hello people.
today is a bad friday.ytd was a fun day. i videoed shimin and vivien who made us laugh like mad..whether or not i want to post, we'll see how.. haha
anw, why isit a bad friday?
cause i did badly for lit paper.cause im scared i'll flunk it.
cause i did badly for math paper 1.cause im scared i'll flunk it too.
cause my appetite these days are not very good..idk why either, i get my food, less than half the plate, im full.. i can go on without dinner but just a packet of drink.. whats wrong with me these days...pfffft..
today's math and lit paper. and u should know the outcome. but i got a lil happier after school. haha. cause of my best type of laughter medicine, vivien liu and lee shimin.. even when viven feels vexed about her dnt work, then i go talk to her disturb her. then she still can tell me that laugher time is later.. pro sia. so first one can go and find her if u're sad. LOL. i really wonder how she can keep entertaining herself oso.. well, then went to rhys' house for lunch and study. inside aircon room, then the fan turn on. at first i was kinda tired cause the fan kept blowing my hair into my eye. then i rubbed it and rhys and regina tot i was sleeping. lollll. then they wanted to turn off the fan. then i say dont need. so we all continued to study. then later rhys mum came. ask us not cold meh. then oni we know actually all very cold.only we tot the others not cold, so dint voice out.. clever sia... lol.. then left with regina. she was damn crap. lolll.
mayb going to study tmr with gwen they all. idk who's going..

really wished i would buck up. really wished i had been cleverer. really wished that i would study harder,harder. but no matter how i tried, i just cant get it. why that people dont have to study,and they can get what they want. why are exam periods making me lose appetite. why are exam periods always make me feel so damn effed up. no, im not feeling stress. no im not..im seriously not.im thinking too much. but i feel so damn useless.. fuck.

with ♥,10:00 PM