well.. today was a fine day.. i dint talk to her. the whole day, i guess i just broke the record.. wow..
anws, had photo taking session today, and if the photo were meant for ezlink card, i think i can just forget about letting ppl see it.. i look retarded.. chinese class was a bore.. but heng i got my M&Ms dark choco, i like! (: then recess, smuggled greentea again.. hah. then aft recess, i almost scolded the eff word.. cos i was at locker, and normally tchers would walk far away from the toilet, but this tcher, mseleora, walked super damn near, and i was walking super damn near the lockers, cos normally, like i've said, the tchers would walk further off. then when i turned, she oso turned. then i was like "oh my fu..." and i faster stopped. heng i say softly, i dont think she heard.. then went back class, blahhhh... english, we (alvinez,peiting, rhys,me) were laughing like mad, and were told off upteen times by mr ho.. then literature, was okay.. then apc,did some crappy stuff.. like the idk what.. lol..then got crossword puzzle. then is all the qualities. then mdm koh called some ppl to say what qualities do they think they have.. name two.. and i shouldnt have made eye contact at mdm koh manszxc.. she ask me say, kuku sia.. then i was like "whhhaaattt?" then alvinez they all "help" me answer. crap. Lol.. then aft school, not much time, so was looking for ms leow/ms eleora.. ms eleora went course, and ms leow wasnt seen anywhere.. end up, she was sitting with captain aileen at the plaza.. then i dint eat, so faster fall in, cos captain was some what irritated alr.. then did more steps!

phylisia, im trying to make u jealous :P

cos we did many more steps, until the diamond alr.. farfarrrrr, phylisia, u've gotta be FAST! haha. then went for dmc meeting for camp. was feeling damn hungry, and all the stalls were closed, so went to buy instant noodles.. and yeah, apparantly, i was pissed off at some of their decisions.. then later, mr elkan come, we tell him our camp plans.. and yeah, talktalktalk, i was alr pissed off, and was even more at some stuff we talked.. heng i was involved in what inka shit one. is the photoshop competition.. as i alr have my valuesVenture.. i then dowan do anything for that bloody ass.. as in, not mr elkan, its the trainer.. blahed, talked and homed.

im pondering, why and where we went wrong.. today, i tried to look for u, to mayb say hi? but i had no chance.. perhaps, its all my fault.. i was short fused these days.. and mayb, cos of my heavy duties.. like, drill comp, valuesVenture, trainings,plannings for camp.. everything crashing down.. im sorry, i dint spend time with u.. im begining to wonder, whether i will be able to cope with studies.. brother isnt at home, no one can really help if i need.. thinking of my history test, my geog test, im finding or rather squeezing time for these.. damn..but i know, i've chosen all these, and i've gotta finish it..
i know im strong...