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Thursday, October 23, 2008.

Volleyball tee!

Front view(top foto)

Back view.

names of the team!

tag replies :
x3--alvinez : lalala~ im still pro,its not tyco okay! :P haha,dun sad le la.u ask me dun sad then u urself sad,cheerup (: iloveyou!

today last day of sch ))): i dowan! super sian one leh at hme... DD: oh well, why cant we have our hols the same time as pri sch?i used to wish that pri hols same as sec,earlier,but now,having all the fun wif chers and frens,do u think i still wish for that? LOL!...oh welll ))))))));

today.
got back report bk,looked,disappointed-ed. many dint reach my expectation..my target rather.its actually not me,oh well, i tell u later in the post,least it spoils my mood to post.
so morning,got back report book,and geog paper,actually was jus thinking abt history,then,geog...hais...i looked thru my answers,what dumb and freaking stupid answers are inside...):
after that,recess 1 hr,lucky.cos mr chow briefing us abt the anniversary dinner.speaking of that,today morning GK when she first came into the class,she suddenly say sth about wna treat me go anniversary dinner,then i was like "uh! nonono! i got duty,i got duty!" omg, i den dowan go sia...then after that,she say lucky she dint buy the ticket.then she say actually wna go get vouchers,but ytd she no time.then she suddenly gime angpao.. == wedding de sommore. dun have angpao then dun give lo.. diao...den she ask me go take the angpao,then i kip saying bu yao.then she walk over,and put on my table.then i push back.then push here push there then she suddenly say, "na la!" then she slam my shoe bag ontop of the angpao.. O.O well,thanks anw.
then the mrchow brief so damn long,then in the end oni got abt 15 min nia. then faster go buy then eat lo.then elaine kip asking me wad happen,cos i looked veh sad.then i dint say anything then she noe le. lol.she so liao jie me. haha! went up hall wif peiting cos rhys and alvinez dno go where le. then sia la,no place to sit. then ms eleora ask us sit behind a pillar o.o then the mrs ang walk thru us, then i rmb the photographer for the anniversary dinner.cos like veh last min,then dno who will be able to make it.then i spoke to her.then after finish,she was like "why u two sitting behind a pillar? " then obviously no space mah.lol! then suddenly our class behind there got space,so ms eleora ask us go there sit. then its like in between two billiard table then i was sitting behind gab teh,then he was like blocking,but i dint bother to see wad was on the screen hah..i jus sat there,then suddenly that stupid mashimaro aka MS ranen sim.he at the other side of the billiard table.then he kip calling my name.wahlao eh, damn irritating leh... -.- then issactan,marctan,msEleora sitting behind us.then pastor talked abt his daughter,got 2nd in class but chinese fail.and when i wanted to tell peiting sth abt that thing, i turned to face her, then frm my side view i saw issactan pointing at me.. -.- then when i turn arnd,he faster put dwn.then i was like..diao,fine lo. no mood to care le..then ms eleora ask me to ignore him...lol? then after that,got shandong briefing,and got our volleyball tee, damn nice leh (: veh happy muahaha..then shandong briefing until so late,abt 1.30+ then let us go.then all the stall closed alr.then nth to eat,so just bought a packet of the chips and mineral water then went to the bball court for training.then today's training was quite fun,i guessed cos God wanted to make me forget abt it.but,its jus there.i cant forget abt it...no matter how hard i try...then as usual played 6 on 6.then cos it started raining, and we trained in the rain.then the floor slippery then alot ppl fall dwn funnily,and their pantat very wet.lol! then very hilarious lo, alot funny stuff happened today.so i laugh till i couldnt stop,was being damn high,but inside,it wasnt very high.
then traintraintrain.finished training,then got alot of stuff to carry, then carry till i back ache.. hais...tmr,mayb going to watch movie,probably high sch musical 3 if got tickets.lol. then i treating alvinez cos she say her dad dowan sponser and she bo money liao.then she at first dowan go de,but i want her to go,so i treat her lo.6 bucks shld be can wad.GK gave me $...and,like i've said,my post coming to an end,so i'll say wats keeping me unhappy abt my score..firstly,not meeting my own expectation is jus partially of what was causing the unhappiness.secondly, its THEM. themthemthem which are not happy. im damn scared of showing them my results,cos im scared i'll get fking sarcastic remarks,frm that PERSON who never knew if he had fking hurt people's feelings.wtf...and all i want frm them is a word "sorry" thats all i ask.i dint say i want like,wad? new hp, laptop all these.jus one word,"sorry".
sorry cos u anyhow blamed me for things i dint do.
sorry cos u anyhow accuse me of not studying.
sorry cos u kip saying im very free.
sorry cos u say im damn relax jus like exams are over.
i will be much more relax IF u would jus stop putting pressure..i wish i could jus cry at times.cos its really very hurting..to have my parents not trusting me of saying that i AM studying..to have my parents not even trusting that i dint pakat wif my teachers...why?...for wad they pakat wif me?for wad la? lydis they are bringing harm to me right? and ofcos they want me to improve and work hard isnt it?... they kip asking me to relax,chill..but i cant,why? cos once im home,i face u all,face pressure. and i hate,absolutely hate it...cant u all jus TRUST your own daughter?...and if i work so hard,and u see the report bk and say "good" and jus put it aside, and wad if nxt yr i face the same pressure,TELL ME,WAD THE HELL AM I WORKING SO HARD FOR?! jus tell me...wad for?... i might be wrong abt this,but my instinct tells me so..and out of 100%,70% of the time is always right...i bet nxt yr will be more stressful on sch work cos its the streaming yr..and if i dun get pressure frm u,yes,thank God...please,dun treat me lydis nxt yr can? i really cant take it if u really did...i dont wna break dwn infront of my friends.i really dont...

[edited]
im half correct half wrong..hah? still said that my chinese lousy and all that, then ur crapping starts,saying i mus work hard and wadever.but there's a slight hint there that u are saying i dint work hard enuf for chinese.finefine....i dint okay? i dint stay back to study,since u said that..and, jus as i imagined,u dint say a sorry....i dowan u to say "good" i jus want a sorry...sheesh...i really do pray,praypraypray,please! dun do this nxt yr...i keep quiet now,doesnt mean i dint get hurt by what u've said in the past..i really am. but now,im trying to forget,and i will if u dun put pressure on me nxt yr..and,never ask me to try to get first in class okay,i tell u,if u ever do, i'll burst...my rival is not that easy to beat,plus i dun like her okay...but,its fun,a bigbig challenge,oh well.i shall challenge myself.im gna work hard,harder than this year,muchmuch harder, i dun care wadever im gna face frm u or stress.lol,im gna settle this once and for all wif y.o.u.....im gna put in all,alllllll,my effort to beat my damn rival...no more kidding, not even for the start of the year! work hardhardhard jadie! muchmuch harder then this year!

[edited]
wad the hell is ur problem?CB LA, exams and sch are LONG fcking long over.so wad the hell is the problem if i sleep late? freak la.u think u can lock me at hme? too bad la,lock la,i climb the window then drop dwn die then u happy right? thn u can save money right.fine la.go ahead,try me..
wahlao eh,fuck u la...
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