gahhh... why are the people who piss me off the most are from lower sec Express3 classes? urgh! my class oso have, sec 1 oso have.. is 3 really a bad number? ...my class got 3. 1/3 got 2.. and my class one of them almost got the whole class into trouble, caused a couple to fight and pathetically gain sympathy by step one ke lian.. disgusted.. then 1/3 one leh, cry infront of people to gain sympathy.. then still bhb say wht modern dance people only got 2 senior hate her. please,dont er xin... its almost the whole group can.. -.- and all are effing backstabbers.. my class one oso veh dumb.. last yr, she want backstab me, go backstab me infront of ines.. and she was my pri sch friend.. ofcos she'll tell me la.. plus starting of the year, im naturally closer to ines wht.. u tell me dumb anot? nbcb. okay, wadever. u want go complain, COMPLAIN LA. since its the whole class wht. not only 1 or 2 of us.. and mdm annur still say wht, if this continues, we'll all go 3e1 dont care how good our results are.. like wht shit sia.. if my results are like 3e5, i deserve to go there. wht authority u have to keep me there? u bigger or moe bigger? ass...

anw, today, aft school. i was damn pissed. then, talked to shannon, and i cooled. msrab oso came to ask, i told her half the story. there was a lil more to it.. then i cooled down.. then later, someone came to pass me present and msrab saw. then she keep teasing luh.. kuku sia.. then later she tell mr issac, then they both come ka chiao.. tsk! keep saying until my face damning red. -.- shannon still down there pangseh me.. then go help them oso.. kuku siaaaaaa.. mrissac still there ka chiao say he nvr see my blush until lydat before... sia la, people pass me present only wht, lydat only oso can say is like me.. then ah meng give me the DGM collar pin then he like me meh? then all my girlfs give me then they lei si bian(lesbians) and like me ah? soso, kukuuuu..LOL. oh i forgot. they alr are one(s). :P anw, went for training and blah.. then going home. boarded the bus, then joycelin ask us if got see her wallet. then she remembered that she left it at the parade square there.. then i called ms eleora and joyelin was veh kuku.. she say dont dare talk to her. then aft i talked to mseleora halfway, i rmbered joycelin was from 2/5 and was mseleora's formclass.. goondu sia... then we reached the interchange. then i was telling them about hangyu, how blur is he and stuff.. dont know why talk until there... then i say hangyu FT oso veh blur.. heh heh. then dont know what happen, but it showed that joycelin was really blur.. then i say, 'wah,mseleora teach the people got so blur one ah? LOL all like tcher like student' then mseleora text-ed me and tell me she found her wallet. then agnes and joycelin were supposed to go for bible study. then they dint go alr. cos mseleora left with the wallet. then joycelin was like 'we go causeway celebrate' crazy woman.. then homed.

gahh... tmr there's history test.. ):

sigh... im have more of an indifferent attitude towards my studies.. i dont want to be like that, i dont want to fail, i dont want get look down on.. i want to be motivated, i wna be interested.. but im not. why? why am i so easily distracted? why am i getting disinterested? why am i? i feel so damn useless.. i dont have to feel, i am..