I've gotta chose between <3 & (: . but don't bother TRYING to ask me what i'm toking bout. i won't leak a single hell shit out...

i tink i would give up both. i have to give up <3 cos of (: but i have to give up (: cos....

haiis...nvm i'll jus be a loner & give up everyting n comcentrate on my studies.nobody would understand me.i dun wanna tok to anyone bout dis.if u read dis, jus pretend u didn't.i would ignore anyone hu tok face to face wif me bout dis.i mean it.

feeling always low faking a smile, oni some ppl really make me smile. but i had to...see a navalite is wad i longed for but i noe i won't get it for long. feeling rather lonely.never cheerful never happy...again..lyk the Jade Long ,u all noe, used to be.

don't worry. wadeva happened today has nth to do with dis.=)