well, today not much events happened.. i forgot to set alarm clock, and korkor just walked into the room and said "eh, mei, u dont need go school meh?" i woke up, half awake.. then i see the clock, i fully awake... 7.05.. i need reach school at 7.25 leh... dad went to wash his car, so i rushed, and went down to find dad.. luckily we found him, then he drived real fast, to school.. and i reached.. end up, still 8 then leave school. Lol.. anw, did some stuff there and left.. homed.. actually wna go back church for dance, but i vividly rmb shawn saying last wk that it starts the wk after next, which is nxt wk.. then correct la.. joelynn made a mistake..

well, twin sparked a thought in me man.. i oso dont wna grow up, who does? growing up means more responsibilities, more work, more things to study, more competition,more this, more that..sigh* i'd rather stay as a child, perhaps a toddler? dont have to think about much stuff, dont have to worry much things either.. mayb just worrying about "will mummy buy me sweets today?".. competition in class is getting up.. im worried (see,worrying) that,my third wont be so again.. everyone's improving, and i have to push too.. stuff at school are tiring me out, making me only able to sleep at 1 am in the morning.. then have to wake up at 6, just a few hours later.. rawr...... everyday its the same procedure,sleep at 1am, wake up 5 hrs later.. i wonder how long will i be able to hold on until i colapse.. perhaps i wont, thats good.. which means theres still space to push.. im begining to think that msrab's idea of running away seems cool. haha, so i told twinnie that, but i know la,she cant let go of her huteh...:P ugh.. can someboy build a time machine? then i can forever be a child manszxc.. wont that be great?

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well, i still feel like dwelling in my own fantasy than doing work.. i dont wna do anything for now.. i just feel like sleeeeping and sleeping.. even in weekends i cant sleep early, how great is that? but tmr's monday, tuesday's my due date.. damn. and i havent done much except brainstorming to improve and improvise on the damned camp.. can i just dump everything back to the teachers and tell them, nah! im tired, i dont wna to anything alr.. lol.. i have to mugfor that, for drill, for valuesventure.. harder than i tot.. nvm, since i accpeted the challenge, i finish it! :D okay, i shall just stop complaining..

well, after i woke up from my nap, we went for dinner at nihon mura.. and i was freaking full.. that bowl of udon had me k.o.. but, i have to prove to dad, i can eat.. mum is beginning to accept the fact that, i can eat..so i ate the sushi.. but at the right time, and the right place food. haha.. left the place feeling bloated.. sent korkor to camp and i slept in the car, my alarm rang for like idk why, and my dad was like 'mei ah, go school alr'.. ofcos kidding me la.. and ofcos i dint fall for it, cos im in a car.. Lol.. then homed.
oh and, elaine had asked me if i wanted to join the beach volleyball competition with her.. idk, sekaly i make her lose. haha!