disappointed...

today.
morning, while on the bus,passed by another bus which had an accident.it hit a lorry and the front glass was damaged.then the lorry was like bent very deeply at the side.like bend half way thru. so, continued my way t sch.was on the bus wif peiting.then went up class, walked pass elmo's class,looker fr her.but she havent come..then i was damn worried.but in the end she was jus in time for assembly but din have a chance to put her bag in class.she looked super emo and quiet..then gave her a hug and went to my class t sit dwn.
first period.
issactan come to our class, took over art.told us our results.i was quite happy wif it.but thats jus one paper.i think he took the whole of art period settling stuff wif our class then kip walk in walk out settling other stuff..then IT lessons, nobody came.i felt i could jus go crazy..all so damn noisy. -.- im really gna congratulate nxt yr 2e3's chairman.he/she is gna suffer, and i swear i nvr wna be chairman again man...so went to G.O find the staff,she called mr ho kh.then he came.then he asked me go dwn find hist/geog teacher or whoever who is free that wants to go thru papers.ms rab's not coming for a mnth (aww.. ): ) so i looked for mrs yip.she came for five min and told us our results.and wad the whole lot freaking hell disappointed i was wif my geog results.i feel i could jus die man... i didnt beat my rival,like wtf..and i didnt get A1,no where near it too.shit...then recess, looked for elmo.she was being sad the whole day.then i pei her for recess.then actually i was feeling hungry.but see her lydat i heart pain,no appetite,dint eat..then idk wad to do..at that moment, i oso felt like crying.i sms-ed rhys,i really felt very lost.then she kept asking me to hold back my tears,cos i cant cry infront of elmo.so i tried very hard and i managed to..then bell rang.i pei her go sit dwn for a while, comforted her a lil more then went back to my class.and rhys was like "jade! hold back,hold back." i relly jus felt like sitting there and cry man..cos my heart pain jus to see her suffer lydis..(cheer up ok?)i asked gab teh to talk to zx,at least he was much better (well at least that was wad he showed on the outside). then went back class feeling very worried and all that.then i got gastric.how great.like wth? why must it be now?shit it man..
then science.
marctan come in,got back our science results.that one,no mood to be happy.so jus sat there wif my head on the table.then ahfoon come told us our math results.i jus added up paper 1 & 2.and i jus know the marks,din bother to think wad grade it was..then lit,ahchow gave marctan the paper.then he was like "hahaha, i'm giving out ur lit paper" then while lying down i show the 'L' sign,which was the lame sign to him..lol?
then chinese.
before that period, mr tay called me and wt out to tok to us abt tmr's duty.so toktoktok GK came,then she looked at mr tay.then mr tay was like "ni zhao wo uh?" then GK replied "orh bu shi bu shi,zhi shi zhai ta(marctan) chu lai"
and like i've said,ms rab din come.so GK told us our history results.i was damndamn angry luh...1 pathetic mark and i can reach my target. like wthhhh? uh!! then GK oso gave out chi paper..double the impact.i totally flunked chinese.): and i was still like expecting myself to get at least a B..like argh...idk wad to say alr...then GK had a small chat wif me.like i think cos she saw that i was looking sad or sth..then she like sort of comforted me.cos she say,in other classes,she teach no matter how lousy the students sure can pass..idk if tht remark was a good one or a bad one..perhaps it was linking to her previous sentence which was to tell me to read more chi related stuff..but well..perhaps she was trying to say i was lousy..and i accept that.cos its nth but the plain old truth...
after sch.
stayed in canteen ate lunch.then zoeyee and gwen went to causeway.then me and rhys in sch.they met eiffel and emmanuel at macs and they came back tgt.cos we agreed to play ball at the bball court outside sch(speaking of that,tmr got training there..yay? ).so me and rhys went out.then rhys went off at 3.oo cos she meeting her cuz at vivo.then we played bball,soccer.hah, did some kicking.then ms tay came,she told us not to play in our uniform 3 times.but i dun understand! why cannot?! O.o ... sian...then went hme wif effiel and emmanuel cos they stay at yishun/khatib area..then came back and started posting.reflected on my results..oni one thing to say...
most of them dint meet my expectations...im lousylousy...

tag replies:

G wen L ee :B : haha,u too take care. :D iloveyou!
rhysGOH : i was begining to like exams though.but i nvr wanted to noe my marks... ):
!ALVINEZ% YO! (: : haha,thank you twintwin,will try. (: iloveyou!

i wish i sould jus sleep and nvr wake up till im happy and wake up finding this is all a bad nightmare...