haiiiiiiiiiiiyo...today match...bullshit~
lost 11-25,both sets oso same points.dno is called lucky or unlucky... sian...i dno why the hell,when i practise serving,i can serve well,over,hard,accurate..but in the game,i dint serve over,neither was it hard,neither was it accurate..ARGH!... irritating llaaaaa! i tot today i can be slightly happier cos i serve over & hard..but hell no! i was even more disappointed wif myself la...fk.. i dint serve over in practise suan liao..but no nid i in practise serve nicenice,make myself happier abit,tot playing against st.hilda mayb got some hope to trash them over some points cos i serve hard (unless they receive nicely) then in the end,in the game,i not oni dint serve hard,it was fcking out court somemore...bullshit laa!.. wahlao,serious la,i was damn angry luh..if mrs chong hadn't change me in,i might not be that angry lo..im not blaming her okay..lol....... cos in the end,i oni got one chance to serve,and that,alr,made me seriouslyseriously angry... why in the f world dint i take that,GREAT,chance to serve nicely,and win over some points..then it might not be so pathetic alr lo...

alright...before that,in sch,i went for briefing? then after that went to serve.then ytd,serve/trained for abt 5 hrs,my shoulder the vein or sth,abit pain..then i jus kept serving,i wanted to make my serve consistent..then mrs chong came and the rest of the volleyballers came and we played match. then mrs chong,being a volleyballer herself,spiked (lightly) then ball and damn it was low..then i dare to slide on the floor as we were in the parade square and i wasnt wearing my knee guards..then i stretch as far as i can,and i fell on the floor,back first,quite hard..i knock the bottom of my spine on the grnd..and hell it was painful... then nvm,bus came,we left. then before us,we observe our two opponents playing against each other,qifa pri and chung cheng high(main). and WTH?! qifa pri's spikes are damn powerful...although their short,but they definitely can spike...ARGH!!! really hard and straight one can! i really feel like shouting out loud now la! really,my anger is indescribable... cos i tot of how freaking lousy my spike is...then we went out for warm up...so inspired by the qifa pri, i kept trying spike. then hit the ball till my vein,frm my neck all the way down to the end of my shoulders, hurts like fcking shit...cos ytd alr slightly pain le...then we observed more schools..then our turn...st.hilda's service are fcking powerful can...and due to our nervousness,many balls we dint receive properly..and they spiked many times after i was changed into the game and i dint even block any single ball,again. i feel like punching that fcking wall infront of me...im seriously very angry la..today,i cried is more of angry then sad..i was fuming...sorry elaine,i dint fulfill our promise to each other,i broke it..sorry.. then idk why mrs chong still wants to treat us to dinner...abit kuku? we lost so damn badly can... then nvm.she couldnt join us,so she passed the money to captain yy. then actually wanted to go pizza hut,no space.then they want go foodcourt? o.o then in the end,forgotten who suggested we go change the money,cos got 100 bucks and there are 19 of us. so each of us got $5 to go eat what we wanted... so yeah,ate long john and i jus realised,me and lamepartner{!} 's mo qi is veryvery good laaa~ lol! we chose the same thing inside our heart,then neither of us knew wad each other was thinking,but we were thinking of the same thing that we wanted to eat. then manymany other stuff,both of us wanted to tell the other something and the other wanted to say the same thing..wait abit confusing right..okay,for example,me and elaine were thinking/saw the same thing then i told her abt it first and she said she wanted to say the same thing.or sometimes is she say first..coolio.. lol..and yeah,lamepartner said that mayb we dint eat mr issac's lollipop,thats why we couldnt kick somebody's ass. LOL! and thanks for your lollipop! (:
p/s : that was wad naggy e (censor abit la horh,see i so good) said. lol! to go out and kick some ass.. xD
i wish there was a freaking punching bag infront of me right now...

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woah! dint i tell u me and lamepartner really xin ling xiang tong,she also talked abt our mo qi..haha i forgot what its called in english but elaine said it was heart telepathy (:

Ahhhhh!!! im very fucking angry right now la.... i reallyreally am man! i feel like punching the wall till either it gives way or my hand give way.. -.- best my hand bleeds till i die due to excessive lost of blood... -.- inside me is fuming now la..i really cant use words to describe how fucking angry i am,wif myself..why,during practise i can serve so wonderfully (at least to myself) but in the fucking match,i cannot..whywhywhy?!?! see,i still,as always,wants answers...fuck this world...