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Saturday, May 30, 2009.

hm, quick post. just finished packing...stayed back till 10 plus for the viewing of saturn and moon which is damn boring.
tmr having coporals' camp. shit... vicki said its damn strict.. anw, blog more when im back.. wait,i may not even have the time man... immediately aft that i have church camp at austin hills resort. how great man... like i come back on the 1st, then i leave on the 2nd's night to michelle's house for stay over so it makes it easier for aunty irene to fetch all of us... alrighty, i better faster go get some sleep. :O
with ♥,12:32 AM



Thursday, May 28, 2009.

hm, few words for this post.
tired, disappointed, a lil pissed.
i dont understand why that bunch of girls, my juniors in volleyball just cant listen one sia.. they just sit there and complain leg pain, somemore is whole gang of girls.. then later ask them tell tcher, say tell liao. and i bet is normal jiao suan.. every single training the same grp of girls tell me leg pain.. then want they come into my shoes, change knees with me? then feel what pain is really like? -'- somemore today before tht i already bu shuang sia...

anw, had interview tdy. then i pinned up my fringe.. which i think was, omg. and when mr marctan walk past us, i totally tried to hide behind elaine and nicole, i think i looked stupid. then he kept staring.. i was like hoping i wont kena ms eleora. then, heng i go mdm wee there. cause everytime i talk to them in broken english, then suddenly in, say, more perfect english? lolll.. and when i turned my back to mdm wee + yunyi + rachel thng + michelle, i heaved a HUGE sigh of relieve. then ms eleora was looking at me, then she either smiled/laugh..i freaking hope it wasnt my fringe..-.- then aft interview, ms eleora told me actually i was supposed to be interviewed by her, but she tot i dint want to be one, then she gave my name to mdm wee. LOL. HENG! then volleyball training.. coach came back. talked to us and stuff, was unhappy over some more things and blah.. then went to cwp foodcourt, jiaxin rachelle ate, while we "talked" (replaced this word). LOL. then we still stood outside boots and shoes "talking" about different people. until 845 lydat. hahah.. perhaps tmr im going to see the rings of saturn.. think its gna be interesting (:
with ♥,10:10 PM



Wednesday, May 27, 2009.

hm, i'll just sum up everything in a shorter post. need complete 2 projects. pffffft..
anw, morning had napfa. im hapyyyyy, i got all A. hehe.. then was CCM. something damn funny happened. i was listening to song thru ear piece. then mdm koh came and called me and menghong for some matters. then the tcher was standing behind me and i dint know she was looking at me. then she saw me plug out the earpiece from my ear. and i turned to see her looking. then later when i come back, i tot she gna scold me or confiscate my phone. end up she ask me
tcher : finish already? *kind of serious tone.
me : errr, yah...
tcher : okay.. oh, where did u buy this bag from?
me : *Stunned* errrrrr, zinc shop.
tcher : oh.. okay, zinc shop. very nice leh.
me : *still stunned* er yah.
tcher : purple colour, i like.
me : *tried to be gei* i oso.

lolll, scare me nia. then end school, went to help mdm koh with report books.. saw my score.. though i got a good position in class and hit above my target, i wasnt very happy either... cause, i give an example. what if u get first in class in class B but got all grade Cs. then, u get last in class in class A, but got alot As and Bs. which one would u be happy with?
yes,thats it.. i wasnt happy with my grades.. sigh, dropped. a few. ): i even wonder why i got this position.. anw, then went to play netball then volleyball. then sat in the sun, sun tan. jiaxin and priscilia is freaking damn white can. lollll.. i think i got sun burnt. some parts have the feeling. lollll. okay, back to work.
with ♥,11:54 PM



Tuesday, May 26, 2009.

hellooszxc/
today was lj. crap.
1) mdm wee rushed us like mad while i was trying to take camera from mr kang.
2) mr kang passed to mrs ang.
3)2e1's bus was delayed quite late.
4) if mdm wee was smarter, she would have not rushed us, and waited to leave tgt. -.-
5) mr kang passed me camera which batteries have been wiped out. (continuous blinking icon alr).
6)thankfully still can take.
7) lj wasnt any lj, just walked and walked, learn what?
8)i was wearing blue socks so could not take it off to enter an aircon room, mdm was standing there.

and yes, crappy lj. then was ccm, EVEN MORE CRAPPY -.-!
1)we were all wiped out of energy.
2)the malay tcher still wna compare who more tired.
3)FREAKING BORING.
4)mdm foon saved me for at least 15 mins.
5)slept, kena called wake up -'-
6)dint care, listened to songs. :P
7)finally she gave us mercy, let us do our own things.

then, end of school. shit, tmr still have ccm. omg -.-
and, reason why i bought newspapers today was cause i saw ronaldo's interview title on cover page.. hehe.. anw, aft got interview. alot people can go eat shit alr. wahlao.. but dont worry people, im freaking damn not the president. i can bet :) hehehe. played ball and ran in the tracks. ran for fun and dint train speed, eventually got 17min for 4 rnds. then, saw joelwong (church friend) from sports school. he training with his friend. running first round, saw someone approach me, but was far. i dint look and continued.. second round, they walking on tracks. the same guys came towards me. then oni i saw it was joel. he say run with me and blah. then later say i slow.excuse me, he got into sports school because of triathlon one can.. -.-
anw, went back school and left with gwen and shimin. kinda funny. shopped arnd cwp with shimin and homed. tireddddd. haha
with ♥,11:19 PM



Monday, May 25, 2009.


*how i play taptap revenge on dominic's itouch during ccm :D
anw, today nothing much happened, oni that the ccm tcher is danmdamn irritating. -.- and i wore a new set of uniform and everyone thinks its kinda weird cause it looks big and longgg..then aft school, went to sit down chit chat awhile and left school.went to plaza sing straight, then met joelynn and shawn.. shawn kept saying that i was an ahlian,like my brother, cause he tot i tucked out my uniform.. kuku... then, went to catch angels and demons.. kinda dint meet my expectations though, a lil disappointing.. anw, many stuff changed manszxc. then watched till 8 plus and went for dinner till 9 plus. anyone who knows me well would know that im out and not asleep. oh and i had a feeling that i'll see someone familar at the foodcourt and i really did. saw xinying from ymm. ahaha, and. anw, then reached home at like 10 plus..
with ♥,10:14 PM



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im freaking damn proud of them :D
naval base primary's GB ; God's underdogs.
seriously manszxc! if i ever had one saturday free, i'd definately go back man!
i feel so honoured to be their senior.. hahaha..
drill competition 2009, gold award. Gold with honours somemore. challenge shield somemore! :D
cool man! hahah, i still remember krystal soh and queenie oni. the ones that i think are the cutest :X hee hee.. i pray God will continue to bless this company. :)
with ♥,12:10 AM



Sunday, May 24, 2009.

Happy 20th birthday to my dear brother! :D
i thank God i have a wonderful brother, (though he always bullies me) but also sometimes i did made him furious. sorry (if oni u know la.) heh..

anw, today's brother's birthday. tmr is someone elses, i know *looks at zoeyee. lol.. anw, was kidna lazy to get up for church as i was damn tired. but i did.. was also lazy to think of what to wear, so i just wore a simple fbt tank and berms with a jacket, then later dance oso dont need bring alot to change except a shirt. then, we reached church just on time. but i was hungry. saw all lg2s and sat with them while i ate and they talked. then we stood outside the youth worship since we were all lateee. (because of me, sorry!) then, went for class. today nothing much.. except for planning the next lesson with the little praisers. then we are all supposed to adopt one child to pray for them and lead them and stuff. sarah 'choped' gabriel, so i choped sarah-ann :D and when sarah says 'i chop gabriel!!' then gabriel turns around and says 'what?' omg, it was damn funny. lollll. and i saw this guy, oliver lim, same birthday as ms eleora but born in 2005. haha! 4 yrs old, compared to *ahem ___ hehe.. then we went for the P6 lahu parents' briefing. so cool that this time we're there to baby sit the P6s and not other people babysit us. and its like so damn fun to go there once more! we can wait, so we jokingly said we want to count down.. haha! then we sat outside the P6s class room cause we were late for service alr. then we talked, about some "experiences" we/friends had.. u know, experiences of seeing things. LOL. then aunty jen told us, "he who is in us is greater than he who is in this world." :) i appreciated what aunty jen told us. is like God using her as a messanger.
'he who is in us' = GOD!
'he who is in this world' = satan/devil/ghosts/gouls.
cool, so we were told not to be afraid and, pray to God, confess if we are. dont be ashamed and tell God, 'THIS is what u promised in the bible, and i really want and need you to fulfill it. i do believe, help me overcome my unbelieve!' :D

anw, went down social hall cos got aircon. then service ended and we went for lunched. lunched with manymany people today.. and elbert 'confessed' that he took three years to remember his full name (its damn long!) cause he is indonesian.. LOL! its elbert (indonesian name) (chinese name). then it basically means.. wait i forgot.. oni rmb one of it meant god of gambling. LOL! and when u put the full this tgt, like all the meanings, its damn funny... LOL. anw, went back for bl.in.G.. its damn wasted, the freaking fast dance that nicole and i were damn frustrated abt is not being used when we finally know how to dance that thing!! urgh.. cause not enough people to form that formation... then we danced to 'worthy is the lamb'... its comtemporary + hiphop.. so its kinda slow, and must do it gracefully.. kinda cool too.. but the front part, must do s____ i forgot what its called. but must turn one round, with ur head at the same postition until its at its max then turn. dont know what it means then too bad, im not gna show u either. LOL. so went home.. went to sizzler's for dinner + brother's celebration.. i feel bad that i have to give him a belated present.. anw, we were damn full man. there's a salad bar there, free flow of veggies, fruits, soups, ice creams and stuff. hahaa.. then damn jelad sia.. then sent korkor to camp and xuanhui jie homee. was so tired i slept in the car. Lollll.. then homed..
with ♥,11:36 PM



Saturday, May 23, 2009.


hello readers.
today, im freaking tired.. cause ytd just to do the clues and improve my game, i slept at like 2 plus.. and woke up at six.. reach school earlier, then like dead person lydat. lolll.and mr marctan so kuku.. i pasted a piece of masking tape on his sleeve with his name written on it cause we all have to write names except tchers, then he dint know until reach singapore river and vicki go tell him.. ._. so at starting point which was esplanade park, sort clues and left for my station, then they started the game.. some groups pua cao one lor.. -.- then i minus points they dont know. loll, lydat fun. then they can continue cheat while i continue to minus.. then stand under the hot sun for like, 1 hr plus.. chao feng did it with me. then finally finish, went back starting point. thank God got one icecream uncle, then sell drinks. so i went to buy..went back school going to rain le. then still must do evaluation for the station masters even though we never play.. so irritating.. cause i hate doing evaluation.. -.-

nvm, then rain so damn heavily. shanshan and i stuck in school. then later rain smaller we chiong go bus stop. lol. then went mac. vivien and weizhen came. then sit with us..gwen and zoeyee oso. but they going to watch movie. then later go walkwalk with them, then we keep stepping vivien leg and slipper. damn funnnyyyy. then go action city play the aeroplane game and went everywhere look see look see. then went bus station. they say want talk. but i damn tired le, so vivien and i left for mrt. then at mrt, going to reach yishun that time i step vivien slippers and pulled it out. then dint give her back, then she like despo for slippers like that cause yishun door open le. then her face and reaction damn funny can.. aft she left i keep containing my laughter if not ppl think i siao.. then reached home, surf the net awhile and went to sleep at around 5 to 6 plus.. and like until 9-10 plus.. damn tired can.. i think i can sleep until morning if my dad dint call me to wake up.. eeee...then now eating some disgusting noodles... pffft...

oh and, i did a facebook quiz. two actually. one is, what sport are you suited for. and i did it. and the result is...
'Basketball.
You're a pretty well-rounded individual who has footwork skills and good depth perception.
You're probably pretty tall too'
and the questions are like How fast of a runner would you consider yourself?
How much muscle do you have?
How much tolerance for pain do you have?
How agile would you consider yourself?
How far could you potentially jog?
then give me those results. haha.
another is number one, what is my lucky number.
and i got 'Your lucky number is 7! The number 7 is very lucky for you! Watch how the number 7 will be lucky for you in the next few weeks! Keep it up!'
then alot oso 7 one.. that time i do one name one, oso 7. then c.ronaldo oso seven.. heh.

oh,and i just watched the news.. a deceased baby is found opposite my primary school. how pro man.. omg..scary leh.. there enough stories about something alr, now.. wah, pity those who are still there. since shana that badge alr graduated. lol.
with ♥,9:58 PM



Friday, May 22, 2009.


*off.
hm, i think this photo's cool. so do some other people haha.. anw, today met msleow at 7.10 for some meeting ting for wadever. then i heard soemthing from shannon, so lame.. -.- then later, lessons, was busy with claudia trying to do something about the games for tmr, since geog lessons so slack, nothing to do one. so went down get stuff, felt like got no lessons at all. Lolll. aft tht, tired le so slept. lit lessons, ms claudia kinda funny, so dint sleep more. recess,aril damn dumb. he called me, and i saw him. so i shouted his name, then he saw me and purposely walk infront then i havent hang up yet, so i answered and he actact say where am i.. -.-
anw, aft school straight away met ms leow mr hock and mrmarctan for tmr's outing.. stayed back till like 6 plus just to complete.. sorry to gwen and zoeyee if u guys were waiting or something.. anw, lucky us, we finished everything.. hope everything goes smoothly tmr. haha... anw, back to work.. sheessshhh, so many things to do ayeee.
OHOH, andddd, today while we were doing work. mr hock and mr marctan went to one computer.. they both played a kiddykiddy spot the difference game, then later mr hock go play make up game, dress up game and kissing game.. how bo liao.. then mr marc tan still sit beside him and watch.. then later i heard him tell mr hock 'i like that one better' then i look beside me, then they choosing eye lashes.. then i keep 'omg'-ing.. damn funny. lol
with ♥,10:35 PM



Thursday, May 21, 2009.

heyyyyyyssszxc.

okay, well, today had my check up, just know i wont die (: hahaha. NEITHER would i sit in a wheelchair.. -.- anw, went back school to settle some stuff. could see some tchers like damn stress? :O ms jemimah tan and ms eleora. then wanted to look for mseleora to get photos from her, then after longlong meeting with mdm kan, she go back office straight away on the phone looking for some papers and writting some stuff. then mdm kan go look for her again, then later i text her ask 'are u veryvery busy? :O ' then she replied 'yes super!' lolll. then ms leow ask me tmr then get from her.. anw, rained damn heavily and i only can leave school and 7.05 lydat..

i just found out my june hols are filled with thingssss..
checkups, therapies, camps, extended family trips, manymany thingssss... ): i dont like.

anw, i thank God i still can walk.. ha.ha.
with ♥,11:10 PM



Wednesday, May 20, 2009.

hello readers.
today we got back all our results.. i think some are suckish. and also to prevent being said as a show off or wadsoever.. anw, im happy with english, with history, with home ec.
im freaking NOT happy with math and that DAMN geog. ARGH.. ONE MORE PATHETIC MARK TO MY TARGET tsk! :@ was kinda disappointed with math.. dropped 2 grades ): but i got a double shock for english. firstly, i was looking at pictures in my phone. then mr ho came and put the paper on my table. tot he wanted to confiscate my phone, then i faster turn it over. end up he said : ur grammer quite good ah. then i 'orh' then he walked away. then i look at my paper. my expression : eyes damn big, mouth oso. (alvinez saw it.. damn kuku ._.) cause i just need 10 marks to full marks. :O .. Lolll. then i beat jonathan. i happy :D but may not beat him in overall lor.. then aft school. met mr elkan for valuesventure.. buey song for math le. and i was pulling a long face. then vicki they all havent end. so i stand there do nothing...lol. then went down. lunched. went up again for this sat's meeting.. supposed to go watch angels and demmons with twin de, then dint go. sorryyyy~ lol. then gwen they all left.. left zoeyee. so we decided to go see bball. then help vivian they all take the refilled bottles there..

the moment i reached there, i went to put the bottles at the boys' side.. then ms tay was like 'jade u come join us one not?' then im like 'huh?! uh, dont need dont need la hoh..' then i walk away.. sat there see them train, then we borrow ball from shimin and we played. haha.. shortshort rim one. then went back school. talked, and left with shimin. then at bus interchange, gareth suddenly say want go with me cause he going yishun. then he say, dont need shimin or something. ask me choose somemore -.- then i just say both.. both oso hao peng you mah. heh.. then went to buy my wrist band. same as audrey tht one but green de. (:
i think im beginning to like red more. O: then we bought the friendship band, my one machiam some temple thing lydat.. for the plaits part... -.-

then while walking out, gareth suddenly say he want take bus, then he went other ways.. then i at mrt saw this weird guy.. think he a lil autistic. then he kept staring at me at first. then got one guy playing psp oppo. me. then he leaning on his leg. then the guy go hold the railing and lean towards the guy to see what game he playing.. then later he walked off.. then the whole cabin de keep looking at him. LOL. then homed... tireddddd liao..
tmr.... what if i never walk again? O; haha.....


tags replies :
Jiaxin : hahah! suresure, i've got some to tell u too. SOON, okay soon :D (L)
Elaine : hello my darling (: dont be dismayed k.. i promised u tht time to smile, u cant dont promise me oneeee... u say what, u oso must do one! :) Loves!
Stzy : hahah, u dont need eat la. u have 2 alr. :P hehe! flying fish ballzzzzzz.
Alvinez : eeyer, later people tot i so crazy over him then i edit dao lydat.. -.-
Audrey : uh huh uh huh, in fb (:
Peizhen : hahah, yeah! *waves back.
with ♥,9:14 PM



Monday, May 18, 2009.

hello peeps.

todayyyy, home econs paper SUCKS. but i dont give a damn (: anw, went to canteen and talked to people. then ms E (her name so long lazy type) and ms rab and speedy at the nxt table. so we kaypoh kaypoh look at jueqi's phone. then when i looked around, suddenly i saw ms e tht table look at me, dont know see skirt length or my socks, IT IS WHITE OKAY! just tht the border is greyyy. LOL and i wore it low. so yah.. then left for cwp with zoeyee gwen regina shimin and rhys. went to macs for breakfast. then at macs while i was trying to connect to wireless@sg with regina's phone, ms leow called.then i tot wad impt thing, cause she ask me meet her. then i told her i going back. so yah.. then it started drizzling, and we went.while walking up the stairs, i saw ms leow, mr hock and mr marctan plus some students outside staffroom. then i joined in. kuku-ly..... i must do another kuku heritage trail. hate it la, last year do liao, i got kong ju gan alr lo! like, everytime i ask my grp mates find things then say cannot use com, dont know whether real anot la. then i still help them ying man ms eleora, cause she was like asking why am i doing it alone, but i kept saying tht they helped me find pictures.. KUKU, so many sec 2s and 3s choose me one pathetic one for wad? .... then decided to use last year de, since no one play before and ms leow says she'll see thru mine. then played volleyball and pianooo and eventually aft rain stop. basketball (: hehe. and yah, "painted our nails" and "wiped it off" *looks at zoeyee gwen rhys.* and laughs like *heeee heeee heeee heee* (looks at gwen and zoeyee).

then, gwen and rhys left. zoeyee me shamus zx playing bball. we felt hungry and went to vista, but zx and sha-mus dint go,they went to play bball. then zoeyee ate 'flying fishball soup' know why? cause twice she tried to poke the fishball, twice it flew. and one of the time, it 'bounced' till it was under my chair. then she said aunty supposed to give her 10 fishballs but oni gave her 8. then i said 'she gave u 10 la! two here! *points at cheeks*' hahah.. then ate, and SOMEBODY wanted to 'send' me to bustop near the bball court but another SOMEBODY left alr. (awwww...) then i took the bus. then went to cwp, walkwalk. go see my shoes, then i went converse, then got 2 sales girls. thn they started talking in chinese something like '........like *someone*.. but that *someone dont have such long legs..' and this sentence caught my ear. so i listened as i was looking at the shoe. then they kept say like 'she look like *someone* but, no laa. that *someone* leg not so long...' then i peep at one of the sales girls and she was half way pointing at me -.- then i confirmed they were talking abt me la... then i went to sportslink. i saw this FREAKING nice running shoe AND I FREAKING WANT IT!!! its the adidas adizero ace.. i like! its damn nice la, black with electric yellowwwww!


T.H.I.S!!!
i think its damn nice laaa. but its like $121.90.. anw, i think my nike one was like more ex lor.. so now, i have to decide between, new converse or new runnning shoe. lolll. but i kinda like my converse shoe really old,torn and tattered cause it makes it softsoft and just nice fit my leg.. my dark blue one same size as my sch shoe, but feels smaller than it. LOL.


C Ronaldo (7)
im beginning to think he's good looking. LOL (not i edit one ah -.- )
Lolszxc.
zoeyee, told u i'd post abt u and, manchester united ROCKS MORE than liverpool. :)
"heee,heee,heeee" :P

tmr no school, but i gotta go back.. then azoeyee and i, we're gna take lots of peekturesss :)
okay. bye readers.
with ♥,11:03 PM



Sunday, May 17, 2009.

hm, im feeling better already. thanks people for ur concerns.
i guess fights and problems are there as metal blocks, meant to make me stronger..

anw, be jealous people, my new piano came yesterday i was stuck to it all the timeee. heh.. anw, church today. woke up at 9 when im supposed to reach church at 9.30. forgotten aunt left for australia. so dad sent me there, reached in time lifegroup lessons. then had some quizzes.. lionel was a kuku to leave answers for 3 of the questions there. hahah.. so we only have to do 2. then went to meet uncle amos abt the june camp and end year lahu trip. im confirm going! and im happy, cause once again, i can get to see those cute lil kids and dogs and spread the gospel to them. doing my part.. cool eh? :) then paid for oikos.. this year's at austin hills resort. kinda near la.. then service, i was damn surprised at how my body worked. i slept at 3 ytd and i dint even yawn during coporate prayer, (usually the one we would yawn or feel tired :X ). amazed at how God kept my body going :) hehe. then today's sermon was cool. a woman from WSCS (women's society of christian services [i think]) came to preach. she was cool man. made some jokes. she said, WSCS doesnt mean, women serving coffee and sandwiches. hahah.. then she said, women shouldnt be the one who makes coffee every morning, it should be men as it is stated in the bible, hebrews..[ he-brews (coffee) ] cool eh? :)
then she talked about the name 'zoe' pronounced at zo-eh. not zo-yee. i shall spell it as zoeh here so u guys wouldnt get mixed up. zoeh means life in hebrew language. i think its so coooool, but some people would pronounce it as zo-yee. so zoeyee, ur name means life, cool eh? hehe.. i think i might name my daughter 'zoeh' hm, idk? i just think its so cool. anw, lunched with parents. no bl.in.G today.. then homed.
with ♥,2:47 PM



Saturday, May 16, 2009.

why does every single damned thing come crashing down at one go.
friendship, family, results.
and theres two more gb projects i've yet to accomplish..
fuck. all my fault.. im not a good friend, neither a good daughter, neither a good student. just leave me alone.


bottle it up

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with ♥,4:04 PM



Friday, May 15, 2009.

came back home not long ago. 9.50 plus.. met up with tickfang and vina. was cool, we had dinner together and spent time catching up, laughing at funny stuff that happened last time during primary school days. and vina and i were like talking about our tchers, how some did some kuku things. hahah.. her math tcher oso mrtan. loll. we bused to khatib mac, but ended up buying bubble tea and sitting outside cc. many funny and silly memories cam flooding back as we see the same facilities. and, rembering the dumb pooja virus thing.. was DAMN lame la.. but everytime i see how our class disturb nerine, i always think of pooja...i "miss" her too much la :P hm, planning to meet on monday again, cause its their marking day.. idk, perhaps.. see i free anot.

well, today's math p2 was shit. out of 8Q, i arnd 4-5Q dno how to do. how great is that... then mr marctan still told me that i had alot careless in my p1. sian sia....can forget about reaching my target alr.. sighhh...anws, blah.. played all and sutff. cool.. then went to collect our bagtags. lolll
blah, nothing else.. home ec, dont feel like studying that though.. lol


tags replies :
Gwen : LOL, maybe he doesnt even know how to play mahjiong. :P hehe.. alright, soon! :) (L)
rhys : then u aim what.
Drey : haha, i very lan one.. hehe.
Nicole : haha, thanksss. goodluck for home ec :)
Phylisia : hahah.. thanks darlinggg. :) take care toooo! (L)
Drey : hahah, also thank you darlingg, yeap. soooooon :) one more paperrrr.
Jiaxin : lollol! agreeee. hm, alright thanks. loves.
Joe : thanks. :)
with ♥,10:11 PM



Thursday, May 14, 2009.

for those who actually come to my blog,

sorry dint blog these few days.. haha. cause i was chionging all my work, for those which i really need to study for.. past few days just come and go. two more papers and i'll be free.. ha ha..
math papr tmr... sigh.
tags replies,tmr.



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why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why ?

why this and why that. this word is becoming more of a nuisance to me. always been appearing in my head.


under perform, i cant comprehend.
exhaustion, i want it to cease.
unsecurity-i want to trust.
hatred, i cant contain.
love, dilema.
school, i feel the strain.
negative, i want to alter.
positive, want it to remain.
wakeup, i shall not procrastinate.
myself, i want to dominate.

But, avoidance, from the facts. i cant alter.

been keeping these in, for very long. dont ask,why.. its a nuisance...
with ♥,7:50 PM



Monday, May 11, 2009.

yay,i hit my study-till-2.3o target. was chatting with marcus, but i did study k.meeting gwen and zoeyee to study "later".update "later" :P
*yawns......
'goodmorning' people.


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helloszxc.
went to study with gwen and zoeyee at the library just now. saw dorcas and peiling. haha. then went for lunch and blah. studied more. headed to zoeyee's house. played some guitar and studied. we're (gwen and i) gna have dinner at her house..
p/s: we're playing mahjiong now. :x hehe.
with ♥,2:31 AM



Sunday, May 10, 2009.

hello people.
amazingly, i oni slept 5mins of the sermon. :X tot im gna sleep thru it. i know im not supposed to! ><
anw, today, LG 2 had to conduct lessons for the LP! (little praisers) they're kidos at the age of six and below and they're freaking cute! we have three more lessons with them. woots! :D. pictures in fb.
anw, the kiddos were freaking cute. especially gabriel (not gabriel teh please ._.) and aunty Jermaine's daughter sarah-ann. think her names cool. :D they're are the two which i took pictures of the most cause they're cute and in my grp.. hehehe.
so for mother's day, we taught them to make their very own paper hearts and stick them on to icecream sticks with straw hearts we made before hand, as a mother's day gift. a book mark.. haha. apparantly the straw hearts dont stick.. haha.. then went with them for lahu trip with dk breifing. i VERY much want to go. and, i need to confirm whether i can make it for the first wk of dec. cause i scared again got gb badge work camp then i miss. ._. text the sotong she nvr reply. so i told auntie jen i'll confrim with her by this week. hopefully i can gooooo! its fun yo, we're young missionaries. ha ha...... anw, went for service. then bl.in.g. i FINALLY, FINALLY got the whole part of the beat it dance man! like finally i got it into my head and i could continue without stonning. but ofcourse not full out.. but was fun. shawn told me he learnt piano songs online and he knows quite a few pop songs.. went home and had steamboat dinner. and searched for canon in D on youtube and musician. then learnt some parts of canon in D. darn its difficult manszxc.. but i got the first part, and its fun. hahah. so i stuck to the piano till now. cause its late and i decided to start studying. today i conquer my 2.30 challenge.. i'll study till 2.3o.. hehe. okay, cant wait for my new piano to come, on the 16 th! :D
with ♥,11:58 PM



Saturday, May 9, 2009.

hello people,
as requested by GWENLEE, im gna post about the ride.... later on. (:
and tags are replied, below.

today went to cwp mac to study with gwen rhys zixuan. then kenny and shamus came for a while.so did zoeyee. then kena chased out of mac. then we went six floor sit on the floor. then guard came. chased. -.-
then went to the ride in the arcade. some 3D thingy, quite fun eh. then she sat again with rhys. stupid girl sat 2 times straight and later come tell us she was giddy..and she kept screaming. when i just shouted 'gwen!' then she screamed. and i scared her a total of four times. one of which she screamed.. haha. then went down mac again. regina and jianmin help us 'chop' seats which are outside mac. oh btw, we saw them at mac before we were chased and i saw bangla vivien walk past twice. haha.. then studied abit. at least i finished chapter 3 of geog. then dont know who wanted to play ball. then we left, end up no time alr, cause still need go zx house get the ball. thn went to popular. ohoh, i saw FANNY sweetheart todayyy. haha, longggggggggggg time i dint see her alr. (:

then went popular get my stuff and homed. then was SO damn warm and SO damn bored. so i slept. woke up and mum ask me go buy dinner. i was lazyyyy. ): but i still went.
alvinez and rhys are bitching bout somebody. twin told me ytd some parts.. shes gna video call me later. hahaha. waitinggggggg..

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ee, end up she dint. LOL
nvm.. purpose is to come reply tags. (beloww)

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hello people, i cant believe im studying now. seriously, 1.49 am. hahah. im not sleepy, and grabbing this time to study. but hell shit, i bet im gna fall asleep during service tmr.. but, i need as many chances as i have to study.. haha. hopefully tmr's sermon is fun, so i wont be sleepy.. sheesh..

Alvinez : but really felt guilty mahhh.. heh.
Jiaxin : relinkedddd.
Rhys : its only halffffff ; linked la. lolll
Rurong : haha, u tooo! :D (L)
Vivien : eyer, kuku bangla, how u know sia.. must be u ask your bangla gang help u find one right? Lol. :P
Jiaxin : haha.. thanks dear. (L)
Gwen : hahah, posteddddd. nothing exciting actually. :P except that u screamed like idk what. :P
Gwen : love you too! :D (L)
with ♥,10:56 PM



Friday, May 8, 2009.

hello people.
today is a bad friday.ytd was a fun day. i videoed shimin and vivien who made us laugh like mad..whether or not i want to post, we'll see how.. haha
anw, why isit a bad friday?
cause i did badly for lit paper.cause im scared i'll flunk it.
cause i did badly for math paper 1.cause im scared i'll flunk it too.
cause my appetite these days are not very good..idk why either, i get my food, less than half the plate, im full.. i can go on without dinner but just a packet of drink.. whats wrong with me these days...pfffft..
today's math and lit paper. and u should know the outcome. but i got a lil happier after school. haha. cause of my best type of laughter medicine, vivien liu and lee shimin.. even when viven feels vexed about her dnt work, then i go talk to her disturb her. then she still can tell me that laugher time is later.. pro sia. so first one can go and find her if u're sad. LOL. i really wonder how she can keep entertaining herself oso.. well, then went to rhys' house for lunch and study. inside aircon room, then the fan turn on. at first i was kinda tired cause the fan kept blowing my hair into my eye. then i rubbed it and rhys and regina tot i was sleeping. lollll. then they wanted to turn off the fan. then i say dont need. so we all continued to study. then later rhys mum came. ask us not cold meh. then oni we know actually all very cold.only we tot the others not cold, so dint voice out.. clever sia... lol.. then left with regina. she was damn crap. lolll.
mayb going to study tmr with gwen they all. idk who's going..

really wished i would buck up. really wished i had been cleverer. really wished that i would study harder,harder. but no matter how i tried, i just cant get it. why that people dont have to study,and they can get what they want. why are exam periods making me lose appetite. why are exam periods always make me feel so damn effed up. no, im not feeling stress. no im not..im seriously not.im thinking too much. but i feel so damn useless.. fuck.
with ♥,10:00 PM



Wednesday, May 6, 2009.

dingszcx. fast post..going back study soon.
nothing exciting happened today. just lessons but during history, dumb p and vp come waste time. i think the p damn lame la. she ask th vp to go out scold emmanuel and danial let us continue our lesson. then end up she own self come in talk and ask us write some dumb stuff.. lame sia.. =.=! then she tot msrab teaching english. then say what summary thing. then msrab say she teaches history. then the p down there turn one round just to make herself correct. she say that history oso uses english. i want ask, which subject other than mother tongue dont? dont know how to clever abit, later msrab teaching malay then u say malay need english oso la.. -.- sibei lame.
aft school sat with zoeyee alvinez peiting and rhys. had lunch and i kept saying puneh. cause i saw joshua and reminded me of bb. LOL. then i kept making everyone laugh till they cant finish their food (i think) then when zoeyee and i wanted to go to the toilet, mr issac ask us go there. dont know say what thing. then i kept saying mseleora was one cause she wearing black. LOL. then these few days she very scary one sia. like so strict and fierce. zoeyee and i think so.mayb cause shes sick. hahah. then talked crap and mdm wan came to talk oso. then later they all say mdm koh really pregnant. i was like *eyes bigbig mouth open bigbig* she really pregnant meh? mdm wan say yes, then mseleora say possible cause she either got go/dint go somewhere. mr issac oso.. -.- then shimin ask me her b;day. i forgot. shitszxc. so she told me alot ppl knew cause saw the grit house board. then run back. then my "mother" Ms.ep. LOL. or mrs? but who's my "father" then? :P hehe. ask me 'run somemore' then i run somemore la. hehe. kidding.then after very long then we go to the toilet..then studied mathhhh. tired dao i slept while doing math. then got up and did properly. viven shimin regina left. i wanted to leave with yunyi they all. end up left with kiawei sherler and huitian. met yunyi and wanyu at bus stop. vivien msg me ask me go find her and shimin at 901 there. lol. find le, crapped then trained home. as usual, laugh dao stomach pain... -.-!
then homed.
with ♥,11:06 PM



Tuesday, May 5, 2009.

hello people.

today, we.missed.pe. wellll, not that i cared though. cause i cant run.. ahah.. temperature taking was a bore. ohoh, today is a paper-ball-shooting-into-the-dustbin and laughing dayy. why? lets arrange in chronological order. lol
aft "pe" was scienceee. mrs ram dint come AGAIN. but had surprise test. ms nila was some what funny. lol. then recessss, smuggled greeeeeeeeeeentea again. then was ftc, escaped to take books then kena acused of running again cause i limped as my leg was pain(IDK WHY EITHER). english. so damn bored... we did some test thingy. then me and alvinez keep playing. we shoot paper balls into the dustbin.damn funny. cause i was sitting further away than alvinez from the dustbin. then i shot one which went in immediately without touching the walls. then alvinez keep want to block my ball. then aft mr ho ho ho left, we ALL started shooting. alvinez,me,peiting,rhys,regina and claudia. until the dustbin filled with paper balls . and we dug wadever useless parent letter/rough papers to crush..(picture belowww). funny! then the boys disgusting, go take out and throw at each other.

cheena lessons, nothing much. mdm koh still claims that shes pregnant. four months and her stomach is still so small.-.- she want bluff who? if not is really my science fail lo. i dint know that i fail my science when i got an A. then home ec. got quiz. then mrs kaviraj says that whoever does the fastest and got the highest marks will get toberlone. or however u spell that. then me peiting and alvinez finished first. but alvinez give the paper slow. after emmanuel. then we got 28. then james was the first who got full marks. then emmanuel spoil sport la, go tell the rest the answers. baichi.. aft school. went down canteen look for zoeyee gwen. ate, and heard some stuff. dont know, dont care. then played ball.. aft that did some math and bused with vivien and shimin. then on the bus we laughed like hell. its impossible to not laugh with vivien arnd laaa. if u sad,first one go find her. then mrt-ed with her. then zhengyu waited for her. then in the station someone called, then he had to leave. so i said "he waited for u, end up he left" then vivien laughed, so did the train stop. then her expression TOTALLY changed when she saw the train, immeditely somemore.. become blank then ask me "why this one no seat one?" then i laughed like HELL. srsly. cause its one cabin with railings and no seats.

then got off. vivien smsed me a banglah msg.laughed then i replied. then later someone else msged me, i dint see who. so i tot was vivien. then the msg stated "hey. where are you at now?" then i replied "i'm in a banglah territory" then when the person replied, i got see the name. then saw 'willy' then he said "huh? wad's that? (more stuffs)" once i read the first 3 words, i immediately go see my inbox. then saw is willy send one. then im like, omgggg. i tot was vivien.. LOL. okay, then homed. that was the laughing part. ha.ha.
The paper-ball-filled dustbin. :D

this person brought coffee and kueh into mrt. once she stepped in i could smell the aroma of the coffee and i looked arnd. i was getting bored so i snapped a picture. heh~
with ♥,8:50 PM



Monday, May 4, 2009.

hello readers.
first thing, DONT RELINK ME, TYVM
today morning damn trouble some sia! need go past gate and blah. but am glad no assembly. no need do cam. hahah. then take temperature. and stupidly, every morning only can come in thru front gate. what shit sia!
wadever... then math totally missed. WAHLAO. just the subject i need the most. idiot.oh and i rmb i bled alotttt. my second hole. decided to let it close. haha. the picture the one circle is blooooddd.hehe. then cme, freaking bored.. chatted and sat on the floor. Lol. then recess, new stall open. so we go try. then the tom yum noodles so hotttt the soup. then quite spicy. then add tgt, how to finish within 30 minsss?? Lol. then nvr finished. then in class we all so hungry. then ate the seaweed i bought and the heinz baby biscuit rhys bought. then like picnic lydat. then geog.. mrs yip fa biao again. felt like telling her not to shout and blah. not good for her baby.. home ec. went needle work room. so ma fan must take temp again.. -.- then did the crossword. damn difficult luhs.. -.- then cheena. i passsssssssss! finallyyyyyyyyyyy. mid year paper. freaking fast right? LOL. i know i crapped alot for the comprehension.and i mean alot. :P then apc, did some lit test. i did some then fell asleep until last 10 min faster chiong finish. LOL. aft school. went outside staffroom then went down for lunch. dint know about SOMEONE's scandal till mrissac and msrab said it. hahah. dint do anything today. shiat. then played basketball with shimin zoeyee gwen and rhys. then they played volleyball while i continued shooting. then after mrissac come, my shou gan gone liao. always cannot in :X. heheh. then played 2 on 2. me and gwen versus shimin and rhys. then rhys nvr do anything one. hahah. rhys left, then shimin versus us two. now i understand how her opponents feel. damn difficult to block herrrr. LOL.played until leg pain then stop. thn homed..

my blooood. LOL. if u understand and recognise the hand writing of the following. goodfor u. :P






with ♥,8:35 PM



Sunday, May 3, 2009.

greetings readers (haha!)

yesterday stayed over at aunt's house. today went church tgt. reached earlier cause aunt has to help out in the library. thennn, the youths are tending the joy store today (it sells food and drinks) to raise funds or youth camp (!) and oikos'09 :D hahah. othilia baked freaking nice strawberry cheese cake. yummm .haha. then went for lifegroup (and as i typed this, lionel, my lifegroup leader just onlined.LOL) anw, aft lg, went service. was damn tired cause i slept quite late ytd. then lunched at coffeeshop and lionel (NUS ONE!) fail his math can! he ordered 2 plates of chicken rice then help sarah pay first. then sarah took his change. then all the time he tot the change was 8 dollars. but it was 6 cause 2 plates. LOL. tsktsktsk.. nus somemore... :P anw, went for dance. now its freaking fun. got the hang of the freaking damn fast dance. until the back part i cant oni. below are the videos. lollll. descriptions below. now damn shaggg. dont feel like revising. cause nicole (the one in dark blue) and i danced nonstop, this dance. and my knee hurts.. many stranious movements.. LOL. or however u spell that. anw, the distinctive 'ahahah' in the 2nd and 3rd video is part of the song, not someone's laughter uh.

this video, first dance is the nerd dance. second one is with the 'when i grow up' song.

the damn fast dance, called 'beat it'
p/s : thos who can recognise which one is me, ignore the thing i did near the last part. please and thank u ==!

same dancee. (:

enjoyyy. LOL

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with ♥,9:40 PM



Saturday, May 2, 2009.

hello readers.

morning went for checkup. i hate it when they change doctors.. cause have to tell them all over again. plus they dint ask for my file till i was done filling in the doctors about my leg. how clever aye. then got referal to KKH, sports section.but at first is alexandra. but cause their minimum age is 17. so change to KKH lo.. but its like on the 14, science paperrrr. gna change the appointment date. and u know wht. at the polyclinic have to take temperatures and wear masks. so damn hot la deyyy.. then met gwen they all at cwp mac to study. did some work and i dropped my poorpoor laptop. D': thankfully nothing happened, then studied mathhhhhh. i mean practice. thn went bball court play basketball with zx kenny shamus gwen and rhys then yijie came. then left for home cause need go aunt's house for gathering. (and am here now. hahah) then bathed and blah. brought lappy along. and workkk. gna practice math soon. perhaps look for the sing to the dawn show and watch. compare the first 8 chapters, see the diff. cause i oni read till chapter 8 and was imaginating all the time how it'd be like in the show. hahah.. okay, byeeee. off to math...

p/s : we've turned connected two of our aunt's room and turned on both aircons and turned it into a 'gaming centre' cause everyone brought their lappy to play. then got tv and aircon.. hahah.

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we created something today. for your entertainment. :D

Rhys GOH mom's name - mary goh (marigold)
Jade LONG dad's name - John Long (ahem....long john silver)
Ranen SIM dad's name - Oh Sim (osim)
Kenny YEO dad's name - jimmy yeo (dont understand)
Kenny YEO mom's name - YEO CHIN NAM :D
one more
Gwen LEE dad's name - Lee Kuan Yiew! LOL
with ♥,7:02 PM



Friday, May 1, 2009.

hello readers.

ytd night was talking on the phone till like 2 then i slept. then morning 8-9 o'clock lydat kena dragged out of bed.. by parents. cos they want go warehouse sales and idk why they wanted me to go too.. then reach there,. i was wearing black. freaking hot. then end up, walkwalkwalk, so damn hot then nvr by anything. then went piano christofori (or however u spell that) one. then finally bought a new piano man! the old one is like old of tune daoooooooo. then is like oso found the yamaha made in japan one. cause now all is either china or indonesia make one. then the piano oso got 35-40 years old. hahah. happy la.. then went to expo the metro sales.. nothing much to buy.. oni bought tank top, socks and adidas deo. then was damn tired cause walk so damn long and oni 6-7 hrs of sleep oni. blah, then lunched and homed.

gahh.. lit and math paper next. im scared. scared that i wont understand some methods. scared that i wont rmb the formula. scared that i'd fail mathhhhh ): so now, racking and putting in effort. hope it pays off....

tags replies :
Alvinez : sorrysorry! press wrong.. heh. okayokay, will change soon.
Jiaxin : sorry, i seriously dont if u continue to say so. bleah.
Lingting : haha, thanks. you too yeah! :D (L)

GwenLee : hahah, thanks blur darling.. (or should i say gorgeous? :P ). hehe.. thanks babe,will try.. haha. iloveyou too! (:
with ♥,7:59 PM