please lah, dont act until u know us for years can anot? even if i known u for one year, i wouldnt be so close to you till u know me inside out can..kn(square)bc(square)b. lol..if u dont understand, its knnbccb. lol... yeah, im that sort of person who scolds swear words, so now u know la... i tried fucking hard not to use them anymore. but its difficult when i get reallyreally effing irritated..w/e la.

just,fucking disappointed.
with ♥,8:22 PM



Wednesday, January 21, 2009.

aiya, actually lazy to type alot.. but once i start the ball rolling, it'll continue.
anw today,morning, i damn irritated, cos ytd,swimming + training, then after that, offline at 11 plus, but only slept at 12 plus cos daddy watching mission impossible 3, then i oso watched :X then morning mrs yeo talked, and i felt like sleeping, then keep making myself wake up..skippp,then laughed like mad during class.. like HE lesson. allcos of teoshaoyan alvinez. lol. she laugh and laugh, make us wna laugh also.. then blah,science, mrs ram want us copycopycopy, no sprained fingers one oso hand pain liao luh.. then my thumb pain, rhys suggested to put the strappel. i guess it worked, cos it restricted me to move my thumb.. thats better.. anw, math. damn pek chek... cannot write properly, then keep using correction tape, then make until a few of my questions thickthick, with tape. lol. then i dint really listened, cos i was like(like i've said) pek chek, wanting to finish my work properly.. stupidthumb..then signed up for the inter house competition for running,400m and 800m. should be can la horh, anw,i'm supposed to run every 1,3,5. lol.. then after sch, went to try shoes.. quite nice? idk lah, then acc elaine at staffroom outside, then study. silly elaine veh scared mr issac. lol. then went down, supposedly had to finish my work. but i ended up talking, do a lil bit nia.. sadded.then went up meet principal. then the supersuper big sotong, go inside the math department meeting rather than our sports leader meeting. LOL. can imagine how she looked like. then mrs yeo came,talked.. at first quite okay, but after awhile, i was like effing tired... cos ytd lah...then after that,not so sleepy cos i think she can sense some of us alr sleepy, so she said some stuff to make us laugh... quite fun p actually.. haha.. then me,regina,yunyi and jiaxin asked about the if we nvr get top four will get closed down.
VOLLEYBALLERS, THAT IS 100% NOT TRUE. (:
then mrs yeo horh, can from one topic link link link to another topic.. then the mseleora keep make me want laugh.. but i ren until veh jialat.. cos of other incidents oso lah.. then after outside the ava room, i burst out laughing alr.. lol.. then after that,i went up want find mseleora, then i think again,mayb she alr downstairs. then went down,really there.. then later elaine they all go home, then mseleora come down do her work. then yunyi and i down dere keep laughing, then kena "scolding" LOL. then started doing the deco. then blahblahblah, she went home. we still there. then left arnd 7.30 to 7.45 i think.. then i found out... peizhen is a total replica of yunyi.. as what yunyi says, san ba. lol! seriously lah,what ever peizhen says reminds me of yunyi. lol, yunyi, dont make her as crazy as u leh. lol...
anw.. i guess im gna sleep early tonigh, if i can. tmr B'girls against xinmin, C'girls against hougang.
jiayou C and B girls!
one more thing, i tot msrab was kidding about the history results.. end up....real... kaooooo, the paper mdm koh gave back stating all the results all 3,4.. except math and history.. math 2, history 1. total madness.... -.- then mseleora still say want add, geography oso 1.. kuku..
and right, tmr i still want skip lunch then stay until ms rab's lesson end,then leave for match, see i so good right, then she so bad...haha,just kidding. :P

with ♥,9:04 PM



Tuesday, January 20, 2009.

thumb... i hate you! >:(

gahh... dumb thumb. (oh it rhymes. :P)
anw... school today was... more or less much better than yesterday.. during chinese,i veh guai okay, i bet im the first to finish the zuo ye.. then later alot people so slow.. so started drawing, then tot of the deco so dododo, then HE. boringgggg, mrs kaviraj nvr come.. so contined drawing. cos right, idk what the tcher talking. :P then recess, blah.. then ftc,i did my name to stick on the chair, and im like so proud of it (: then stick on my chair..then math, got test,oni four questions heng.. lols! then havent start, then i turn to the back of my chair and colour somemore. then mrmarc look at me with weird look, like he always does la... -.- kuku de.. heh. then finish test, science, do group work.. jus do dno what atoms thingy la.. then swimming.. i tot mayb going to the non awards one will be less tiring, but i think right, its the direct opposite luh.... then nvm, i was always the first to finish the laps.. then got once, swim half way, leg cramp... my foot totally bend upwards, then superduber pain.. then i stop awhile, then continue.. then chiong here and there after school, cos i scared later if i dint eat i will have gastric or w/e. then after a quick bath, went to eat. i was super duber uber hungry canszxc.. seriously, i ate like two plates of speghetti? LOL, joycelin they all were like "wah o.o" then training, stomach pain awhile, cos immediately after i eat then exercise mah.. then only did a few drills, then played match.. and idk for what reasons, coach changed me out.. then nvm luh, then mrissac come down, showed him the deco, ask him ask mseleora.. then blahblahblah, elaine and i dint play. mrissac&mseleora come down see them play.. then we sitting at the staircase leading to the hall nearest to the paradesquare. then i drinking the birdnest drink. then when mseleora turn around, elaine was like "oh ms ele *kok*" her bottle knock her teeth, then i totally spray whatever in my mouth.i dint care alr, cos not in class liao, dont need ren.. then i spat water damn many times lah, cos of who? elainekohhhh... then another time, when walking away from them, i suddenly tell elaine "eh elaine, ms ele kok" then i tot she not going to laugh, then suddenly she laugh, then we both 'fell' on the floor then i kneeling down, then head near the floor like worshiping, then elaine is towards the chair, then mseleora said "eh, floor so dirty... then worship the floor ah? no, is one worship floor one worship chair" then we laughed even harder.. then another time, we sitting on the floor, then elaine said sth again, then i drinking my drink, then i spit out everything again, then elaine said lucky i dint face her, i face side way. LOL. then i laugh until want vomit.. cos got once, laughing veh hard, den got one burp coming out, but i keep laughing and breathing in, then the burp like stuck there, thats why i want vomit. lol.. then played match again, i super duper damn blur canszxc.. like dno where to stand. then got once, i at back court, someone serve strong ball, then i wanted to receive, then hit my thumb instead. then pain until i almost shouted the eff word, and tears almost come out la, then i renrenren, until end of game then i rub, damndamndamnszxc painful luh.... then redraw the deco, went up. then some kuku abit weird, when not funny she laugh until like *ahem* then when funny, she dint laugh......is just that we said that the strappel quite strong, can make the thumb or w/e dont move, then she say, "then if i tie on someone's neck then the head cannot move lah" then we said yah, then she started laughing, then i actually want dont laugh, then stare at her, but she laugh until lydat, is like joycelin you mei you, then cannot ren, i laughed. not at what shes laughing but rather at her. joycelin oso luh, when she say something, not funny, but she thinks its funny, then she'll laugh like quite hard la, then agnes oso laugh, not at the joke,but her sister. lol...then the kuku still say me and elaine abit only laugh, is she no you mo gan~
then took bus with elaine but not mrt, cos i went popular to get my file and stuff.. and its like, they so clever lah, the colour paper the combination oso dont have i want de..eeeyer luh.. lol, so took super long to choose what colour i want then bought my black pen & silver pen.. then purposely buy that cheapcheap black pen cos normally i draw or wadever, i always use black, then use my G-tech, got 2 things,one; difficult to colour cos abit too thin, two; refill more expensive than the one i just bought.. the pen is like 90 cents, and nice to use canszxc. lol.
anw, i hate swimming on the same days as training days. who was the super duper clever one who organised it today.. effing tired leh.. wth... sooooo clever lah..
seriously, fcking tired(mind me)...
ohoh, and for the finale, (quoted from SOMEone.)
e k z m, you are still special to me, luv ya.
only that person mentioned and some others would understand. :P
with ♥,8:29 PM



Monday, January 19, 2009.

eeee... history tcher bully..
): still want set my geog de... aye~ dont want la horh..
preeeettttyy please? :P

anw, today, morning, aiya boring... music, boring... mdm yam! come back lahhh~ the ms yong veh bored you mei you...... then chinese, still okay la, seeto shine my lazer on mdm koh.. super funny, make until i laugh non stop. then recess,blah. then after recess, english. we took pictures in class :X cos right, me rhys alvines and peiting alr finished our work.. cos rhys phone can use infront then i use my pencil case, then me and rhys at the side,centre is peiting and alvinez..then during ftc, they played with the ang pao, then stick double sided tape, then stick on someones back.. especially umair and emmanuel. then i drew a tortise and pasted on maomao's back, then i take out, then stick on his chair, then end up, peiting and alvinez say want write our own name, then stick on our chair.. then i wasted alot of paper just to deco my name.. hehs.. then literature, i spat water in class.. all because of ms claudiah's one sentence, but before that i was laughing abit alr.. i was drinking water, then rhys say want go toilet, so she raise up her hand, then ms claudia walked from the tcher's table, to our side there, then rhys ask "cher can go toilet?" then ms claudia said "haiya, make me walk all the way here just to tell me u want to go toilet..." then i laugh, and i tried to control, but the water keep dripping. lols... plus peiting and alvinez's laughter added on.. then apc, wahlaooooo....damn bored can.. talked about target settings, the second time im hearing it, cos they got tell the sec1s it before.. then i sitting beside nerine somemore.. then i keep looking arnd,slouch and sit straight, keep fidgeting can alr. lol.. then after sch... got the dmc, wahlao,teach us take photo.. like i dno lydat, if i dno still can help sch events meh.. then i left,saying i got pt. then rhys oso, end up rhys go ask about math,i pei her.. then......mrmarc,oso veh bad.ask him help me tell ms rab, he say dowan.. wth~ then at there keep complaining. then went down, spiked abit. at the canteen girl's toilet there de wall.. then i stand too near the railing, then i decided to spike damn hard... then i swing my hand, all the way to the right side, then hit the darn railings.. then wah kaoooo.. damn pain.. then nvm,i go run.. then run one round, decided to take earpiece, then garage not opened..-.- then went back run another 4 rnds. actually not supposed to run.. anw, yesiang oso have same logic as me! pain,ren la, oso wont die.. haha!

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i just remembered sth.. today kena shocked dno how many times la.. two time mdm koh.. cos right,in the hall, she ask me do things (again,chairman do la deyy) then she keep forgetting to tell me things.then we standing up, then she always from behind "jade ah......" then she did it twice and i got a shock twice.... kuku... then later, outside staffroom, i facing the hall watching badminton,then gowri smiled at me? o.o then suddenly i hear things drop. mdm foon dropped her CDs dropped.. then i got a shock again........ still got once more. after mdm koh, i forgot what le..
with ♥,8:31 PM



Sunday, January 18, 2009.

my drill competition video! :D im like so damn happy finally i can upload it luh! its a veh big file, and yeah, got one part, is people crapping, not important, then after that is receive prize and then in the bus we sang and stuff.. and dont laugh at me okay, i know i look nerd, cos i was having short hair that time.....
but heng sia, so small, sure cannot recognise me one! *inserts evil laugh* bleahhh~





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gahh.. im supposed to be at the stadium right now running.. but i ended up watching a dvd... damn~ okay, mayb i'll run tmr.. but wait, is there a match tmr? i dont think so rightt? okay,i dint run today, i'll have to run tmr then. haha.. and i dont think i want to run with mrs ang.. she run 7 rnds one leh, sekaly i cannot, then lao kui. lols... okay, back to my show alr~
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wow, im like laughing like mad at the photo album consisting of the photos that we took in australia longlonglonggggggg time ago... like when i was a toddler i guess... and yeah,looking at the photos, actually made me rmb some stuff.. miracle? haha, cos its like super damn long ago, and i actually think i looked cute back then (: heh, theres this photo, while we were at the farm, the horse licked me and i cried.. and another is, i looked veh scared to feed the kangaroo, from the expression on my face.. heh.. :P and also got some other countries.. aye...those days.. were the only ones which we had family trips, as in every single cousins and stuff.. now all so busy, difficult to plan another one.. and wahlao, daddy threatened to post my youngyoungyoung photo of me sleeping with a pacifier in my mouth on the internet...evill...
and, haha, my new born photos... okay, i think if its other babies i'll still tink its cute la.. :P
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with ♥,4:51 PM



Saturday, January 17, 2009.

Gb today, recruits came, thankfully was all who signed up.. all fifteen of them.. haha.. then changed and realised that they all were at parade square alr, and i cant really run. ); but still have to.. plus today so much running........ anw, first had like, songs and stuff, then icebreakers, played wacko, then craft, the recruits did the pokepoke thingy. lol... then games, audrey + phylisia, incharge, so we were given a story line "one day,while i was walking to GB, i saw... "then we had to continue, but have to use words that are cut out from the newspaper... then ours made sense, but wasnt really funny. lol. then went to play captains'ball, at first orange was leading with 4:2 (pssst,im from apple!) then once the apple grp2 went in, we got back the points.. became 6:8 apple win.. ofcos win la, i go in play,sure win one. :P then interected with the recruits, blahblah,drills.. gahh... the dumb boots are like so harddddd.... made it worst for me toe. then captain's formation abit weird luhh... then fancy drill.. (and i've been trying to upload 63rd coy oneee!! argh! but very big!) then is like,want us to take on step, stamp, take one step stamp, from our postition to another like one wind mill lydat.. but right, its impossible for those who are at the outer most position lehh.. even people like me, long legs, is oso impossible one canszxc.. is only walk there then just nice... then w/e, went back class, admin stuff, vesper.. then helped arange tables and chairs.. talked,w/e w/e.. then i asked some kukusotong why the hair look so different, then say what, her hair got burnt so become lydat.. rubbishhhhhszxc.. lols! hellohello, my brother study tripple science okay! andand,im a genius luh, i know (obviously) it wasnt burnt.. lame! plus im a genius cos, i fixed the 'problem' of the laptop not connecting to the projector, LOL. but actually, it was really simple. REALLY simple it was simply because, the laptop have not fully turned on and loaded how to connect? LOL, officer jac and ms eleora uh.... haiyo,so kuku. :P then mseleora still go up take her laptop... haha! see,told u im a genius. but only that, the projector from 2e3 dont want connect with ms rab's laptop lahh, who ask her bully me.. see, even a genius like me cannot stop it alr... tsk! heh.. and aye, i feel like eating sushi right now. hehs!
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oh gosh, i guess i was really tired out today. slept for quite some time i think.. cos i received 4 msges and for miss calls.. lols.. i guess my energy was wiped out by being hyper and busy disturbing/laughing audrey and phylisia. :P they were really kinda cute when i poke them with my other hand, especially audrey.. mayb i should try with that sotong, i bet she wont know if i dont laugh.heh! gahh...im super hungry now... ): lols!
sheesh, poor ringggg finger and toeee! i hopehopehope, it both heals fasssssttt cos i cant spike properly,without making my finger pain.. andand,when i jump, i'll have to land like 'boom' cos i can land silently,cos of my toeee... ): and im like walking so weirdly, cos i cant bend my toe backwards..gahh, those stupid books made my bag heavy,which oso made my shoulde blade muscles painpain.. damnszxc! i seriously need a massage... lols~
with ♥,2:32 PM



Friday, January 16, 2009.

gah...lost.sad.disappointed.
w/e...
well, i kinda got over it? mayb yes mayb no.. well, morning again, had talk balhblah, eng lesson wasted, if its geog, im so gna kill people...cos its like only once a weeek! then blah,recess i ATE(emphasis for some kukus who dont believe. LOL) and went to look for mrs chong, not arnd, ms tan oso not arnd.. cos my math wrksht i many dno, i scared math fail? lol.. then wanted to go on my own. and rhys still say what match at 4. is 2.30 luh.. then went back class,ftc, ran arnd classes again to tell them to leave only at 1130. cos they wanted to leave at 1115.. well, reached pres high, told shana i was there, they had assembly, so we went to warm up. after that,saw rachel, i guess she kinda cannot recognise who i am, after all im like 1/2yrs her junior :P and long like nvr see. then saw shana, she was like trying to tip toe to match my height.. haha. but she isnt very short either la..then at warm up, elaine spike the ball, then i not alert, then hit my ring finger, now painpain ): LOL. but if i was alert then i wouldnt have hurt my finger, and oso luckily,i cut my finger nails, if not...idk what the outcome would be. lol, cos it hit directly on my finger nail is in,push the nail back.. then B girls played first, they won. well done. we c girls were like shouting like mad cheering for them.. then C girls, lost.. damn. punggol very good meh? sian... then sat at canteen there,i listen music and lie on my bag, and fell asleep. idk whether it was veh long anot, cos i dint talk to anyone... on the way back school oso, cos i just kept listening to my songs.. then reached sch, started on ytd's hw and today's hw. then i bet my math test sure fail luh... i alot dno how to doo! ): well... geog oso, i guess i wasnt in the right mood to think? then wanted to ask mrmarc, but saw mdm foon walking past, so shun bian ask her if i had any calculation mistakes, and mrmarc's table was near the door,and he saw me.. then mdm foon disappeared with my paper, until 5 min ++ then come out. then tell me how then ask me check the other questions myself, cos her husband waiting for her.. then mrmarc come out ask whats guan hoe no. then i oso shun bian ask.. and got one question,waste my time.. cos right,i long ago finish, then angle is 95 degrees,but the diagram looked like 45 degrees lydat.. then i was like, how can it be 95 degrees.. then asked sharon, she solved it, oso 95, but then i told her it doesnt look like, then she say dno, then ask yunyi, oso same. then wanted to ask mrmarc again, then he gone hme alr. then packed, went down canteen, peiting and alvinez havent go. then the mr ng, dnt one, i ask him. then peiting do it instead, cos they went thru it today. then in the end, is really 95 degrees..... which was the answer that i found half and hour ago.. misleading diagram.. then went home...

to elmo : im sorry elmo, i broke our promise to each other..i know thats not what the problem is now.. but u really did help me relax and stuff, im not just saying for the sake of it.. seriously.. but no one could really totally change my mood cos, i really think i sucked at that game..even if coach conforts me.. cos was also thinking why i couldnt play like how we play with our B girls.. and stuff like spike and services, and that dumb drop ball...but coach had to also add on.. i really tried to hold back, but it just came out lydat.. i really tried my best to hold back, sorry elmo.. ): and dont say ur're not fit to be my elmo,im the one that isnt,i broke the promise.. and yeah, one thing, elmo or not, i decide LOL, so if i say yes means yes!
with ♥,8:35 PM



Thursday, January 15, 2009.

today was much better.. hah.. during reading i was like so tired, fell asleep.. heh.. then hmm, first lesson, gahh...math, missed dno how long.. then was chinese.. wah siansian one... mdm koh talked about some stories and blahblah, then talked about maid abuse. then say what the employer just ask the maid come then pinch her.........
sick.
okay, then recess.. i help mdm koh bring things go down. see i so guai right? is only some books and a laptop leh, she easily can carry on her own.. then only she knew i had like 3 ccas. lols.. then ate and blah. went back class, ftc then rhys and i went arnd to collect the volleyball forms.. then when we go 2/7, ms rab ask us bring the things up for her. lol! *LAahZYhem* xD then again, cannot set up. all these dmc oso nvr teachh.. lol. then she used whiteboard, then do wb and stuff. then was science, wahkao,so boring... :X then luckily i buy my "jiu ming en tang" which was the red hacks sweet. once i eat nia, boom,wake up le. LOL. then wah, my whole tongue numb sia.. lol.. but better eat sweets descreetly in class than sleep blatantly in class right? LOL. then end sch, went down canteen, wished the seniors goodluck, and off they went.. then i go look for zoeyee,she doing class deco. then is like their form tcher is art tcher you mei you.. lol.. then lamepartner called. she complain about ms tsl.. wahlao, abit like bitch you mei you.. is like, we dint even know if coach allowed the sec ones to come along la. then we just asked them "did coach say u all can go?" (notice the question mark!!!) cos previous training, coach say he'll think about whether or not to let the sec ones go. then the tsl keep saying is we dont let them go. bitch.. then keep blaming on us.. or rather them. is not like the sec ones will never be able to see a match right. stupid.. then blahblahblah, went to do hw. then 2 pigs came. then one is mrissac student.ahaha, they call him teddybear :P hahaha, then one of them tot ms eleora is ms egeora. LOL. then after that, another one say "wait, eleora sound so familar" i say "shes a tcher lah" he reply "i think is the bicycle or sth"
me " orh horh, u say she is bicycle.. first say (this part censored, cos i think veh bad).. then say mrtan teddybear then later u(points to one) say ms eleora is egeora, then later u(points to the other) say she is bicycle. horhhorh, i go tell them."
then i went up. but actually is want ask mrmarc teach me math.. then when i see them, i felt like laughing. LOL. okay, w/e b div came back, we lost. nvm we'll try harder k? :D then they say PHS got one person spike better than mr hu.........
arghh... tmr have to miss math lessons again... cos of match need leave at 11.30
okay, update later if i can.
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back.. and i feel giddy now.. i bet sgd 100 dollars oso can, that i tmr will have headache. lol.. all because of daddy and cousin.. hmph... cos cousin and i played with *** ***e (censored,least i get scolded) but horh, my parents dint mind what. okay nvm, cos her mum had one my dad had one, then we had theirs, abit only la.. then its like so much nicer than the one i drank the other time.. well, i was like so damn boreddd... then peiting sms me, rurong sms me, heng... if not i'll dieee.. is like, wait and wait and wait, nothing to do.. was at..... marriot hotel or something.. and oh, why daddy's fault, he went down the spiral thingy u see in carparks very fast, on purpose. then i was like reading my msg, then before that alr abit, then add on.. worst... then passed by mount eliz hospital, and i dint even know it was an expensive one luh.. no wonder today ms e saw my health booklet then was like "wah, mount e, rich huh" and i was like "huh?" cos i really dint know la.. then mdm koh see liao oso same reaction.. and i still blurblur dont understand.. no wonder i so difficult to find someone that has the same health booklet as me in pri sch... heh.. oh,ms e same as my cousins' hosi-pit-tal. lol.. and rightttttt, the cousin who had the wedding dinner today is the same age as her. :P
well, if i get my hands on the photos,i'll upload it.. lol. okay,im sleepy. buhbye.
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with ♥,5:58 PM



Wednesday, January 14, 2009.

argh...i think i ytd.. oh forget it..anw i think it recovered alr. least someone says im ______ again.. what the hell, im not okay...

anw.. today has been a tiring day for me... yesterday, try to solve those questions until veh late, i damn sleepy... well, luckily i dint feel like sleeping in any classes... well, missed first lesson again, hell... well, it was CME.. then english.. as usual, nothing much was taught.. goshhhh... i wan reach my eng target okayyy! den recess, luckily mrs yeo come alr was recess, so we lined up like some kindergarten classes getting ready to go home... -.- well whatever... after that was hmm... home econs.. mrs kavi gave us our coursework.. and i think im so gna die.. seems difficult.. idk how i survived last year manszxc.. lols.. well, science, went through science theory. speaking of that, morning i went to look for mrs ram, she not arnd, then mr marc teach me do the science, end up those questions idk is no need do one.. no wonder i dno.. -.- but nvm, then went back class my saliva start spraying alr.. LOL. cos i explain to other people, now i understand how tchers feel or sth? LOL. explain until mouth dryyyyy... then was math.. omgoshszxc.. i think we reaaalllllyyy made mr tan angry today. :O scary u know, he shout lydat...

Sorry cher.
. :X

well, then continued with the lessons.. then got one time, he do working on the spot. then he keep changing the answer, then i keep changing oso. then i tell rhys, "wo hen luan leh" then mr tan replied "hen luan because i do working on the spot" then i was like, uhh...he can hear. LOL. speaking of this. sth rreeaalllyyy funny happened during FTC...i was collecting the edusave forms which was supposed to be chairman's duty laahh. :P then i was standing infront near mdm koh, and siwen come to me. i tell you siwen and i the convo.
siwen : eh jade, did kimberly tell u that she want change to tshirt desigh?
me : yah, i said dowan..cos veh ma fan.
siwen : oh okay. *walks away with serious look (by this time she was somewhere behind mdm koh*
me : eh,relax lah. haha.
siwen : what?
me : u looked so stressed... *smiles*
--before siwen could reply--
Mdm Koh : i stress because got so many things to collect..

LOL, funny righttttszxc? hahahaha, then siwen and i keep laughing, then she tell kimbsoh, i told rhys,peiting and alvinez. haha... at least she should have turned and said "are u talking to me?" then save alot more face alr can.. but i veh good. i nvr go say "erm,i not talking to you" hahaha. i so good righttt? *inserts evil laugh*
then finish math lesson, go down find mdm koh, then mr marc throw all the things to me.. sian diao, all the last year class deco.. hElLo, im nOt Chairman of 2e3 anymoreeee. stop asking me to do stuff like collecting the edusave forms and all the class deco you mei you.. pfffttt... well, then stayed back with rhys and regina, then they went home and stuff, then studied science incase i couldnt catch up.. i scared later mrs ram explain further, i drop further 'down'.. as in i even more dont understand lah.lol... then alone study, then yunyi and sharon came, sharon went off, i studied with yunyi.. ohoh, then morning right, i was teaching siwen and kimberly the atoms *blahblahbalh* stuff.. then yunyi walk past then say "wah jade, ni ye hui jiao ren uh?" then i was like "eheh ni zhe ke 3/5 de kan bu qi wo shi bu shi?!" yunyi "wo mei you wo mei you"
LOL. okay, mayb not funny.. then studystudystudy, like six plus, i lie on the table, then sleep. LOL. then yunyi still doing her Amath, then i left my bag in school, and walked with zoeyee to the bustop then went back school.. haha. then took bus with gareth and zx. yunyi walked home.. then reach home and blahblahblah, end.

to you : i am freaking not faking anything. believe it or not up to you. i really dont want to quarrel with you over such stuff. thank u very much..

to another you : for the final time, i.dont.like.you.. please leave me farfar away.. and how many times u want me to say "NO" to ur question? im not gna say yes no matter how long u wait okay. cos, whats the point? we were only classmates.. and plus we're not in the same school, give up and stop pestering me.. from 1 sept, i shouldnt have went back NBPS on tchers day.no wait, i want to see my tchers... should be i should have suggested going to khatib mac for lunch to catch up with my close friends..... -.-


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to think that i've alr asked so many people if i was still given the chance, should i be a councillor. many said yes, i guess its no use alr... what the fuck... i hate 2/3 la...dont worry,just that grp of boys.. i wna quit everything.. i dont wna flunk...mayb yes mayb no... i.d.k... say i kia su wadever,i dont care.
damn it.
mr ho ask, who no cca? easy, cannot cope luh. 3 words. enuf.
with ♥,8:40 PM



Tuesday, January 13, 2009.

angry laaaaa.... today some retarded person have sooooo many craps to crap... then right, first lesson is chinese. then waste like half, then nvm.. next lesson she waste, math, not even half left. what the hell laa. my both weakest subjects u oso want waste. then say what, we wasting mr marc's time, please la, who's the one who is standing there talking shit and wasting OUR time. u want u bring those trouble makers go out then let us continue la.. retarded, i fail how? complain uh? got use? no. stupid.. want to crap, go face the mirror and crap, and yeah, fyi, i dont think anyone listens to ur craps can..
argh... i was like damn angry alr luh, during math lesson.. stupid, then keep asking myself relax.. Rhys oso say... but seriously la, want talk so much wait till after school make us stay back and talk all u want la, no brains then use ur butt think can..still dare say we are idiots.. then say we no hope, like hello! who's the one wasting my time ehh? stupido (quoted by coach). aiya wadever la.

well, lessons was okay, execpt for math and science, math was cos some retard came, science was spoilt by that retard too. anw, by the time we reached class after swimming i tot alr gna 3. cos i saw coach. then i rushrush here rushrush there.. faster eat my lunch, then after that still run. lol, den stomach ache. :X anw, luckily i dint go for swimming today, if not training, i sure mati. cos got alot spiking and serving. and i cant possibly use my left hand cos i cant do anything with it... gahh.... i dont like it manszxc... luckily tmr got nothing, then i can let it rest. but my handwritting sucks. urgh... its like sooo... tiny, untidy. omgoshszxc.. see liao so bu shuang you mei you.. lols. anw, after training, some 'couples' were 'bickering' :P anwanw, u this kuku, go apply something horh, seriously, just now see like swollen alr, everytime say me. aiyo, forgot, cos u kuku mah, sotong one somemore... then actl coach offered a drive to causeway to rachelle and elaine, but i dowan in the end after vehveh long then left school. lol. then squeeze inside bus, so dumb. then the bus driver veh stupid one leh, he just stare at me and expect me to know what im supposed to do. stupid. and plus my bag so big, how to move up for other people to come on the bus? then u dno how to talk meh? why today i like being angered by retards aye?.. then reached home...
i dont want to play in the match, cos i know i'll pull the team down.
i dont want to play in the match, my serve aint consistent, my spike is like shit,
i dont know whats my purpose playing in there...

well,speaking of that... today some retard become bias again. like what the hell, how was i supposed to know if the ball was over man? u were standing at the side, i was at the front, ofcos u can see la, use ur butt think oso know la... and then, the ball hit my eye damn painful u know anot, u still scold, fck u man...later i blind leh? then later, someone else not happy, u comforted her. can u be more professional? not be bias? damn it lah... wait, dont recover by friday k, recover by sat. so i dont have to play in the match on fri, and i can do drills on sat. perfecto..
aiya wadever la, play then play luh, just dont effing scold me when i cant do anything, u want me do what? play until my hand drop isit? fine la, play luh, anw,i'll follow my favourite quote, wont die one la...
with ♥,7:28 PM



Monday, January 12, 2009.

was a shity day today.. damndamndamn irritating.. then was moody during training, i shouldnt have told u guys my arm hurt. and then when i said, it was alr okay, nobody believed.. except regina. what the hell.. i really shouldnt have said anything man.. truthfully, i was angry.. why was it irritating? i dont understand how in the fcking world, my arm hurt.. damn, i couldnt spike, couldnt serve, couldnt do anything.. and under arm serve caused my thumb to hurt...so i just kept quiet all the way.. just fking heal before my match on friday, and/or before drills on saturday! stupid.. well, towards the ending, was still okay, i talked. yutong taught them some serving methods, i looked at them, and learned. i guess using palm to serve is easier... today was cool, left sch at 7.30. lols... got home, tried to act like nothing happened, so as to not arouse suspicion from my parents. i dont want them to know about my arm, it feels like its not there? and when i move,it feels like a thousand bullets shot thru.. and yeah, they dint suspect anything, i guess i can go join eldds alr, acting so good. okay kidding.. im so gna suffer tmr, theres sure to be work done, like writting, and theres swiming, and theres training.. shit... aiya whatever la...can take it, even if i cant,i wont die anyway...

tag replies:

Phylisia : i will i will, thanks (: u too.

Michelle : precisely, i cant catch what are the relevant points, i guess the adults do, cos eng kiat did some notes, which idk what. haha..

the rest replied in ur own tagboard.
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well, i think i've cooled down alr.. haha.. thanks to audrey chung. but im also crapping alot everywhere, in msn chats to tagboards also all thanks to audrey chung. she keep giving me the chance to crap and yeah, i zi high.. must not let me crap so much,later i become like mrs*ahem* and ms*ahem* talk sosososososososososososo much, keep wasting my first periods! later i fail howhowhow? even a genius like me oso cannot pass with flying colours without lessons righttt? LOL.
seesee,crap again, all your fault audreyyyyy. :P

//2210
with ♥,8:38 PM



Sunday, January 11, 2009.

hello people, sorry to those who tagged, i'll reply ur tags here(later at the bottom) cos idk what the hell went wrong with Cbox,i cant type anything. lols.
well, was juusssttt in time for youth worship today, joel and his cute brother came in late today (tsktsk.) joshua oso (tsktsktsk) fyi, joshua is one of the CHR bb officers.. haha, and ytd while everyone was calling "joshua sir, throw the ball here!" i went "eheh joshua why u play cheat one" then i looked arnd, lucky noone looking at me, lols. sekaly they say i no respect for officers. but horh, call him joshua so many years alr, suddenly call sir so weird. anw, lifegroup was hmm... idk. but we played a weird game, filled with funny hand signs, complicated ones too, apparently. had candy cane in "class" othilia brought them. nice (: after lifegroup, everyone went to all the instruments and started wacking(drums) and yeah,piano and guitar stuff like that. then went for service. pastor gabriel's sermon really veh difficult to copy notes leh.... pastor kang's easier. then while waiting for parents, played with JED (: apparently, he's cute until cannot cute.. then went to aunt's newly opened stall at jurong east for lunch to support them. and yeah, it was practically boringggg... just sat there while the adults talked.. sian... then went back. and when we reached the car, it was "infested" with bird shit... practically everywhere of the car oso have.. cos it was parked under a tree..
so, advice to all drivers.
DONT PARK UR CAR UNDER A TREE NO MATTER HOW SUNNY IT IS (:

LOL. anw, then i wanted to cut my fringe and mum wanted to colour her hair, then i was also forced to cut the back..........
and i think i some how look kinda kuku right now..
well, i just hope i still can tie it (crosses fingers) im too lazy to try now..
haha.
tag replies :
Sharifah : aye! dont say until like i block so well leh. i dontttt okay. LOL. oh... hmmm, i bet if u work hard, u can do it (: or why not try spiking? :P in any case, jiayou #14! iloveyou tooooo! :D

Drey : haha, i guess i did. (: i will i will, was really tired that day and had muscle ache.plus we had to do like drills under the hothot sun.. heh.

Rurong : LOL! u super funny lahhh.. u say want spam my tagboard only one tag. cute lahh.. LOL! :P
with ♥,5:34 PM



Saturday, January 10, 2009.

well, today was CCA selection for the sec ones.. i helped out in GB, and help vb draw some stuff last minute.. haha. was almost late today, but i chionged to sch, then dint late. so started off with devotion, then went to booth to help out, then had drills. and i was feeeeeling damn tired, i couldnt wake up, thats why i was almost late. and yeah, was having back,thigh,arm muscle ache.. so yeah, was looking glum and sulky, and i couldnt do my drill properly, cos my arms cannot swing properly, and i cant hentak properly. was kinda frustrated actually.. so audrey they all kept asing if i was alright, cos normally, im not quiet. then it was hot + sunny and stuff lydis, very tired somemore cos we doing fancy drill.. then was really distracted today too.. many things i nvr pay attention. then later recruitment, all sec 1s come down alr, then went to give flyers.. i dint get a chance to sit down until very lil sec1s left. then by then, my thigh muscles and back muscles hurt quite abit... then played captains ball, some kuku made me laugh like... aLOT, cos her actions were like really cute.. haha! and yeah, we won. which is like duh-uh (obviously) cos im playing what, ofcos win la. :P then went back class, captain talktalk, and we had fifteen new sec1s. then went back, zoeyee came looking for me, then went for lunch with her at macs. then walked about talking chatting and stuff. then went home.. later going for a swim with peiting and alvinez. although im tired, but im going for the sake of boredommm.. LOL. well, why not just use up all my energy. haha. plus, they keep asking me go, so dowan disappoint them.. lols.. will update later if i have the chance (:
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backkk from the swim. one word tiredddd!
LOL, well, met them at the swimming complex itself. then started swimming and stuff, swam like five laps? not at one go la. then gahh... my arm muscle pain.. then nvr swim liao. then i taught alvinez to do the somersault in the water, for like races then u swim few laps in a row.. then it was at the deep pool. then went back to the not so deep pool, which was when i kneel down, its only up till my chin or so. then we did hand stand in the pool. jus like what we did in sarah's house. anw, then we were hungry and i was freezing. then went to the shop buy cup noodles, so shiok, cos its hot. then went back, swim awhile more then is like 8.35 then we left to shower. then alvinez's father sent peiting to her house there, and sent me to causeway. met mum and dad for dinner at the coffeeshop near my block.. and know what, i think my injured thumb there, my bone jut out or sth.. gosh, cos is like, i can feel my joint really well(as in curved) when i straighten my injured thumb, and i cant feel anything on my not injured thumb..omgoshszxc.. howhowhow? :O aiya, nvm, wont die one la. LOL.
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why do these problems have to exist. i really dont like the feeling, i get hurt.. please, i've tired my best to make it up to you... but u hurt me more.. the least u can do is not to ignore me and yeah... i really dowant to lose u as a friend, i reallyreallyreally dont..i am serious..
with ♥,3:41 PM



Friday, January 9, 2009.

well... problem resolved so far, i guess it is..and im glad God gave me strength for the time being.(:
well.. sch was well, boringggg. at least for science.. and yeah, my hacks sweet supposedly prepared for lit lessons came in handy during science lessons.. omgoshszxc.. i was really nodding offffff alr luh..anw, after school, went for lunch. and some kuku keep using that skull scare ppl, and he keep pressing it infront of me when im eating, and its seriously disgustinggggg.. lols. anw, went for training, was kinda fun, cos lamepartner and i promised each other that we have to ignore coach of his sacarstic remarks and such. so yeah, we had this action for saying "ignoreeeee" haha.. then we played kinda well then.. had manymany matches, almost whole training oso matches. then elaine and i played few games, rested few games.. then got once, elaine pump ball, i digging with one hand, training my ball control, as well as drinking carrot juice at the same time. i know,im pro. back to the point, then some kuku called me and my ball totally flew off. lols. see la, tsktstsk.. and yeah, was having muscle aches which i dno for what reason.. my thigh muscles hurt like shitszxc.. its like very long alr... i guess i've over strained it today. my back muscles hurt, i guess it was cos of service ytd, my arm muscles hurts.. i guess it was also cos of service.. and then, i think i've overstrained coscoscos (i know im repeating) after training, i grabbed my bag and ran all the way up till third level at one go, with extraextra weight on me.. then i still had to run here and there looking for mrs ang.. well, end up she was running on the tracks...... then had duty, was fun. and yeah was the photographer again. so ran arnd taking pictures, then had a spare mike in my pocket for the Q&A for the parents, they use mike to talk. it was more to the ending la, then ms foo took my mike, then walked off. then i was like 'uh....' then i just stood where i was, then when another parent wanted to ask a question, ms foo looked at me while she was passing the mike. then i was like uh..u took my mikeeee. lols. and two kukus keep laughing at me, cos ms foo ask me do this do that, then i think i was like blurblur lydat.. then packed up and went home...

im like so tired nowwww... and, my leg muscles hurt.. howhowhow??? tmr got fancy drill lehh...sianszxc...its like everytime i use strength for my leg, it will be pain la.. so sian, but its like cannot prevent one what, i mean hand and leg injuries, muscle ache quite common... cannot be prevented cos im a blocker whattttt(before coach decided to change formation) so many old injuries came from there, and havent healed completely.. like my thumb, my shoulders, my knee... sadded... anw, lucky tmr i wasnt requested to do 3 ccas... haha, im helping out with GB, cos thats my first cca yo! anw, i feel like sleeping now.. but then again,i dont. LOLS.
with ♥,10:09 PM



Thursday, January 8, 2009.

i've not much mood to post now... mayb later if i want..mayb its just best if i stfu and not blog, and just keep my face in my book/wadever..

elmo, im really sorry.. i know now things seem as if i have been, like,making u feel like a substitude.. but u really arent. now i really want to try and make it up to u.. but for this moment, i cant, cos she will be alone... i promise i'll pei u when her friend comes back.. or why not, just try interecting with her? if u dont want, i dowan force u.. just dont keep telling me to go find her, i feel kinda sad hearing it.. please, dont like, dont ignore me at times... i really like u as my elmo, ur're one of my considered besties, i dint lie. im not just saying it for the sake of saying it, i meant it.. it seems fake,i know. but its true,i dont show it always, but i meant it when i say it.. sorry elmo...

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well, idk whats wrong with me today,i feel so so tired...its just 10 plus, and i alr feel like sleeping..i havent got to do what i had promised myself, that english book exercises... alright, i just want say sth, ms rab bully me in class today... heh..
with ♥,8:08 PM



Wednesday, January 7, 2009.

well, thanks sharifah and rurong for always conforting and encouraging me.
seriously, thanks (:

well, i know, u people think im putting pressure on myself for vb.. but he always makes it seem so hard for me to reach my goals, my aim,my own expectations.. he always does.. i really wna bengkui you mei you... it really feels soso hard, well, i might just quit when it comes to my exams and i think i've not been doing good(in exams i mean)... idk.. both Gb and volleyball are demanding, though the demands in GB are seriously much reasonable than volleyball.. and i think, this way, volleyball is muchmuch more demanding,seriously speaking.. i enjoy GB as my cca every since i think p4? their "demands" are veryvery reasonable and easy to complete.. volleyball? hell, no. mayb, just mayb its because i've alr had my "foundation" (?) laid during pri sch.. my drills and such. but well, i tot it was gna be the same, about attire and stuff, but well, secondary sch leh..its more strict. but, i still do enjoy it. and, i contributed alot(well,i think) to whoever, and i get back mayb at least a word of encouragement or thanks. thats it, i get back the same i gave.. jus like the heritage badgework, though i dont really know what i got back in return from my grp actually... but vb? i contributed much too, taking my initiative to draw the poster, rack my brain cells to think of what. ran arnd classes informing those sec1s. i think i've alr done more than im supposed to do as a v-cap. skill wise, i alr tried my best, cannot means cannot, but he had to keep pushing, u have a limit, i have it too. and yeah, what he said really affected me deeply, have he ever though what kind of *ing impact it'll have on me? biasness, what hell is this, he told someone else to relax and and take a deep breath when she missed the ball, when i missed it, he scolded me. what shit? everything my fault, i feel glum,unhappy because of my performance, my fault, i smile and laugh to forget my mistakes, he says i nvr focus, my fault. my fault my fault my fault.. why other people nvr serve over he nvr tell them "u nvr serve over,u die" thats what hit me.. i really feeeel, like quiting vb, but why for because of him i abandon my friends and my interest. but, everything i join/do/wadever, i'll set goals,expectations.. i will do everything to make myself reach it. and the last thing i need is that stupid sentence, if u dont serve over u die....he 'sian' i have not enough problems isit? 3E5, my dream class. GET IT? 3e5.. tripple science.. im fighting with all those 2e1 2e2 ppl... not hard enough isit? seriously the last thing i need is him saying such words... it really hurt me alot, he can be so nice to others but say such cruel words to me.. why others can encourage me,he cant. why my teammates can encourage me,he cant.why my non volleyballer friends can encourage me,he cant.why even my teachers can encourage me,he cant. whether they are volleyball teachers or not..those non-volleyball incharge teachers can always ignore me u know..but they did care. did u? idk...SO many whys, can it dont exist in the world? fuck. i've been thinking about these problems for very long, and i finally cant control but wack those letters out on my keyboard... i really dont wish to think so much and enjoy training.. but hearing u said those words, i've had enough.everytime u say sth, its like adding more and more clothes to a almost full luggage.. one day, it'll burst....
and yeah know what.. the year's only just begun, its just so pathetic im alr feeling lydis...
P A T H E T I C.. u noe..

F U C K
with ♥,8:14 PM



Tuesday, January 6, 2009.

well, today was kinda sucky... towards the end of training...

well, in the morning, wasnt on duty (yay, free) so sat in the hall and had some sort of assembly and hear some ppl talk crap. so sian.. then is like i in the morning woke up and went to sch with a slight headache, and yeah, was feeling damn sleepy.. and yeah, ms foo they all keep walking around i cant like nap or sth.. then nvm luh, continue hear her crap... then first period gone, gekiang's lesson..then went back class and was H.E.. then i slept in that period, well, i lie on the table then make it look as if i reading the tb with the tcher. haha.. then was recess le.. was hungry, plus i dont intend to eat during lunch. so ate during recess...then when we all gather at hall after recess, all is upper sec on duty today, then we chiong go take portable mike. then mike not working, suay, so i suggested faster go take another wire. then went back class sit luh,let someone claim the credit, then that someone become chairman, and im FREE. YAy. LOLs. then went back class,yati came. elaine want go arnd class tell about the volleyball selection. then regina cannot. so yeah, mr tan the last yr 1e1 tcher come relief marctan class. then went lo. then got until this paticular class, some sotong/kuku, dont know that volleyball was for girls, then rhys,elaine and me 'DUH' her.. haha! then i wanted to add on, "or ur class the boys want join oso can, ask them wear skirt" but dint, so went next class.. then went to this class, the sec 1s so kelian, first year only kena who? ms claudia.. suay... then when i went in, i ask 'cher ca...'(havent finish sentence) then she go cut me say 'goodmorning' then i say orh, then continue. baichi sia.. really, my lit lesson, die liao... anw, had to go back second time cos vb tcher no longer mdm yati.. so luckily, by then msclaudia alr gone liao.then went back class, math.. then art, ms mardiana. well, today shes okay. LOL.then PE. then went to sports school, and joelwong wanted me to say hi to him.crazy,i dont even know he which class. LOL. then went back, go hall put my bag then went canteen cos jiaxin told me ms rab asked where is the booth for her 'fomr' LOL. then wrapped my hand with strapper. then chatted them as well as the sec2s while they eat.and captain got a sorethroat. (take care wor captain!) then went hall for training, and yeah know what i forgot to bring my knee guards, so in the canteen i was like 'shitting' all the way.. then rmbered i left sth at the tables outside staffrm, so went by the spiral staircase rather than walking past the hall kena seen by coach.. lols.. then ran extra 3 rounds. and yunyi's cousin peizhen came for the tryout. and yeah, we could alr 'smell' the biasness coming in the months to come.. cos actually got five, then four left and peizhen the only one stayed back cos waiting for yunyi. then we were like, horh, next captian liao luh. LOL. waitwait, we have nothing against peizhen,i think shes rather pretty. haha. we have sth against the party number two. LOL.and yeah,during training,many unhappy things happened lah.. dont wish to talk about it.. then head ache came back.. this time is the eye area,like someone is pushing hard on my temples... then after training, realised i hadnt brought along my math tb, and is like got hw. then i told elaine they all "omg! i forgot bring down my math book,under my table,got hw,and tcher is marctan somemore..." *sian diao the face.
"how?"
rhys/regina : "huh,later he scold u leh."
me: "scold me nvr mind, worst is... he later go tell the other 3 den very diu lian leh,that time the issactan go tell ms eleora i nvr finish his work. veh laokui you mei you?" *gives another sian diao the face.
Lucky, nicole lend me her book. yay, thank u nicole! :D then stand outside the school gate veh long, then my bag super heavy. so put on the floor same as joycelin.. then sit on the ground.. then the joycelin veh cute sia! she say one thing right, then nobody laugh, then she laugh until like veh funny lydat. then bcos of that then me and agnes laughed, at her.. then she go wave to the bagalahs who were going home after the construction work,which were passing by on the lorry sia.. mad woman.. then they waved back somemore.. then after that, i think the ground veh dirty then sit on the ball :P. then ms rab come out with idk who inside her car. and then mrissac. then they all waved behind me, then i heard "vrooom" so sure is xiaobai one.. then jiaxin they all say ms eleora. LOL. okay, then they asked if he could give us a lift to vista.. then went, then actually joycelin going one, then agnes left a while ago. then she in the end dowan go liao, then i actually oso dont want go then pei her walk to bustop. but alr promised to go with jx and rachelle. then i stand there dno where to go, then in the end went to vista.. so yeah,bought bubble tea and went home, reached home at like 8 plus i think..
with ♥,9:40 PM



Monday, January 5, 2009.

Being an event(s) I/C was basically...
Bad.

it really kinda suck.. cos everything goes wrong, the second is u kena blamed, first is chairman. unless ur chairman is good la. but today of cos i dint get 'it' la.. but well,almost, which caused me to have damn headaches.. so in the morning, that bloody P go change our assembly until like dno what shit. then make until the dmc ppl so messy. stupid sia.. not as if the parade square cannot accomodate all of the levels right.. i know ur butt big, but the sec1s&2s dont have okay.. -.- and then right, morning, i told mr k, DONT touch the wire, just hold the mike PROPERLY and u wont touch it.. then he still go hold the wire.. baichi uh? == zhi sang di sial.. then he still can go tell mr h dont touch the wire when he doing devotion, then when i want change the wire he dont let me.. -.- kuku... oh wait, kuku is not suitable for u canszxc.. its a bloody arse. lols. then after devotion, STILL CONTINUE holding the wire, wahlao, make until me damn pekchek canszxc.. then ofcos got sound la, bloody baichi... then w/e luh, went up do the control room.. for dno what breifing or what la, for the sec4s and 5s.. then talk so much cock la.. waste time sia.. then after that was the sec1 na/nt. then it was the whole cohort.. then i bcos of the DAMNed power cable + the mike thingy in the morning + i had headache before, made me had headache.. stupid de sial.. then power cable missing lahszxc.. then find here find there oso dont have. kns lahhh... i dint know dmc duty can be this bloody kokup de you mei you.. then no mood eat liao, this missing,that not working... then at backstage do.. then so damn boring.. then nvm, i forgot what happened, i oni noe i was bloody cold. so went outside the hall with peiting.. then she say very warm. and then i dowan go up control room.. then went to sit behind the hall at the blue chair. then rhys and peiting keep run missing. then i was like damn cold de you mei you.. then actually wanted to sit outside de.. but like veh qiguai, so nvm loh.. sit there. and idk whether it was my hand thats cold or what, cos i felt my head and eyes burning. yes eyes.. cos when close eyes can feel it 'burning'.. then had some dno what gold colours award or sth...then i runrun here runrun there. cos after i took my cert,i walked down with everyone, then i run one whole round all the way till the front again cos i was taking photos, and i saw mse and msr staring at me while i was closing the hall door. lols..then finished duty FINALLY. then went canteen..this time oni eye pain, not head alr, then had a lil bit of lunch.. then had pt. my muscles hurt damn alot sial, as in before the pt, i alr run hereeee run thereeee... run until my muscle ache i oso dno why.. then pt,i cant do push up for my wrist, so i did the exercise that i use my elbow support my body then do push up position. yunyi ask me do 3 min, but i do 3.5 min plus break inbetween la.. then so bored, jus played with the balls.. then went to look for zoeyeee and gwen. then before that i did spiking against the wall..then got one i hit super damn hard, then when it rebounce, then impact oso very big, then i wanted to catch it but nvr pay attention, then kena my thumb again..(doubleeew-tee-efff)then i went to get my strapper and wrapped my thumb luh..then when came back, need run 50 rnds arnd the plaza there.. then i run until 45 wan die liao.. circular muchmuchmuchmuch more difficult to run straight can.. then dno my heart or lungs or wadever shit la, very pain when i breathe.. super irritating de you mei you.. then feel like dying on the spot then dont need feel any bloody pain alr luh.. then went to buy drinks then ms tay say mayb is rib the muscle there tear or sth.. but its like when i breathe leh.. idk la... aiyo.. its seriously irritating de you mei you... -.- then stayed back with gwen and zoeyee to shoot. then the netball coach still arnd mah.. then she told zoeyee to ask me when is my northzone cos wan pull me play for them.. cos is my lucky shot,then the ball went in without touching the rim. lols. then w/ew/e, then went home. the end. lols.

TO bestie G :
Girl! cheerup alright? dont worry, everything will past, it just takes time (: and yeah, remember philippians 4:13, cos God will grant you strength.. Cos,like i've said, even as the sky falls and the world colapse, GOD, will forever be there for you alright? and yeah,im always free for u to call (: if u dont trust me, trust GOD! :D iloveyou! cheerup the-ever-crazy-and-cheeky lil girl,my bestie (:
with ♥,8:46 PM



Sunday, January 4, 2009.

well, went to church today, had new youth 1s coming up, those ;08 p6. and yay! we're still in the same room as last year, which means... more slides (: lionel said we'll be going into more detailed lessons of the bible as well as the church's history. lols. then went for service.. i used a new notebook for my sermon notes (: and yeah, i lent sarah my pen and another temasek notebook, the poly give free one. then she drawdrawdraw, then dropped my pen...the pilot G tech.. $3 gone. cos the tip bent. and yeah, she insisted on giving me another one back, which i dont want la. .cos she dint do it on purpose. then, this girl go tell alot of people she broke my pen... then she was msging her friend. and her friend replied "u are so freaking clever to break ur friend's pen" haha, and sarah replied "i think so too! (:"
LOL, then mum and dad came.. korkor dint go for youth service but went to church for crossroad..cos he needed to get his stuff. so went for lunch at tim's cafe & restaurant.. nice (:
and then went home cos korkor needed to change or sth.. and i slept on the chair. lol. then xuanhui jiejie came i oso dint know. then off we went to airport to sent korkor off. and yeah during lunch i wanted to eat cheese cake all of a sudden. so there were still plenty of time, and i saw coffee bean. so initially wanted to have cheese cake. but dad recomended a chocolate cake, he say veryvery nice, and he had no comments of me drinking coffee :) so i bought that chocolate cake and coffee and they all oso got theirs. then end up, when i tried the cake, it isnt very nice.. then dad tried it, and said it was not this one that he ate.. cos last time is his friend order for him... dots...... and yes, i saw mr fangqiyuan at the airport too. i think his bro oso going thailand. then korkor gathered with his platoon and we went off,sent xuanhui jiejie home, chatted with her and stuff.. haha. then went for dinner at ishi mura again. LOL. and yeah, mum talked about a news article about 2 groups of basketballers who was on a plane, then they wiped out the entire plane of food. LOL. and the air stewardess were really patient cos they we really busy serving them.. haha. then another passanger said, they're really like sports men eat alot. then i told mum 'im beginning to feel like sportswoman too!' then she gave me the sacarstic look. then i said 'eh really luh..cos right, jus now at coffee bean i one person finish that whole slice of cake which is big and gelat can..u all eat lil bit oni. then i still finished my coffee leh. alr quite full le, then now i still finish this(omelet rice) and this(four salmon sushi) alot ready luh..'
and gosh i really ate alot this few days, ever since i went to the gym.. alamak, i'll have to control man, cannot over eat or else i'll wipe out my allowance before the end of the week! :O lol.
and yeah, my headache keeps 'turning on and off' its irritating.. damn..


and ohoh, tmr peiting and us doing duty the whole dayyy! :D
rhys is after assembly then start doing.. peiting and i doing assembly duty too.. and pray hard that history will not repeat itself manszxc... i dowan run like wad again.. but standard every duty will run, that one i cn accept.. but not run till sweat keeeeeeep dripping over my head.. lols...
with ♥,9:38 PM



Saturday, January 3, 2009.

before i start, ytd i was reading my daily bread. and its :
Dont waste ur breath(read genesis 2:1-7 if u want)
if i were to scoop up a handful of dirt and blow into it, all i would get is a dirty face. When God did it,he got a living, breathing human being capable of thinking, feeling,dreaming,loving,reproducing and living forever.
as on of these human beings, i speak of "catching" my breath,"holding"my breath, or "saving" my breath,but these are idoms of language. i cannot save my breath for use at a time later. if i dont use the one i have now,i'll lose it, and i may even lose consciousness(i dont understand this part about losing consciousness, someone explain??)
when God breathed into adam, he gave more life; he gave a reason to live :worship! as the psalmist said, "let everything that has breath praise the LORD" ps.150:6
this means that we waste our breath when we use it for something that doesnt honor the one whom "we live and move and have out being"
although we cannot blow life into a handful of dirt, we can use our breath to speak of words of comefort, to sing songs of praise, and to run to help the sick and oppressed. when we use our breath to honor out Creater with our unique combinations of talents, abilities,and opportunities,we will never be wasting it.
-julie ackerman link

well,somehow i feel that it links to me running like a mad woman yesterday. idk, it just gives me the feeling (:

anw, back from GB, gb was fun today (: we did fancy drill :D
i wonder how long was the last time i did that alr, i think is after last year drill comp then perform few more times and then nvr touch liao. and i kinda forgot alot of the steps le..but i still can rmb the part where the song is at "u are the way the truth and the light........"
haha, our song was oneway lah.. and also when its at the chorus. i think its like damn nice (: if i can,im gna get the video of us from my officer.hahaha, wait. i look damn retarded that time cos i was short hair-ed and intended to tie it,but my tcher in charge made me take it down and she clipped+sprayed my hair up like some bloody retard. lols...seriously it was retarded..and we got bronze (: while many got C.O.P hahaha. we are pro okay, oni other schools more pro oni right. LOL.
and then we did some craft work. and i did a cross. (: if i got time then i upload the photos la horh..haha, and we were like asking maam fiona to help us buy it, cos it was from GB hq. its like some mao mao thingy (not umair uh) like cotton i think, then u shape it into any shape.must keep poking or sth. then can make into keychain or attatch a safety pin on it, then become some idk what. LOL.
anw had lunch with vicki and shanshan, and omgoshszxc... putting them tgt are like letting two patients from woodbridge out tgt. and its like crazy dao siao.. -.- and u know what, after lunch on the way out of causeway, they were retardedly calling me ms/mrs/mdm/taitai with my surname. and it sounds so retarded.. heng my dream jobs wont require me using my surname with any of those above.. -.- so yeah, teaching mightb out of the question.haha.
anw,going to edge later. and FINALLY stzy is going.
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back from edge, and im feeling damn warm although the window is opened damn big and wind is coming in really cold, and i think im having a slight fever.. sian.. i wna go church tmr, theres holy communion.. hope its okay by tmr..
anw, service was okay today. sharon and zoeyee came too. and then went to ishi mura again for dinner. all 4 of us ate spag.. and yeah, marcus,yesiang,mashimaro(ranen) shiyong and bryan oso went. then after we finished our dinner, we played murderer. its not the winking one, its some sort the same like the polar bear that one. its like everyone 'sleep' then the narrator choose murderer,detective and doctor. then when narrator say murderer wake up, oni the murderers open the eyes. etcetc.. haha. was quite funny la.. and yeah, marcus and i very good, we knew murderer was sharon and we helped her.. cos at first i out cos i keep saying im murderer, and idk if they believed me or what la. then all vote me then i out. marcus oso help sharon, and say he murderer.. haha, then in the end sharon won. hahaha.
anw, was fun today, then went home quite late. and i purposely miss one train cos gwen was telling us something. then the second train, the station say train terminates at yishun and my train was empty. end up was the gwen and sharon's train thats arriving. lols. but we saw people going in and i wanted to rush in but alr close the door le.. haha.. so boarded the train at erm, alr over 10.30 alr.. haha....
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gosh.
u know people's emotion suffer from mood swings. and know what?
my body is suffering from "temperature" swings.. one moment i feel like a burning coal, the next, im freezing.. heng got such thing called coffee to soothe my headache and keep me warm....
and yeah,i wasnt having a fever. my head was burning cos i have a headache.. and know what to expect next? me feeling nauseous... damn. oh whatever. and yay! i dont have to go for swimming :D (dont need ask why.. LOL)
with ♥,3:49 PM



Friday, January 2, 2009.

Firstday of school was,more or less....
BAD.

well, it was bad at the start.
i was bathed in sweat, i guess that's how the school greets me on the first day.
and yeah, almost getting scolded was how ms foo greeted me on the first day.
how great isnt it?
well, i was running like some mad woman lydat. and i nvr sweat so much
from running u noe. lol. is like, i guess it was bcos i was damn scared,
of being scolded by ms foo again.
cos mike sot diao. then have like firecracker the sound, crackcrackcrack.
then i doing outside duty, then ms foo sort of scolded me la, then
before that i alr ran like alot of times from G.O
to podium and back again, to and fro.
then after that damn mike got problem, i ran faster.
cos ms foo is damn unpredictable.
i ran from G.O to podium to G.O to podium,
to hall store to podium to hallstore and back to podium.
by then i was looking DAMN wet, and lifeless.
i was like staring blankly at that stupid podium, begging for it to work.
well, sweat was like pouring all over my forehead, and as if i had jus bathed,IN SWEAT water..
i guess it was also the nervousness that caused it.
cos i dint know what to do man, i mean, what else can i do?
then comes a sotong, who asked what happened to me,
cos practically i looked like i've just completed a mad race.
and why she's a sotong, is, she walked to the sec 3 classes when her form
class is right at the back,cos the sec 2s occupied that space last yr.
then she "eh?" then walked back. abit funny la horh..
and after that, wasnt the end of my running.
i had to run to tell kimberly,that rhys and i are in sch ask mdm koh mark our attendance,
then when i saw mdm koh, i ran to her to tell more stuff.
then mr tay dno go where cannot find, so i ran arnd parade square
finding him, end up he inside confrence room... -.-
so yeah, thats my morning. i was looking dead.
then here comes the anxiety and ache..
i was like damn scared ms foo would come find me and scold me la,
then u noe, damn scared correct alr, cos is like, when im squating down,
she alr say why i dint check, this and that.
then when i say "idk (blahblahblah)"
she was like, dont give me idk. in a stern voice.
who not scared sia?
then waiting for the orientation start, i was like sitting there,
still sweating abit, my collar was totally wet,my back was also totally wet,
and my sleeves are wet too..
then after went back class, still pain, actually is two places.
the s and the k. LOL. okay lame. cos of me being too nervous and cos
i keep running.. then after i rested in class for awhile,both okay alr.
then fastforward,
I'm like omgoshszxc-ly HAPPY!
cos im not being made the CM.muahahaha!
i practically "spiked" rhys on the shoulder for sabo-ing me,and made tcher write
my name on the board. stupid. lol.
after that, had some talk by, and shes like an idiot.
people oni want confirm u want change to what right,nid make until people seem
like they have low iq meh. arsehole.wadever.
then pain again, cos i dint go eat. dont feel like eating.
then ren luh, nothing i can do.then it was the uppersec's turn,
i was like sleeping at the backstage luh..heh.
well,i guess it caused me to be sian diao.
then fastforward,
peiting and twintwin brought our bags down, then there's this yr book,
with all our cca photos and class photos and stuff.
and i was like flipping, cos the front part not impt.
then by the time i came to the photos, on the cover page, the first thing i saw was,
4 *ahems* hahah!
cos its like damn big.
and i was like laughing to myself looking at some tcher's the photos and actually i was only laughing at tcher's la. but got alot la..heh.
peiting twintwin and rhys oso laughed,
not because of the photos, but bcos i was like laughing to myself at the photos
and it looked kinda funny there,as in me la...haha
then went down canteen and yeah, pain again...
then sherrie very bad luh, go hit my vb away then roll to the sec1 there..==
then still make me run, i scared ppl step then fall. den i kena
then they all dno go celebrate who's bday or sth.. then they went off, so i went to look for
zoeyee and gwen. they were playing netball, so sat and rested for awhile.
then fastforward, all the netballers went off liao. so left me and zoeyee.
and i want complain.
to ms rab and mr issac.

GwenLeeJuWen sprained her ankle.
SeetohZoeyee refused to eat, when she said she was hungry.
(hahaha! zoeeyee, see,i complained alr.)
anw, then we played netball, and walked around the school..super damn sian.
then go see the sec 1 orientation.
then went to play ball again. haha, netball's fun though (:
then after that, zoeyee wanted to eat, but we dint want to go hme so fast.
and at first she wanted to go causeway and back again,
but we scared the aunty keep the netballs and she doesnt have the key.
so went vista instead, left our bags ontop of the cage..
haha.
then went, bought stuff to eat and went back school.
then more shooting, haha,its fun.
then kena my hand many times, i forget then use left hand catch.
then when all the sec1s go hme, i told one grp of girls, back gate closed,
then they kuku-ly still walk there. then i was like, okay~ u want go there and walk
back later up to u luhh.
and yeah, we both think that someone, looks more like a da jie bringing the xiao di,
down to the parade square more than a tcher..hahaha.
and yeah, like finally, somebirdy(somebody ; kuku mah) came to play la.
lols, and yeah, her actions are like super funny/cute/retarded/wadever u can think of.
heh. then after that another birdy(somebody) came down.
then shoot and stuff, keep forgetting that i cant use my left hand.
then after that my knee hurt again of all the running and collecting balls.
but wont die one la, exercise mah.. plus i think its old injury again, i cant rmb what leg
i injured that time.
then stopped playing and yeah,sat at the table and chat.
and i had a repeating machine sitting beside me.
clad in white and black....metal? hahaha.no wait,is either slimy skin or feathers.
cos sotong/kuku what. :P
and yeah, why kuku cos the drink is cold and she say its not..-.-
then chatted with zoeyee awhile more and gaybriel teh came..
and yeah,(not our sch one)
C.R.Y.S.T.A.L--I.S--N.O.T--M.Y--B.O.Y.F.R.I.E.N.D
YOU KUKU-S! LOL.
oh wait, he is my boy-friend.a friend that is a boy (:
im clever. HAH. okay bhb-ness.
anw, then went home. dont feel like going home, and zoeyee intended to walk me to
the bus stop. so we walked there, and then i walked zoeyee to her block.LOL
and yeah, gaybriel teh said i was a les.. -.-
cos of some other people(girl) who walked her home,and zoeyee said she
scared shes a les, as in got other stuff that made her suspect laaa.. LOL..
so i took the bus stop and went home.

and yeah, was talking to zx and he said the new kuku P,
(if u dont understand nvm,i downa get into trouble, but i think what im gna say nxt is the same..)
wants to close basketball if they dont win the former school... -.- then want close volleyball
if we nvr win, then want close netball if they nvr win.
then why not just close all CCAs luh. LAME SIA. -.-
then i told zx, if volleyball close down, i go help netball, then if oso close down, zx say i join band, but i told him, ask her go create chess club luh..then pull everyone in..LOL
peabrain,jus like the size..
at least some sotong still cleverer right...(yeah,im saying ur're small size. but its the fact and im kua-ing u luh,must say thank you)
and yeah,tmr confirmed got Gb, and i havent got my stuff ready. shitszxc...
LOL, okay i think if i continue, it can be a biography of JadeLong alr la..
hahahaha.

(psssst, stzy, its long becos i elabo-ed alot andand,i put alot of 'enter' hahahaha. (: )
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teoshaoyan jus called me just now. so i asked where's my time table.
and yeah, its in my file. and when shes talking halfway, i keep eee-ing.
but before eee-ing,i yay-ed few times.
and she keep laughing. i was eee-ing at u noe what.
wadthehell, 2/3 not enuf badluck to have same ft meh? sian..
E, lit msclaudia,will sleep one leh..heng before recess..but dno should be good or bad news..
E,chinese same tcher... -.-
E, i think co-form is msm yati........(idk, cos she's taking one of our FTC period)
E,mr ho eng tcher..he wont scold ppl de luh,i wonder how he will
teach la..sekaly i flunk how? ........
E,what a great art tcher ... ... ...
YAY, mrs ram sci tcher! :D
(this one special.)EEE,mdm foon nvr teach us math,YAY,at least its still mr marc. :P
YAY, history ms rab not mdm wee. :D
YAY, F&N still mdm kaviraj. :D
okay, im done criticising. hehs. sekaly one of the 'eee' one come see i jialat liao....
wait one last eee.
EEEEE,GOT SWIMMING LESSONS... -.-
teoshaoyan say tell them period iregular, 10 wks oso have.. sian diao you mei you..LOL
heh.
and oh, EEEEEEEEEEE!!! why are we back at fourth floor?!?!?!
wadthehell... why cannot make the saaammeee as last yr, sec 2 2nd lvl...
sec1s fourth lvl, make some people climb la, last year alr at lvl 2 liao leh..
and then using same class somemore.. basket...

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damn, i'm really bored and im being forced to turn off the com..somebody chat with me leh..super sian sia......
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damn it siahh...i dowan any stupid injuries lahh.
makes it so difficult to do things de luh..wadthehell...
stupid la, why change to sucha retarded P, that makes us think that she
want close down all sports and create chess club.LAMELA..
gime back my ms poey i want LUH!...

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