spent the whole day at sch today..self train. more of playing la. lol. so i met elaine at CWP and went mos eat. then when we finished eating,we talked. a whole lot of lame stuff and we laughed like shit.. i dun think i wld wna type it here ;X hehs!
then we kept laughing and joking all the way till sch...then we talked abt people being botak and wear wig,then some person wearing purple then *asterixasterix* :X ..then elaine said this person wearing tudong is sure botak,oni use the tudong to cover.. ops!racist.HAHA. okay,then talkedandtalked. then reached sch..then started to practice serving while waited for the da xiao jie..RhysGohHuiMing..say 1 plus come sch in the end,2 plus then come.. diao... then used 1+ hr to practise serving and i still could not make my service consistent(even after rhys came,we practiced serving for super damn long la.. ): ).. useless... then the malays came and played then we dint really play wif them.. jus did our own stuff..then rhys came and we continued playing. then practiced blocking,while elaine practiced spiking and rhys practiced setting. then so useless la me... cannot even block one single ball.. wth.. okay nvm..then i think i la dao my shoulder the gen.. dno wad its called in english ... lol. plus ytd i sprained my thigh joint.. so vulnerable....-.-
then they wanted to go hme at four plus then i dowan cos at hme is veh boring and...*asterixasterix*... so they pei me for a lil while more.. then i wanted to play 2 on 2 de..i wan test out me and elaine the mo qi again. cos twice during training,we play 2 on 2 then i set then she spiked. lol. but horh oni got the three of us.. how to play.. then siansian lo sit there talktalk then once in a while stand up serve..haha. then went hme..
hais...tmr against st. hilda. ytd against a newbie (like us) team,greenridge,oso cannot win le...st. hilda leh? then margaret say their sec ones are not as good as the upper sec..then we oso dno their upper sec how good.sekaly very good then the not as good is still good to us wad.. SIAN! .. i dowan play tmr.. ): pffffffft...
when will i be able to play good at something? ): i cant spike like elaine,i cant set like regina,i cant control the ball properly like many of them...sometimes i reallyreally wonder why God had put me into volleyball? can someone give me answers?...then each and everytime things dont go my way,i blame God,like wad the hell...wad in this fucking world am i thinking..then,i lose faith..jus like in the game ytd....and..it jus takes long for me to gain faith..i really want answers..i really do...JASONLONG! can u like dun go army.. ): i really wish there's time to talk to u..but,after all this while,i definately will not share so comfortably to you,cos of the many months u were in army... why u are a boy? lol..like i can choose lydat....hais...i demand answers!! ))): oh well,nth goes my way,so i can oni say,i want answers...i really do...pfffffft....what answers? idk...jus answers to make me understand this fucking world! sheesh! now tears cant express anything.. ):