well, today was CCA selection for the sec ones.. i helped out in GB, and help vb draw some stuff last minute.. haha. was almost late today, but i chionged to sch, then dint late. so started off with devotion, then went to booth to help out, then had drills. and i was feeeeeling damn tired, i couldnt wake up, thats why i was almost late. and yeah, was having back,thigh,arm muscle ache.. so yeah, was looking glum and sulky, and i couldnt do my drill properly, cos my arms cannot swing properly, and i cant hentak properly. was kinda frustrated actually.. so audrey they all kept asing if i was alright, cos normally, im not quiet. then it was hot + sunny and stuff lydis, very tired somemore cos we doing fancy drill.. then was really distracted today too.. many things i nvr pay attention. then later recruitment, all sec 1s come down alr, then went to give flyers.. i dint get a chance to sit down until very lil sec1s left. then by then, my thigh muscles and back muscles hurt quite abit... then played captains ball, some kuku made me laugh like... aLOT, cos her actions were like really cute.. haha! and yeah, we won. which is like duh-uh (obviously) cos im playing what, ofcos win la. :P then went back class, captain talktalk, and we had fifteen new sec1s. then went back, zoeyee came looking for me, then went for lunch with her at macs. then walked about talking chatting and stuff. then went home.. later going for a swim with peiting and alvinez. although im tired, but im going for the sake of boredommm.. LOL. well, why not just use up all my energy. haha. plus, they keep asking me go, so dowan disappoint them.. lols.. will update later if i have the chance (:
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backkk from the swim. one word tiredddd!
LOL, well, met them at the swimming complex itself. then started swimming and stuff, swam like five laps? not at one go la. then gahh... my arm muscle pain.. then nvr swim liao. then i taught alvinez to do the somersault in the water, for like races then u swim few laps in a row.. then it was at the deep pool. then went back to the not so deep pool, which was when i kneel down, its only up till my chin or so. then we did hand stand in the pool. jus like what we did in sarah's house. anw, then we were hungry and i was freezing. then went to the shop buy cup noodles, so shiok, cos its hot. then went back, swim awhile more then is like 8.35 then we left to shower. then alvinez's father sent peiting to her house there, and sent me to causeway. met mum and dad for dinner at the coffeeshop near my block.. and know what, i think my injured thumb there, my bone jut out or sth.. gosh, cos is like, i can feel my joint really well(as in curved) when i straighten my injured thumb, and i cant feel anything on my not injured thumb..omgoshszxc.. howhowhow? :O aiya, nvm, wont die one la. LOL.
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why do these problems have to exist. i really dont like the feeling, i get hurt.. please, i've tired my best to make it up to you... but u hurt me more.. the least u can do is not to ignore me and yeah... i really dowant to lose u as a friend, i reallyreallyreally dont..i am serious..

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