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Thursday, April 2, 2009.

The LORD will fight for you; you only need to be still
-exodus 14:14
i would want to believe. that God'll
fight for me. but, sometimes, circumstances makes me feel
weak.


well, today was kinda cool. dint go for lessons.. went for the eldds syf and they did well. haha.. but i was kinda slow with the lights... tsk. anw, got back school arnd upper sec recess time and we waited for their recess to end first. then went down to eat. then went back up to drama room for games and stuff.. super funny.. okay,aft school. called zoeyee and they were at causeway for lunch. then while waiting for them, did some hw. and it was freaking warm. so went outside staffroom to join shannon and sher min. cos got direct fan.. then do hw, talk do hw talk. bitch about people. lolsss.. then when they left, i concentrated. then mseleora want eat fruits then i went down with her and philander.. cos the machine spoil, then i can restart the thing, so she ask me go down with her.. then philander buy first.. he put in 5 bucks. then kena eaten by the machine.. everytime i help mseleora restart the machine oso no problem de.. then we both agreed tht philander is just suay. haha.. then continued hw. phylisia came to settle the gloves stuff, then helped her. then went off with her, then she keep ask me fasterfaster end up she calling the food auntie and john sir(????) then sat there wait. then bused to mrt station with her.. haha. alright, i have one stuff striked off my list.
- syf
- valuesventure
- microsoft competition
- **motivate myself to study. ):
- vb training..

i just hope valuesventure wont be so difficult as how i handle heritage trail.. tht was even worst than planning the infocom camp cos everything i do, only photos they give me. report i write, thankfully i had help from someone.. lols.

geez..


finally . things after things are getting striked off.. i sometimes really feel soso tired, not that i need to sleep.. geez.. i guess, sooner or later, i'll have to quit 1 one of cca.. pfft.. bigsotong ask me to tell her if i really cant take all these. problem is, i dont know, how and wht im feeling, how it feels like to relax and let my hair down.. its like, i've become a feeling-less person.. nothing. the thing is, i dont know what my problem is.. i just feel so, tired. blogging is the only way to stop me from..... i want to help ppl, not tht i dont want to.. and i think, its okay helping them.. but, i dont know where the stress is. i dont know what im feeling tired of. i dont know where the pressure or wadever nonsense is coming from. i just.. feel like tht, no reasons. crapshitfreakassme.
with ♥,8:55 PM