dint post ytd, was feeling veryvery tired.. just concentrated on completing geog hw. anw, ytd oso nothing much.. forgotten alr..

-today-
okay wait, first thing's first.. priscilla chan, if by any change u're seeing this, I.AM.NOT. bleah, come kick me lor. :P

anw, lessons these days are very slack.. i dont like it.. though i can enjoy la. but my tchers are always mc-ing.. not tht i want complain la. lol...either tcher nvr come, or the lesson was just not that serious type, e.g home ec... anw, today left lessons half way, at like 11.30 cos got the microsoft challenge. then left for nyp. then went for the test. i PASSED :D im damn happy. haha.. out of dno how many ppl, only 4 passed. and im the only ms word one who passed, others are ms powerpoint. hahahaha. as i was doing, i encountered many hard ones. and hangyu was sitting opposite me. then i was thinking, he so blur, if i fail he sure fail. ops, im know im bad. but srsly. he's v v v blur.. i almost died of heart attack ytd.. long story. lol. then the four of us got a mac treat from mr kang.. lolll. then in bus, i was scaring alvinez and ines. alvinez scared lizard, ines scared cockroach. LOL. then me and peiting laughing like shit.. then back to school. went under the hothothot sun to shoot. then looked for mrmarc get back math paper, PFFFFt, my five marks gone mostly from careless mistake. wth! if not i have full marks alrrrr! >:(

then i went to do hw. then text mseleora ask for geog tb. then waiting for her reply until i fall asleep. then MD ppl came down. kimberly they all crowd arnd my table. then call me, i wake up, seesee them. then go back sleep. i only heard, are u crying? then blank. LOL then later gwen call me wake up. and i did.. then they ask, are u crying? then im like NO o.o?! then they left. saw mseleora at the porch, so went to chat with her. and found out tht she dint even see her phone, dint see my msg. clever. LOL. then left to cwp with anita and shimin.anita met her star-player friend from fuchun sec.. then go pasar malam. then going in tht time, someone suddenly slap me veryvery hard. then i turn arnd, saw phylisia, qicheng & john sir (??) then i was like telling them, sia la, is u i tot which mad woman slap me so hard.. lol... then sth veh funny happened. anita order the sotong thingy. then she face us, so the auntie called 'xiao di, ni yao bu yao la' then anita blurblur. cos side view like boy. LOLLL. make us laugh like shiat. then later anita's friend say another auntie wear the shirt wrong side.. cos the stitching and threading all outside.. and i doesnt look like a shirt done like tht on purpose. then we laugh like mad again.. then went cwp, buy bbt. then saw xinfang. ebc girls came back le. then is like, from her eyes down all black. then the eyes whitewhite. LOL.cos they wear sunglasses. then they say she bathed 5 times, cos they cannot bathe for 18 days.. hahaha. then they went popular and i left alone.

so, at mrt station, i started thinking about alot of stuff, cos it was quiet and not many ppl.. thinking, was it all that worth while. sacrificing my study time for duties, for activities and end up feeling tired...the knee is giving way. but i cant, not run. cos i'll get the whole team into trouble.. but, zhu ren wei kuai le zhi ben.. so, all the whole journey i was thinkning about manymany stuff.. ppl kept texting me, and i replied short ones cos i wasnt at my best mood. (except pris cos i was complaining sth to her. lolll) then got back home, mum and dad went out for a walk, exercise.. turned on my lappy. while waiting for it to load, i saw this thing i wrote on my table, 'to win is to honour God. to give up is to hold him in contempt' - eric liddle. i realise, this just not only applies to matches/competitions. it also tells me, not to give up easily..tells me, i have to honour God. tells me, i have to win myself. i feel such a loser not being able to complete such little tasks and feeling tired so easily.. wht shit.. but, i wont give up.. i'll keep going, step by step, cos i SHOULD know that God's with me. okay, i think i shall keep the rest of the thoughts to myself. oh and today's verse is,

Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
-Philippians 3:13-14 (NIV)

how, cool... ha ha...

as i was sitting in front of the lappy, listening to emo songs, hot disgusting wet stuff rolled down. wtf