sheesh...tmr im leaving.or rather today,jus a few more hours. id rather not sleep,but im simple too tired.i bet im gna sleep the whole of the plane ride,and DUN call or wadever to my phone cos im bringing it there to listen to songs,and it cant work without a sim card -.-...
aww...im gna miss my peepos..
my beloved friends,
my beloved teachers,
my beloved people!
and its not like i will see them immediately i come back lo..lol!
pfffftt..im veryvery tired,physically...and mentally.. ):
so long people..

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amelia loves jade! : oh hello (: thanks,God bless too.
TICK : haha,alrighty (: thanks, and not oni jesus loves u,iloveyou too! <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">soulmate : oh thanks. :D buhbye! see you when i come back (:

oh people..woke up feeling super blur.hah. then sat there staring into space..hehs..
hmm,havent started packing yet (oops) mayb later perhaps. haha. today is the anniversary dinner,mayb duty would be fun cos this time im joshua-free and my partner is peiting.cos i doing back stage and josua doing control room! WOOTS! xD xD andand haha,mr chow seems like a very nice guy,oni that when it comes to discipline he became a extremely bad guy,(i dun like :X) then that time the briefing,me and rhys the fringe nvr clip up he nvr scold :P cos we helping out wad,then so last minute who can make it till so late,sekaly we not happy when he scold then we dun do properly :P but i wont la,this is DMC not mr chow's business (: mr chow said someeething like this something oni,i cant really rmb wad he said.he said he believe in like,if he treat people good then the result of their work would be better. haha. then he brought out 4 f&n drinks. lol!
okay,enuf of that. shandong is 1 day away! ))): i cant bear to leave my peeps! aww.....i reallyreally hope got internet for us use,cos i noe twintwin always online de (: so at least she is one of the ones if i can get internet and online,then can chat :DD okayokay,Oh God,hopefully there's internet!
sheesh...i reallyreally wna go for under 13 man! cos lydat i can have a chance to play against other people,not our sch de..lydat more challenging and will gain the experience mah.. and GB camp..HAIS!! the other time the GB camp so short,then now the standard number of days then pianpian i cannot go..wahlao.. )))))): i damn sad la.. pfffffft..
oh well...a last goodbye people before i come back.. buhbye...


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x3--alvinez : lol! i dun think so lei..the way he "speak" is totally different.. and i really wnawnawna noe man!! :|
Is : hah,cos i normally write wif that pen oni mah,and when im thinking i usually am using the pen? lol..hmm,next day no sch leh..as in the "next day" when u wanted to return me the pens...and hmm,wad does ur water bottle look like?andand,u havent tell me who are you..(:

Oh God,idk why.i nid someone to help give me guidance on you...korkor's gone to army,mum and dad's not Christian,i dun feel comfortable to share it wif KKMC people cos im not very close to them till the extend i will share.i duno wad i nid help in either.wadever i do now,i dun put u first. i do it,then think of u later. why? i used to put you first in everything i do.but now...why? and i get lazier and lazier to do quiet time. i always tell myself i have to.but in the end,i dint. why am i so useless? oh god,please help me..i reallyreally dun wna be jus a sunday christian..i wna be an everyday christian,who puts u first in everything i do..help me oh Lord,give me guidance..now in church, i dun even noe if i really do listen..mayb i dont.
why does korkor have to go to army? lydis,i felt myself drifting away from u. because nobody is there to help me... ):



sheesh....today,woke up at arnd 10 plus, then on com.dno why,jus suddenly feelin weird.and emo all of a sudden to me is weird. lol.then mapled till suddenly very lag.then i went out check,then is rhys and alvinez toking to me at the same time.then oops! i played maple till too long, dint see the time.then alr 12.o5 liao. then i fasterfaster go change.cos i noe i will take sometime to spike my hair. then in the end,was the earliest :P
while walking to causeway,i saw jiaxin and rachelle,they going orchard,then when they see me,they were like "eh~ wow,jus cut hair.bird nest hair." LOL! then jiaxin touch my hair,then become flat,then nvm,walk over to breadtalk which was the meeting point,then slowly make my hair.then chingy and kammy came out of CWP then they oso,"eh u cut hair,so cute." then touchtouch,then flat again.lol,nvm. i'll get used to it.last time oso lydat. lol. then when all came,then went up to buy movie tickets.then gareth knew i was in CWP then he came up to find us.cos he wanted to see my hair.lol.
actually wanted to watch HSM3,but the earliest was 3,then peiting say late.then after awhile,she say anything.then we say if got seats anot.then in the end, oni got like the front seats. then so near the screen,siao. then watched 20th century boys instead. and that show isnt nice at all. 1oo% NOT recomended. although the intensity is there,and the story line is quite nice,they ended wif a dumb,dumb,utmost stupid ending... -.-
okay,a veryvery brief explanation. the show is abt this guy,he is always in a mask,then he create this cult.then he used the symbol which the male lead(kenji)and his grp of friends created when they were young.and the show did not state who was the guy.. -.- then this guy in mask calls himself "friend". then when kenji they all were young, they made this comic,then its the villian taking over the world.but they dint finish the story.then this "friend" really used deadly disease
to kill ppl or sth.then in the end,the kenji died while trying to see this "friend" the face then they dint show us the "friend"'s face .. -.- then they said "to be continued..." like wad the hell?! -.- pfffft..

okay,then after the movie,went arnd causeway walkwalk,then we go the metro,then we kip saying wna buy kid's clothes for alvinez,its those type of baby one some more :P
then walkwalk,went to mac buy icecream.then stand outside CWP eat cos we talking.then at there veh long,then decided to go rhys' house.then went there,actually wanted to watch CD,in the end,all of us borrowed CD,i borrowed this whole album of a few jap anime (: then they all say nxt time wna come my house watch movie,cos i got hme theater system,then watch le sure veh shiok.hmm,u all go see when u all free,rhys shld noe my schedule cos im oni not free cos of volleyball and mayb DMC? then GB most prob is sat,which my parents are at hme and i dun think u all dowan go out shop one right.lol.
then after dat,going to jurong meet mum then go cousin's house take winter wear for shandong.then went to take bus wif peiting and alvinez to marsling then take mrt to jurong cos i dint bring ezlink. then went to cousin's house take stuff,then eat dinner at the coffeeshop then went hme. bought new earpiece cos i intend to bring my fone(without the sim card) to shandong cos lydat can listen to songs (: andandand,ppl,dun sms me on those days uh. hehs,no reply one okay.lol. oh well,speaking of shandong,im leaving this sunday ): sheesh...lol,no comunication wif my peeps in s'pore.sad.. lol! but dont worry! i'll be back! xD
and this is the shandong blog,idk if u can go in anot.i lazy log out of blogger and check.. :P
http://shandongtripoct08.blogspot.com/
hmm,they say will have time to blog in shandong,so i guess it means can use internet. weee! i'll use ebuddy then :P if can la,so ppl,wait for me online if possible wor~ hehs.
alrighty,my post ends here.

tag replies :

Is : hmm,may i noe who are u? lol,and btw,i dun think those pens are mine.cos i all the time oni bite one pen and its still wif me.haha,and i dun bite till so hard,until got teeth marks. are u frm my class? o.o
x3--alvinez : u mean the tag? LOL,ofcos u dno.cos i oso dno,unless its u la. lol!

oh too bad twintwin, i dint agree wif your deal :P
hehs,aiya,jus let me be... (:
i noe you love me,and i love you too..<33



Volleyball tee!

Front view(top foto)

Back view.

names of the team!

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x3--alvinez : lalala~ im still pro,its not tyco okay! :P haha,dun sad le la.u ask me dun sad then u urself sad,cheerup (: iloveyou!

today last day of sch ))): i dowan! super sian one leh at hme... DD: oh well, why cant we have our hols the same time as pri sch?i used to wish that pri hols same as sec,earlier,but now,having all the fun wif chers and frens,do u think i still wish for that? LOL!...oh welll ))))))));

today.
got back report bk,looked,disappointed-ed. many dint reach my expectation..my target rather.its actually not me,oh well, i tell u later in the post,least it spoils my mood to post.
so morning,got back report book,and geog paper,actually was jus thinking abt history,then,geog...hais...i looked thru my answers,what dumb and freaking stupid answers are inside...):
after that,recess 1 hr,lucky.cos mr chow briefing us abt the anniversary dinner.speaking of that,today morning GK when she first came into the class,she suddenly say sth about wna treat me go anniversary dinner,then i was like "uh! nonono! i got duty,i got duty!" omg, i den dowan go sia...then after that,she say lucky she dint buy the ticket.then she say actually wna go get vouchers,but ytd she no time.then she suddenly gime angpao.. == wedding de sommore. dun have angpao then dun give lo.. diao...den she ask me go take the angpao,then i kip saying bu yao.then she walk over,and put on my table.then i push back.then push here push there then she suddenly say, "na la!" then she slam my shoe bag ontop of the angpao.. O.O well,thanks anw.
then the mrchow brief so damn long,then in the end oni got abt 15 min nia. then faster go buy then eat lo.then elaine kip asking me wad happen,cos i looked veh sad.then i dint say anything then she noe le. lol.she so liao jie me. haha! went up hall wif peiting cos rhys and alvinez dno go where le. then sia la,no place to sit. then ms eleora ask us sit behind a pillar o.o then the mrs ang walk thru us, then i rmb the photographer for the anniversary dinner.cos like veh last min,then dno who will be able to make it.then i spoke to her.then after finish,she was like "why u two sitting behind a pillar? " then obviously no space mah.lol! then suddenly our class behind there got space,so ms eleora ask us go there sit. then its like in between two billiard table then i was sitting behind gab teh,then he was like blocking,but i dint bother to see wad was on the screen hah..i jus sat there,then suddenly that stupid mashimaro aka MS ranen sim.he at the other side of the billiard table.then he kip calling my name.wahlao eh, damn irritating leh... -.- then issactan,marctan,msEleora sitting behind us.then pastor talked abt his daughter,got 2nd in class but chinese fail.and when i wanted to tell peiting sth abt that thing, i turned to face her, then frm my side view i saw issactan pointing at me.. -.- then when i turn arnd,he faster put dwn.then i was like..diao,fine lo. no mood to care le..then ms eleora ask me to ignore him...lol? then after that,got shandong briefing,and got our volleyball tee, damn nice leh (: veh happy muahaha..then shandong briefing until so late,abt 1.30+ then let us go.then all the stall closed alr.then nth to eat,so just bought a packet of the chips and mineral water then went to the bball court for training.then today's training was quite fun,i guessed cos God wanted to make me forget abt it.but,its jus there.i cant forget abt it...no matter how hard i try...then as usual played 6 on 6.then cos it started raining, and we trained in the rain.then the floor slippery then alot ppl fall dwn funnily,and their pantat very wet.lol! then very hilarious lo, alot funny stuff happened today.so i laugh till i couldnt stop,was being damn high,but inside,it wasnt very high.
then traintraintrain.finished training,then got alot of stuff to carry, then carry till i back ache.. hais...tmr,mayb going to watch movie,probably high sch musical 3 if got tickets.lol. then i treating alvinez cos she say her dad dowan sponser and she bo money liao.then she at first dowan go de,but i want her to go,so i treat her lo.6 bucks shld be can wad.GK gave me $...and,like i've said,my post coming to an end,so i'll say wats keeping me unhappy abt my score..firstly,not meeting my own expectation is jus partially of what was causing the unhappiness.secondly, its THEM. themthemthem which are not happy. im damn scared of showing them my results,cos im scared i'll get fking sarcastic remarks,frm that PERSON who never knew if he had fking hurt people's feelings.wtf...and all i want frm them is a word "sorry" thats all i ask.i dint say i want like,wad? new hp, laptop all these.jus one word,"sorry".
sorry cos u anyhow blamed me for things i dint do.
sorry cos u anyhow accuse me of not studying.
sorry cos u kip saying im very free.
sorry cos u say im damn relax jus like exams are over.
i will be much more relax IF u would jus stop putting pressure..i wish i could jus cry at times.cos its really very hurting..to have my parents not trusting me of saying that i AM studying..to have my parents not even trusting that i dint pakat wif my teachers...why?...for wad they pakat wif me?for wad la? lydis they are bringing harm to me right? and ofcos they want me to improve and work hard isnt it?... they kip asking me to relax,chill..but i cant,why? cos once im home,i face u all,face pressure. and i hate,absolutely hate it...cant u all jus TRUST your own daughter?...and if i work so hard,and u see the report bk and say "good" and jus put it aside, and wad if nxt yr i face the same pressure,TELL ME,WAD THE HELL AM I WORKING SO HARD FOR?! jus tell me...wad for?... i might be wrong abt this,but my instinct tells me so..and out of 100%,70% of the time is always right...i bet nxt yr will be more stressful on sch work cos its the streaming yr..and if i dun get pressure frm u,yes,thank God...please,dun treat me lydis nxt yr can? i really cant take it if u really did...i dont wna break dwn infront of my friends.i really dont...

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im half correct half wrong..hah? still said that my chinese lousy and all that, then ur crapping starts,saying i mus work hard and wadever.but there's a slight hint there that u are saying i dint work hard enuf for chinese.finefine....i dint okay? i dint stay back to study,since u said that..and, jus as i imagined,u dint say a sorry....i dowan u to say "good" i jus want a sorry...sheesh...i really do pray,praypraypray,please! dun do this nxt yr...i keep quiet now,doesnt mean i dint get hurt by what u've said in the past..i really am. but now,im trying to forget,and i will if u dun put pressure on me nxt yr..and,never ask me to try to get first in class okay,i tell u,if u ever do, i'll burst...my rival is not that easy to beat,plus i dun like her okay...but,its fun,a bigbig challenge,oh well.i shall challenge myself.im gna work hard,harder than this year,muchmuch harder, i dun care wadever im gna face frm u or stress.lol,im gna settle this once and for all wif y.o.u.....im gna put in all,alllllll,my effort to beat my damn rival...no more kidding, not even for the start of the year! work hardhardhard jadie! muchmuch harder then this year!

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wad the hell is ur problem?CB LA, exams and sch are LONG fcking long over.so wad the hell is the problem if i sleep late? freak la.u think u can lock me at hme? too bad la,lock la,i climb the window then drop dwn die then u happy right? thn u can save money right.fine la.go ahead,try me..
wahlao eh,fuck u la...



Fotos!

smile! but no rhys...

i look retarded.lol,zoeyee's not doing anything!

tongues out! :P

gwen shooting!

zoeyee shooting!
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Gwen!

zoeyee!

shoot!

my photography skills not bad huh (: using hp somemore leh! xDD

pffft, today go sch damn tired. ): cos slept at 1 plus ytd.lucky lessons ended alr,if not i sure die de.. lol. first period.i dowan PE,then tell ms tay i cant do. but i dint noe they weren't playing netball,they were playing frisbee,sian diao. if i knew they playing frisbee then i dun care if my leg pain liao lo. lol.
then second period.
math,cher gave out ans sheet for math paper. then ask us read then go thru some then showed us some short films.
recess.
i forced myself to eat cos i dun intend to eat lunch cos i noe the shandong blogging will take quite long. then speaking of that. the sch's lab the computer is 1o1% stupid... -.- damn slow and dumb can. lol. and speaking of that,people who forced me eat,i admit, was kinda angry wif u people at first.then when i cooled down ofcos,wasnt angry wif anyone of u all le.and everything was back to normal. i noe u all care for me,but when i refuse to this type of extent,i reallyreallyreally dowant to eat..i will eat when im hungry de..and gwen zoeyee Rhys, u all noe,my "hunger" season veh weird de right? if u alll dun then i got nth to say..why m.eleora can pull me go down stairs sometimes cos i dno if i want to eat anot.today i realyreally scared i will vomit.cos of ytd.then i scared it'll affect my appetite for dinner then kena u all nag by some ppl again... lol? then actually wanted to say in the fone,okay nvm...dowan say..hahs,let bygones be bygones.. (:
after dat, went causeway meet them again.then they at macs.so go there wif the food they bought...-.- then i said i would oni eat on one condition,which is to pay $ to whoever who bought it. then it was rhys.then cos morning i lend her money then i got no change so i dint take.then since she dowan take wadever amt the food costed,then i jus took all the coins in my pocket..then she dowan take.then i say "okay, dowan coins,nvm take note" then i took out the $2 note put infront of her then take back the coins. lol. then zoeyee and gwen went to zoeyee's hse to take netball,we meeting at the bball court outside sch.so when they left, me and rhys went to x craft to buy my friendship band and went to power9,and both of us bought the hp strap which is the same as alvinez and peiting..cos when i first saw they use it, then i tot it was very nice lo .hehs then went bball court.then at interchange,rhys gtg.so i go there alone.then met them when i got off the bus.then playplayplay, started to take pictures.then after tat when wanted to start playing again, it drizzled.but we dint care.then we jus play in the rain. :X then gwen nid go,zoeyee's father came to fetch her.then the bus came.then i run all the way like wad sio.then at the bus,supposed to be feeling warm/shiok cos i run.but i felt damn cold.omgosh!! i dowan be sick! shandong trip is round the corner and it'll be damn xin ku if i get sick there.omg! praypraypray! oh God! keep me healthy,at least until i come back frm shandong! :|
dis sat is CHR annivasary dinner.we doing duty, and wad the hell! joshua our IC ? faiz/janice/ whoever! are u outa ur mind? == come on,want IC oso peiting be right.at there the most experienced/longest member is peiting right.and u noe how freaking hell irritating he is? he treats us like small lil kids/newbies to DMC and puhlease, he's the one that is a newbie can....we joined much longer than him okay! and i tell u, if u ever choose him as chairman, the first thing i'll do is,Q U I T! i really dun like him can... -.- GB alone alr gave me 5 CCA points liao can,and the reason why i got 7 is cos i was chairman, thats why got extra 2 points lo...diao...it is fun when terrence/faiz is the chairman,if joshua is the CM, 1oo% not fun.its cos i dun like him...-.- andandand! i say first uh! I-D O W A N-B E-C H A I R M A N-F O R-D M C!! i really dowan uh!i told u before le uh! studies is first, and seeing faiz flunk his tests cos of DMc, i scaredscared liao...
and tmr last day of sch..i dowan!! im gna miss all my friends and teachers. )): lol!! but no worries! got holiday training! WOOTS :P and i wonder if there's GB during the holidays. heh.hopefully DMC courses start during the holidays (which is kinda impossible) so that my hols will be filled wif being busy! :D

sheesh....tmr training again outdoor! i dowan sia!! ): i dun like, and issactan better not laugh at us again okay! *bleah!




mixed emotions?

today.
had to do duty for the sec one that activity so i didint go morning devotion/reading/national anthem. then i was standing outside prayer hub that window looking dwn.then BEFORE national anthem i point here point there cos the guest asking us who is this,who is that.and cos i pointing some ppl to peiting.then DURING the national anthem i DIDNT point at anyone okay.we were hiding behind the pillar can~ so marctan~ dun any how saysay...
then blahblahblah.after sch.runrun here runrun there.nid put back the laptop at the control rm.then ms raabiya went off for invigilation. -.- then i din noe.so i runrun here runrun there go staffrm.then in the end called mr tay.he meet me at art office.then run to prayer hub get my bag, then run all the way dwn to staffrm again to find ms eleora give her GB project.then i was like damn breathless.cos i scared leta she go off for invigilation or sth...
then training.
we training at the bball court outside sch..then nid take the pole.so i run all the way bck sch wif regina and rhys and sharifah and roseanne.then i one person carry one pole until the boys toilet there then regina and rhys come hlp me.then carrycarry then got alot slopes.. -.- then issactan they all passed by in xiaobai.then he was like.. "aiyoyo,tsktsk" diao! its like damn heavy can....cos of all the slopes and everything.then training started wif the usual warm up,then it was spiking.then everybody take the softsoft ball,left the hard,plastci looking ones.then no choice i take that one lo.then spike until my hand red and swollen..but now ok le..then training half way.play 6 on 6,loser in winner out.but its oni 3 people that goes out.3 ppl in one line.then i cant rmb who,but she hit the ball then the ball like roll over the net.then i abit blur then try to dive for the ball.then i stretched my leg infront.then i felt like. tak! got heard but felt that feeling.then my whole leg cannot straighten,its like the waist there dwn to my feet that vein or sth..then is oni got tension,but the back of the knee hurts alot.then i stand there,very pain.then coach come over see wad happened.then i went to the side sit dwn then they got 5 min water break ( must thank me uh! ). then coach stretch my leg then bend,continuously.then its like PAIN! then i sat one side wif shikin.then its like the injured leg din wear knee guard.then we sitting under the bball post.then i trying to straighten my right leg.at the same time i stretched out my left leg la.then my left leg still got knee guard.then suddenly the sun came out again.then shine on my legs.then i forgotten my leg will have diff shades cos of the knee guard! :O the now my one knee can see the shape of the knee guard then the other knee is the same shade as the whole leg.then damn ugly can! tmr nobody look at my legs uh!! D:<>< and i din do last wk's journal! ): then went hme..

i still cant straighten my knee!! ):




disappointed...

today.
morning, while on the bus,passed by another bus which had an accident.it hit a lorry and the front glass was damaged.then the lorry was like bent very deeply at the side.like bend half way thru. so, continued my way t sch.was on the bus wif peiting.then went up class, walked pass elmo's class,looker fr her.but she havent come..then i was damn worried.but in the end she was jus in time for assembly but din have a chance to put her bag in class.she looked super emo and quiet..then gave her a hug and went to my class t sit dwn.
first period.
issactan come to our class, took over art.told us our results.i was quite happy wif it.but thats jus one paper.i think he took the whole of art period settling stuff wif our class then kip walk in walk out settling other stuff..then IT lessons, nobody came.i felt i could jus go crazy..all so damn noisy. -.- im really gna congratulate nxt yr 2e3's chairman.he/she is gna suffer, and i swear i nvr wna be chairman again man...so went to G.O find the staff,she called mr ho kh.then he came.then he asked me go dwn find hist/geog teacher or whoever who is free that wants to go thru papers.ms rab's not coming for a mnth (aww.. ): ) so i looked for mrs yip.she came for five min and told us our results.and wad the whole lot freaking hell disappointed i was wif my geog results.i feel i could jus die man... i didnt beat my rival,like wtf..and i didnt get A1,no where near it too.shit...then recess, looked for elmo.she was being sad the whole day.then i pei her for recess.then actually i was feeling hungry.but see her lydat i heart pain,no appetite,dint eat..then idk wad to do..at that moment, i oso felt like crying.i sms-ed rhys,i really felt very lost.then she kept asking me to hold back my tears,cos i cant cry infront of elmo.so i tried very hard and i managed to..then bell rang.i pei her go sit dwn for a while, comforted her a lil more then went back to my class.and rhys was like "jade! hold back,hold back." i relly jus felt like sitting there and cry man..cos my heart pain jus to see her suffer lydis..(cheer up ok?)i asked gab teh to talk to zx,at least he was much better (well at least that was wad he showed on the outside). then went back class feeling very worried and all that.then i got gastric.how great.like wth? why must it be now?shit it man..
then science.
marctan come in,got back our science results.that one,no mood to be happy.so jus sat there wif my head on the table.then ahfoon come told us our math results.i jus added up paper 1 & 2.and i jus know the marks,din bother to think wad grade it was..then lit,ahchow gave marctan the paper.then he was like "hahaha, i'm giving out ur lit paper" then while lying down i show the 'L' sign,which was the lame sign to him..lol?
then chinese.
before that period, mr tay called me and wt out to tok to us abt tmr's duty.so toktoktok GK came,then she looked at mr tay.then mr tay was like "ni zhao wo uh?" then GK replied "orh bu shi bu shi,zhi shi zhai ta(marctan) chu lai"
and like i've said,ms rab din come.so GK told us our history results.i was damndamn angry luh...1 pathetic mark and i can reach my target. like wthhhh? uh!! then GK oso gave out chi paper..double the impact.i totally flunked chinese.): and i was still like expecting myself to get at least a B..like argh...idk wad to say alr...then GK had a small chat wif me.like i think cos she saw that i was looking sad or sth..then she like sort of comforted me.cos she say,in other classes,she teach no matter how lousy the students sure can pass..idk if tht remark was a good one or a bad one..perhaps it was linking to her previous sentence which was to tell me to read more chi related stuff..but well..perhaps she was trying to say i was lousy..and i accept that.cos its nth but the plain old truth...
after sch.
stayed in canteen ate lunch.then zoeyee and gwen went to causeway.then me and rhys in sch.they met eiffel and emmanuel at macs and they came back tgt.cos we agreed to play ball at the bball court outside sch(speaking of that,tmr got training there..yay? ).so me and rhys went out.then rhys went off at 3.oo cos she meeting her cuz at vivo.then we played bball,soccer.hah, did some kicking.then ms tay came,she told us not to play in our uniform 3 times.but i dun understand! why cannot?! O.o ... sian...then went hme wif effiel and emmanuel cos they stay at yishun/khatib area..then came back and started posting.reflected on my results..oni one thing to say...
most of them dint meet my expectations...im lousylousy...

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G wen L ee :B : haha,u too take care. :D iloveyou!
rhysGOH : i was begining to like exams though.but i nvr wanted to noe my marks... ):
!ALVINEZ% YO! (: : haha,thank you twintwin,will try. (: iloveyou!

i wish i sould jus sleep and nvr wake up till im happy and wake up finding this is all a bad nightmare...



its not the end of the world yet,let me be the one to share your problems with you can? jus open up to me.answer my calls,talk to me.can? dun ever do anything silly,cos u hurt urself,and if u do,at the same time, u broke many hearts.elmo, i mayb weak or anything.easily being sad and anything.i believe u are muchmuch more stronger than me.i have let go...its ur turn now..its time to move on..2 people gave me advice last time and they told me all this "people learn when they fall...u are young and u'll meet more people.. n hav lotsa chance...somtimes keeping memories are much better.so just gotta learn and move on..." thats wad they told me.and that definately applies to you too...dun ever think that u are not worthy for anyone to care for.YOU ARE WORTHY OF MY CARE! U ARE MY SOMEONE,U ARE MY SOMETHING, U ARE HERE TO BE MY ELMO!! come on! wake up...dun be lydis..its never the end of this world! NEVER! cos im here for u,im always here..jus that u want to take notice anot!.come one elmo! iloveyou! dun be lydis can? im angry at time wif u cos i care, im worried cos i care, if u think saying that u are not worthy of my care then i wont care abt, u are 100% wrong.
please elmo, dun lydis..please....im reallyreally very worried. cos u are my elmo.if u dowant me to care.then u shld have prayed that u nvr knew me frm the start.cos once u became my elmo, u will always be.and i'll forever care for u...please, jus let go...like i've said, u are muchmuch stronger than me..i know u can do it,come to me if u have any problems...please.my fone is 24/7 on, u can call me in the middle of the night, i wont mind.cos u are my elmo..and i love my elmo very dearly...please, tkae it that im begging u...dun do anything silly,please...i will cry if u do.and i am,right now.im not gna blame u when im lydis, i never will..come one elmo..dun lydis can? dun keep everything to urself,try sharing it wif someone..ur sis? or mayb u have a closer fren then me..share it wif her..i bet u'll feel much better.i bet my whole life wif it..cos i have tried...and i did feel better.please elmo..jus try, cos there's no harm trying.im not gna hurt u in any way..please jus try..
iloveyou u elmo, always...<3



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i din go to church today.cos firstly,my hand still hurts.secondly,i was too tired to wake up. i guess i jus replenished all the lost hours i missed..hah.. but well i really DODODODODO hope tmr my hand will be fine.its a sch day! i dowan any old muscle ache to spoil my day..heh..oh well, tmr might be doomsday or assurance day. but well, i really do hope my prayer would come true. its not abt results that matter to me now,well,it does la,but not so much as wad really want now.. hah..and oh, i got this frm AlvinezTwin de blog. want more go her blog see. lol.

[i think this is hilarious,lol. read frm eighteen not one!]
18 signs ur falling in love
Body: YOU DO NOT REPOST THIS YOU WILL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 5 YEARS!!!
EIGHTEEN:
you get so jealous when someone comment them saying they are cute
SEVENTEEN:
You look at their profile constantly.
SIXTEEN:
When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
FIFTEEN:
You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.
FOURTEEN:
You walk really slow when you're with them.
THIRTEEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.
ELEVEN:
When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.
TEN:
You smile when you hear their voice.
NINE:
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.
EIGHT:
You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.
SEVEN:
They're all you think about.
SIX:
You get high just from their scent.
FIVE:
You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.
FOUR:
You would do anything for them!
THREE:
While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.
TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing
ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.


haha.okay,im feeling weird today.mayb moody? idk...

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i decided to change skin again cos,the previous one the words are kinda small and squeezed up, so yeah.kinda difficult to read...

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im seriously very bored.. ): listening to emo songs simply jus adds up to make me moody..hah..i jus dno why oso.. jus feel emo and all sorts. hah...okay, im seriously veryvery bored can... :\

and i found this video, this guy's painting is extremely cool. its 3D paiting on flat ground. lol.




and yes, God blessed me alot today. cos today, woke up and felt my arm was even worst then ytd,and it was both arms.then went GB, according to suying, there was supposed to be drills,but in the end,badge work took all the time. lol.. so dun have. i oni nid to bear wif roll call and dismissal.which was alr unbearable. and really thank God dun have drills, if not i oso duno how am i supposed to do it. cos marching 11 steps was alr a problem for me.. lol.
and nxt sun, im leaving for shandong,so ppl do miss me okay!and the night before i nid to do duty for CHR anniversary dinner.and hopefully it doenst end very late,so i can like wake up the nxt morning. nid to reach sch at abt five-fortyfive. anybody interested to send me off? haha! jus kidding.and i'll nid to do a blog specially for that trip.will try to come here to link to that blog.haha cos ms wong says we might have a chance to use the com there to update that shandong blog. :D so do visit that one if u want to know wad's going on in shandong (:

hmm,im like boredboredbored. idk if im going to edge.but i do feel like going.heh..well nth much t post alr..buhbyee

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and yes, i'll be changing blogskins frequently,reason is simple. im simply BOREDBOREDBORED!! and when i find nice skins :D so do gime coments on which skins are nice la horh (: and yes, itql when u wan me hlp u change blogskin? lol :D
andandand, i found this really cool skin,its a msn window and u gota type to navigate. COOL RIGHT? LOL! and i oso found a flunked exam skin :D haha. mayb i'll change it some other day :D

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why is my arms hurting so muchmuch more? ): those dumb muscles,i cant even tie my hair properly or wear my clothes properly cos i cant raise my hand....hais...why am i so weak? getting sick so easily now and then.. ):

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come one la! dun say i didnt wash any cups and den u got no cups can.retarded.cos the cups i use are MINE,which is oni two and i said before dun use them, cos there is MY name on one of the retarded.and the other is the volleyball cup dumbass..incase u dno how to read, it says JADIE on the cup and NO one else in the household has that nick EXCEPT yours truly. freako. the oni cups u used dun belong to me which oni both of u are using can,cos kor is in army -.- ...so FYI, ur scolding urself too.and u think i face the computer i dno that u are scolding me cos u are facing me.my ears arent deaf and my science didnt fail be cause i can hear u projecting ur voice towards my direction freak. im not as deaf as u can, call so many fking times then u can hear..if u think tokking to me is a waste of breath, by all means DUN tok to me la, nobody asked u to tok to me right.lame lo...
and wow, i didnt expect myself to post to calmly. and that oni goes to show i have been controlling my temper very well, unlike u. sucker. and dun touch my arm la, i dun care if u are playing wif me or not, but do u understand english? or probably u failed it, and i noe i hadnt cos i clearly said that my arms HAVE MUSCLE ACHE,sucker. and its extremely painful NOW, AND i dowan any of u to even dong wo yi gen han mao. GET IT? its jus simple english. i didnt noe u were that bad...hais pity u...anybody else can disturb me because of my arm except YOU cos u have gone to far. if u ever touch my arm again, i swear i could slap somebody. and that jus shows how fking painful it is...



my arm feels like its gna break any sooner of later.. )':
naggy E and I , dont poke it! *rawr!*
today got training.then we did the usual stuff.then idk wad the heck is wrong wif me..i cant kip my service consistent.and my ball control! it jus sucks! coach says i jus oni might not be able to attend two matches and i assume that there are more then two.so if i cant get that fking ball over..i can forget about playing in the match...wtf..
and then today, training till half way, suddenly feel breathless like wad. cant breathe properly.then the more i breathe harder, the more i feel dizzy,like anytime gna faint.then during water break,got 5 min.then went down.saw ms eleora they all.then is like i walked to sharon there which is the table near vending machine then after i fill my bottle,then its like oni 5-10 steps to the table.then walk half way i almost colapse cos suddenly feel my leg become jelly.then is like alot teachers wif ms eleora, then i fasterfaster walk to the chair faster sit dwn, cos i scared leta i really fall on the floor then sharon sure shout one.lol.. then she kip asking me okay anot.then i drank alot water,then okay le. i oso dno why i lydat.then i myself oso tio chua.. scary leh...D:
then after training, went to sit outside staff rm cos raining..then my hand shake non stop la..its my whole arm sommore.and it is like the whole arm aching lo...then after rain stop,me rhys and elaine still at staffrm there, then meeting ended so the fantastic four,as usual, come up tgt la. lol.then issactan told us some of our results, but dno isit bluff de.cos he everytime oso lyk kidding kidding lydat one.then after awhile, all,except ms eleora,went to ava rm for meeting again i think.then ms eleora come out do her wrk.then we kip di siao her. lol then rhys they all go le.so i do the NA english EOY paper,and it seriously is more difficult then ours can. lol then i cannot write properly... -.- then ms eleora bring out her laptop then i watched tuesday wif morrie. then kip got stupid aeroplane fly past la..then i cannot hear wad they tokking.. -.- stupid sia. then the meeting ended then they came back,then ms rab going the dno wad army thingy for one mnth.then i was like. O.O who tell us our history results??? i dowan mr david come tell us sia! ): but bo bian lo... ): then packed up and left. then at mrt i saw alot weird things can! at first i saw one lady sitting oppo. me. then she kip smiling to herself and mumbling something.which i dun think even the ppl beside her can hear.which is good,cos if not they will think she's mad.lol then she kip smiling and smiling lo.. O.O then one seat away frm her is a 'girl' .den 'she' sleeping so 'her' hair,especially her fringe which is very long, covered 'her' face then like ghost lydat.then until like at sembawang, 'she' lift up 'her' head to see wad stop,then to my biggest shock...it was a man. -.- cos got mustache and then the face totally dun look like a female can.thats the reason why i kip putting the ' at every word that was meant to be referring to a female. lol.. then went hme...
tmr got GB yay.. lol then got drills,then i half wan do drill half dowan.why want cos i like doing drills and very long nvr do le. why dowan cos my arms are like aching like dno wad.then do drills nid hand movement wad. then how? hais...jus bear wif it lo.. ): okay, i shall act normal tmr, i dun care.haha. ren nai the tong (:



im aching and pain-ing all over man... UH! cos today training, we first had warm up and all those normal stuff.then when warm up, we did setting, then mr marc looking frm outside.then elaine set the ball slightly behind me but i didnt gage properly where the ball will drop..then the ball slipped frm my hands,then i turn behind wan get the ball then saw mr marc shaking his head.. DIAO! ..lol! then half of the training was six on six. i like! but cos coach training one team so he could send to under 13 match. then he made me,elaine,regina,sharifah,sahhida and nadiah one team.then he tried out sharifah and regina as setters.then the rest is jus play winner in losers out against us.but we lose we still stay put..then before that i got headache for awhile.then wan vomit cos exercise sommore mah, but i didnt tell anyone cos i knew they'll go tell coach, i noe my limits cos i will hold on till i really cannot one...then when playing six on six, the ball fly behind elaine then i was standing behind her.then she move back, i move front,cos i tot she cannot catch,but she did.then * BANG! * bang into each other, then my forehead hit the back of her head.then i suddenly black out. omg its jus scary can...then after few seconds then slowly clear...then continued playing. then when i blacked out, i super duper damn scared i will faint..then i jus kept fighting on to clear my vision..then its like, everytime we miss digging a ball then nobody made effort to dig/dive for it, then nid down five.then kip down five down five.then shoulders super pain..then coach pity us then change to running..then wahlao, damn tiring lah..then in the end, we played match wif sec two,consisting of yunyi,sharon,joycelin,pricilla,wanyu,jiaxin. then coach says by 6 o'clock, who ever that is losing, the whole lvl mus down 20.like if we lose, not oni us do, the pang guan zhe oso nid do.then i tot : die la die la..my shoulder alr pain then lydat tmr sure die lo..then lucky we won la.then the sec twos did 20. lol then coach toktok.then nid do journal.shit la~ sia la. . .i want a massage! ):

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today oso got back geog MCQ ,cher didnt tell us out result but jus went thru.then i roughly gaged my score.guess wad? like shyt..got one damndamn STUPID mistake la..i can never forgive myself for doing so man...then mrs yip says the paper is very easy.and i didnt get an A. cos the class no A so i sure no chance.so that oni goes to show how lousy i am man...




and yes people, as usual, today's a sucky day, i guess everyday will be if jus UNO teacher toks to me abt results results results...hell? then at first during assembly, still got headache, cos i woke up wif it. then sit there siansian..then morning passed ms eleora the GB project, so she returned to me the thumbdrive. then she tot my english was very powerful, so she come 'compliment' me. then in the end, i no mood to really joke mah,so jus told her 'u think who will online till so late?' lol! then she guessed correctly la. then mdm koh mark finish attendance, then she mus walk to the back mah.then i was the last person.so she extraextra come spoil my mood by saying (in chinese) : "jade uh, why u this time chinese did badly?" then i whole person sian diao...i was trying my best to smile and all that, then....of all days she had to tell me that today, WHEN i have a headache...freako.. then i whole person dun even cared to smile alr lo...then nvm leh, then after PE math..then mdm foon oso la...say we all math very lousy, handful fail..like wadthehell..sian sio...why of ALL days, the news of the two subject that i feared most that i will fail, has to be broken to me this way? ARGHHH! i really felt like saying STFU to them man...but ofcos.i not that siao can~ then nvm..so recess, so i hungry so i went eat.then my left set of teeth, the gum pain, cannot chew properly.then my right set of teeth at the back got one tooth growing, so ur gum sure abit pain one right? molar or wadever it is leh...then both side cannot bite.then i forgot, then i accidentally make both side pain..then during lunch, nanny/mother eleora ( xD ) come pull us go dwn eat again..then its like, i really no appitite cos my teeth pain wad~ then dun believe me fine lo..then in the end, bought green tea and pandan cake, softsoft mah, so wont pain lo..then cos eng lesson mr issac show us 'leap year' then they were like asking alot of stuff abt it,sth like, will you wait for ur love for 4 years and oni get to meet him every four years? then everybody say no. LOL!
then after that,again, the fantastic four went off le, ms rab didnt come then the three dno go where, then mr marc holding his passport wif sth that looks like enter m'sia that form,then he say wna elope, then i was like...woah~wif who? :P . LOL! then got short/funny conversation :P
rhys : wah,ni yao qu m'sia uh?
marctan : *smilesmile*
rhys : bu ke yi! ni hai mei tell us our science result!
me : ya lo ya lo! wo hui ba ni sha si de!!!
issactan : ta dou pao diao le ni zhe me zhao ta?
me : i will track u dwn then kill u man!

LOL!, i cannot dun know geog,hist,science,eng results u noe u noe!! :O hehs~



sian...they all do the thing wrongly..then nid add some report...then dno how da hell to do.so i got my saviour! mr issac tan! :D thank you soooooooooo much MAN! she didnt online i buey sai ask! HEHHEH..then dodododo, he hlp me then suddenly head pain...great.then wan vomit...even GREATER.. lol...sian la~idk if can anot sia~ and yes, ms eleora, i mean "if can anot" lol! cos after i read my sent sms, i jus realised like i telling u "see tmr can anot?" LOL! :P it shld be "see tmr IF can anot" (: hehh~


and here i am,feeling so fucked up,cos of the headache and nauseous feeling,trying my best to complete the heritage trail which was due today,and there u are, say im fucking free,cos im surfing the net and tokking on msn...so wad if exams are over? it does not mean im totally free rite? freakos... and im gna prove you fucking wrong with my results.although im disappointed cos it didnt meet MY expectations (i think so) but it'll definately prove u wrongwrong fking wrong that i HAVE been studying..and when i show u the results,i bet all i get will be "good lor".dats all? not even a word sorry? i noe u wont cos i only noe u too well..but u dont know ME WELL! when i say i will do sth..it means i WILL! i noe myself well..when i noe i cant, i really cant! can u all stop fucking push me? how long do u intend to kip this going? i have alr been kiping my cool for very long..and i swear if this continues, i'll definately shout at u one day man...my mood has alr been bad cos of the headache and all that, do you have to add on? ass...thats why i say sch is muchmuch fking much better than hme...




first day wif my new hair cut. started BORINGLY! omg... andandand,i've deleted the quiz thingy. COME ON PPL! stop asking my do quiz can? i dun like doing it man... -.-
okay..today super bored.if oni got sch...omg!! can more ppl tok to me on MSN? sian...
nth say liao.. dot. buhbye



today, ofcos, went to church.then attended service then blahblahblah.then went for lunch wif mum and dad.went to some where in toapahyoh. then went to this restaurant called 'Tim's restaurant and cafe' their food was superb man! i mean to me la.my dad oso.then i dno other ppl.lol! highly recommended.i got name card.who wan go come find me :P its somewhere in the HDB area one la.not some posh places. its western food too (: then on our way hme, i suddenly jus felt like fulfilling my urge to cut spike.lol then went to cut la.this urge was there since my hair grew after i cut spike the other time.here's one foto. i lazy post more. all insde friendster. lol.
http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=0
provided u are my friend,cos i restricted my profile to friends oni.heh. well thats all.
tata~

korkor,please go to church if u have time can? treat it as a favour frm ur sister,i noe u very busy now,but if have time at least attend 11.3o service? i dowan my beloved brother to drift away frm the palms of God. i'll pray for u that your faith may never fade.and u may be those type whose faith is super strong.but im jus worried.><>



omgggg, im DEAD B.O.R.E.D!...somebody tok to me! ... lol leta got gathering so not going edge.
nth much to post today, perhaps tmr,and yay! training's starting soon (: tuesday~
and, oh crap.i think the locker decos look like shyt.... -.- ohmygaawd...so sorry for wasting ur paper naggy~ :O

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okay, found this on my friend's blog.its hilarious,but kinda vulgar.so pardon me >< its in hokkien fyi..



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and sheesh, blogger had some problems and i had to delete this post and repost it. lol!




today, slept till 1o then saw gwen's sms.replied and then both decided to meet in sch for fun. regina called, ask me bring ball.so i bring.then at sch, saw rhys and regina.then waited for gwen.went up borrow glue frm mr marc cos i nid stick the paper for ms eleora's locker deco.then he asked me do oso.then he ki siao.gime one stack of paper,like i going to do for every teacher in CHR. lol! then in then end, took oni two.like obviously..then ask him wad design he wanted on the paper other than his name.then he say up to me. -.- he and ms eleora sama sama one lo! lydat how i noe wad to do? diao!lol then did the deco half way, gwen came.mr issac borrow 3 books to me,'the leap of love'(made into movie,leap years),'angels and demons','the last lecture' at first tried reading leap of love.then read 2 page,dun even understand.dat type of book,i nid alot of time slowly read and understand.but i read every books first page so to choose.then mr issac said i would like angels and demons cos i like mystery/adventure stories.then when i read the first page then found in quite interesting so chose dat instead. so readread then rhys regina gwen went to play volleyball.then i was deeply immersed in my book, so didnt went dwn to play wif them.so readread.then cara they all came up.then they borrow ball go play.then i went dwn eat.rhys and gwen came shortly after me.then after eat finish went up.then went in to the sec 4 graduation thingy.then 4/3 got one sort of game,then they say the quote of a teacher who often says it la.then they say some alr,then the last few was " ladies and gentleman, kan zhe bian,wo bi jiao piao liang" (ladies and gentlemen,look here,i'm prettier) then i was like,eh? who isit uh..sounds very familar.then guess who...ms eleora,then i was like wide mouth, then started laughing like hell :X then after dat, got one class the teacher,he gave a speech.then he kip saying 'right' then almost every sentence oso got 'right' then cara they all sat at the right side of the hall at the back.then we sat at the left.then cara say 'right' then she laughing ma.so accidentally say too loud.then all of them laugh out, then me rhys and gwen oso laugh but didnt laugh out.then mr tans, ms eleora looked back..then they look at us as if we were retards.lol
after dat got one video frm 4/2 then its like, they said
"what do we do when we are stressed?
act like retarded"
then ms eleora turn back look at me.then i was like.. *bleah* wadever.lol! then after the graduation, nid sing sch song, then rhys alr went hme, then me and gwen faster go out the hall dowan sing, :X then continued doing the deco then asked ms eleora choose one of my priced possesion tortise. heh..then gwen wanted to play ball, so asked the mr tans play wif us,then mr marc play until super funny. >< no offence (: then change playbasket ball, then change back play volleyball.then i laugh and laugh until i sat on the floor,then fell backwards then elbow hit the floor and bled.but jus some small cut so didnt care.lol!
somebody gime some suggestions on how to deco a name! :O

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ohmygawd!! die la die la! i jus saw the shiwei's reply for a GB-er on the tag board! omg!!! then like i said,got promotion.then leta i dun go den not promoted? :O! howhowhow?! sian la! stupid shandong trip :X




well, today was another shity day.to be truthful, i almost cried.and ofcos, i have to control la.. lol. math, calculated 5-9 marks gone, and plus careless mistakes not counted in..history,recieved a bad news, class did badly, me oso i think.then i was like damn sad.A1 gone.mr tans,ms eleora tried to cheer me up, by saying i did well..but i duno if they were kidding me anot.so i rather believe wad i first heard..cos ms rab looked/sounded damn serious..and, not i dowan relax, the pressure is jus...THERE.so yes, zx dun kip asking me not to be so stress, i really cannot control one..i cant stop worrying till me results are out.thanks for ur concern anw.. (: ...
and, today seriously is a very bad day....shandong trip clashes wif GB camp AND, the cam is for attendance and promotion..WTFck...shit la...

and yes, i promised i'll post the fotos of the solemnization,and i kinda looked weird.there are much more..when grace jiejie is wearing her gown.lol...this is during the dinner..

(all the cousins! ) L to R :daryl;me;brandon;grace;jeremy;renjie;fangting; jason(korkor);felicia;cheryl;zhiping






i hate today...it freaking hell sucks...wtf

sch's a public place,n i didnt block or way or anything.its never ur business anw. neither did i step on your toes so dun step on mine,bitch...u jus spoilt my mood for the day like fcking hell...



sheesh...jus another freaking day today...shit man...history...again, im very sad la..and angry.why i cannot jus rmb all the stuff? ): if not i sure can get higher marks alr! geeez...

okay, today after sch, as usual went staffrm study.then kept looking at my history notes, then the more mistakes i saw, the more disappointed i felt....): argh wtf...then bang the chair until redred :\
sian..then today Gwen they all jian sia! i dowan eat then they use ms eleora come pressure me go eat.diao! then gwen pull me then ms eleora go back staffrm then i go back my seat :P
then after lunch we study half way then bei gan zhou..cos got N lvls.then went to canteen.then something super hilarious happened, gwen got stuck again.then i rmb the story she told me last time.and then i was trying to hlp her cos she nid go toilet. then she cannot lift her leg.so kip wan pull her.then super hilarious then we kip laughin like wad sio. LOL then zoeyee hlp to straighten her leg, then she can stand le she dun tell me..she suddenly jus stand up.then i chua tio.sia la! then i started laughing my head of again. lol! she she suddenly sit dwn then like cannot walk properly lydat.so i wan hlp her then she again go walk infront. diao.then i folo her till the front of the canteen still laughing then wan go wif her incase she nid hlp. LOL then i at first wan walk back cos she say dunnid then i walk half way she say didnt bring her fone.then i gave her mine so dat she could call us if she nids hlp.haha. then we were like joking abt it. :P like if she really calls, then we'll laugh first then go hlp . ops! hehs..then after dat, they went hme.i went to join elkalame and ranen and solihin.then since sec 2 the syllabus almost the same as us so mr elkan teaching ranen, or rather revising wif him.then cos its science then they started tokking some sick stuff..omg...damn sick la.then i change go outside staffrm there study let them have their 'boys talk' then he go say they can have a 'girls talk' omgggg... diao! then heng i go up le.they were tokking abt STD and then toking abt sex ... -.- cos i standing at second lvl look at the canteen den can see them.then solihin saw me then ask them faster quiet.then after dat they 'confessed' that they were tokking abt STD ...diao sickos.. LOL




and yes, tmr science.idk how the hell am i gna get A alr la..my mind's bursting. somebody help! :O


oh God,i do hope my bronchitis dun come back! its like i feel that my airway again got alot of phlegm..then my cough alr okay but i sometime feel that my airway like got thing inside when i breathe in.jus like how i felt when i had it..i really dowan stop training for now! under 13 comming alr, i cant stop at this period of time! ): bronchitis pleaseplease dun come back! :\




omggggg! im like super scared for geog )': i reallyreally very scared! i din do very good, to myself.ohmygawd! yes jus like wad ms r said, hope for a miracle lo..): hopefully the markers are more lenient abit. sheesh...God! make a miracle! but im really very scared manzxzx! A1 leh!! dats wad i want!! cos kor got an A1 for his A lvl. LOL! so he says if i get A1 oso then it'll be good la. then its not only cos of that la.i jus wna sustain my A1!! :O history oso sia~ sianzzzzzzzzzz.........omg!! cher says history very difficult! OMG! my brain memory is 1oo% full le! and its failing :OOO howhowhow?~ diao~ okayokay! zhen jing yi dian! fang qing song.lol
but yesyes,thank u ms eleora, lucky u took time to go through those questions which i dno for last year's geog EOY wif me the niagara falls question came out! :O and i forgotten which one,either nigera or niagara,then i rmbered that i tot it was the wrong spelling.then heng sia! i got it correct! :D TYVM
okayokay~ today, hmm...after geog then go staff rm there.Rhys gohgoh cos HMT,then when they gna end soon then gwen and zoeyee go lvl 4 find them.then i play wif mr elkan's computer.lol then made another wugui lo :P this time wif flash player and its like sooooo coool! last time p4 learn before le..but all forgotten liao.hehs ><> guys/lady that made me laugh till peng.actually u didnt do much la.its cos solihin alr made me super high then u remind me of funny things again.then i laugh lo.
and then horh! that ms rhys gohgoh, gonggong one, forget take history notes, tok gong rite.diao, then i waited at MRT station lo.then mr M,E and naggy E went to toastbox to do their work.lol! then i kip walk in and out of CWP then when naggy E go buy food then she face my direction, then i see le faster chiong go the movie posters that pillar and hide.then faster chiong go inside CWP. lol then kip walk in and out.then the survey ppl wan find me then i pretend i tokking on the fone.LOL! clever rite :P then kip walk in and out.then the last time i walk in, then saw mr E walking towards my direction.then idk he got see me anot. lol...then jus chiong go in CWP. lol then in the end.....oni nid wait at 901 come out there dat escalator. purple lollipop, if u get high marks for history, u mus haohao de bao da wo okay! i'm considered ur saviour.if not u wont noe wad key points to rmb le. LOL!! muahaha, and i cut the bottom layer of my fringe till its at my eyebrows.which means when i clip up, i dun have to have a bare forehead cos i have the short fringes and that ah chow cannot catch me :P nanani poopoo >< but if i let dwn my fringe, its still the normal length :D

and yes, my tag board is D.Y.I.N.G. lol ppl who reads my blog.please tag, cos i noe u came cos dun forget, the hit counter is still running~ TYVM :DD



today~ went to church as usual, but today got cross roads so no life group.lol then got one lady,she's a coach, she came to tok to us.then she showed us a line said by a runner which inspired me alot,and motivated me to put in my heart and best for volleyball..it was :

"when i run,i feel his pleasure and to give it up,i would be to hold him in contempt.To win is to honour him. " eric liddle

and , i suddenly jus felt my eyes being opened by God through this coach..my fears of going to the under 13 tournament were,although still there, but at least decreased..cos now, i'd put in my very best to win this match and to honour Him. cos every part of my life is to be an offering to God, even my sleep, practices, everything.everything is to be an offering.

oh shucks, gtg if not will get scolded again.. -.-




bride,groom and the cute lil flower girls and 'guy' :P




YAY-NESS! korkor! :DD

korkor wif a bunch of roses fyi : he's posing

my "mas selamat" cousin




came back long ago frm the solemnization.haha spent alot of time editing my zl foto. hehs ><
and yeap..got alot more wif Grace jiejie and kelvin kor.but its wif the photographer so when i get it, i'll post it :D
and yeap, came here jus to post some foto :P okay buhbyee

A1 for geog and history! lol



Congratulations!...

HELLO people of the earth !

ytd 2 plus then sleep, then today 12 plus then wake up.hehs, then mum and dad went out to eat then i lazy go out so stayed at hme lo.then went to buy breakfast and i jus finished it. haha.
okay! i want to congratulate my dearest cousin on her wedding(Grace jie and kelvin kor!)! WOOTS! u look gorgeous in your foto shoot.hehs! today will be her bigbig day! actually i not very sure la. ops..today is the Solemnization ceremony.lol! but before that i mus chiong all my revision then can finally put my book aside and leave the house.lol their Customary Wedding and Banquet will be on 15 jan.and sheesh....my memory is really 99.9999% full alr...-.-
and korkor! muahaha, i can touch the ceiling alr! bleah! now u cant say im short cos i cant touch the ceiling. nanani poopoo!

alrighty, i'll make my memory 100% full and squeeze even more!
dots..gooooood bye




geez, today had math and lit exam..was rather disappointing though or rather, like shit...tot i could do finish or well enuf.but i guess i didnt lo...
and yeah, today tried laughing abt small things and no be too tensed up.and i did, and i actually did feel better.haha guess ur technique worked! and then jus tried to put my mind off everything and concentrate on geog. A1...mus sustain it man! heh..it goes for history oso.haha.
andandand, i jus drew a tortise again but this time using paint in the computer! and im like so happy wif it.HAHA! its cute man! i jus realised drawing makes me less bored and mayb..happier? (:
hmmm, today went studying wif zoeyee, gwen and rhys then after dat got N lvls, then they go out of sch play or sth.then its like i one person how to make noise? then the lame hock ask me go away, mai ki siao la, i wont tok to myself one right then say wad will disturb them..crazy...then went to near DMC rm the table,warm like wad sio...got breeze but im blocked by the fence.how great...
then study half way they came back.then they go lib blow aircon.lol! then actually they asked me go in oso.but i lazy move.then study until half way then fell asleep for abt 10 min lydat.den gwen/zoeyee put her hand on my shoulder then i woke up.lol! yunyi's method of sleeping jus 5-10 min really worked.i felt energised like a slept for hours sia.lol! then N lvl finish then they open the hall door then i went back, then the place super cooling cos they turned on the aircon.lol! then study half way dno why suddenly headache...then felt emo...then cannot concentrate, it happened when i was at DMC rm liao...diao~ then when i shifted back to the staffrm there zoeyee they all went to outside the basketball court play again.lol then after that they came back and took their bag then went to vista point eat.lol..then i one person at there study lo..then i got one paper fly to the floor then mr marc go take, then on written top is one lame "fate" game la.its not real de.then ask me teach him.lol! then i teach him lo.then played wif his name and ms eleora's then she kena the same person twice.LOL! so you yuan :D
then after awhile, all go le, i started drawing again.den idk wad i drawing lo.lol...after awhile mr marc come out then sit there mark 1-7 the math paper.lol..then followed by ms eleora..

A1 FOR GEOG AND HIST! jadie gogogo! :P


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and, wow...i nid hand massage alr.... ._.
AND! EVERYBODY IS E.Q.U.A.L!!!

AND! 1 cor 13:4
"....it does not envy....." !!!! lol...
and i love everybody equally the same okay? happy?
[and as teachers,mind you! -.-]


diao...



sheesh, today woke up so early then go sch actually wna do duty wif rhys then...in the end no assembly.how great.lol then jus studied outside staff rm lo.lol
then studystudy then zoeyee came, then they wait for gareth le den go lib find zx and gwen.but i dowan go cos sure get distracted de.lol! even gwen in the end oso come back sch find me cos they are distracting her.but she come back oso no diff cos i kip laughing then distract her.lol then today i veh hyper.idk y.lol!! then jus kip laughing lo.heh. then after they left to go lib, then i went up to third floor study cos i noe i dun have earpiece then sure get distracted by ppl walking in and out of the staffrm de.lol den at there study half way, den super warm...den like wth..den once in a while oni got some cool breeze.then after dat kip got bug drop on my book.then i look up, then saw the light there got alot of bug, like got one spider catch bug and eat.then one empty spider shell droped on my book.then i sibei fedup then change go to staffrm there blow fan.lol.
then at first do math, den dododo, then felt bored, then drew alot of cartoon tortise the expression.the bigbig eyes the tortise.lol, then today elkalame wear until quite funny then i kip laughing again hehs..

to naggy E : heyhey! cheer up! (: dun be too sad abt today, im sure God will hlp u over come this fear one day! :D hope my drawing got at least make u laugh or sth? lol! i noe its kinda ugly but well, jus hope lo.heh. alrighty! cheer up cher! iloveyou!♥ :D



feels like a saturday (:...

omigawd, today slept till veh late.ahah! woke up at 11 plus.den went to play djmax for awhile, super long nvr touch my psp le leh! :D haha
today actually gwen ask me wna go lib study wif her zx and rhys, but i lazy go.lol! she sms at 9 plus den i woke up.den went back to sleep.hehs. ytd korkor came hme, then today after he buy breakfast for us den go out le.den last wk he say wna go for sake/swensons dinner, but in the end he come back late den nid go back report then ate at the coffeeshop dwn stairs.den today he say wna go eat again, and he promises not to be late.haha! better dun! i want my deal!
tmr going back to sch early wif rhys to hlp out in DMC duty cos after dat going to meet zoeyee and gwen go lib study.haha.and its like we everytime oso meet in sch to take our books so why not we come back hlp. :P ohmygawd im like so bored..dun feel like studying but, well, must force haha.if not leta i everytime lydat den die le.hehs..but i dno wad to study sia.math practice practice den practice and asked wad i dno le.den how to study sia..lol,other subjects can study.lucky i brought hme math,science,history and geog,so no nid worry got no bk study.muaaha :D
well,going to study liao! buhbyeeeee .lol


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found this while surfing the net.hehs *beware!*



ARIES ¨C TheDaredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.