thx for encouraging me ppl..but i still tink i suck(oops!)>< ..

well..i'm utterly disappointed wif myself..i promised myself to get into Orchid Park and i cant even get in..211!!! JUS 211 AND I CANT..jus 203...y cant i be lyk Vina worked hard can get 228 i happy lerhhs..or lyk tick even better nid take care of lucas still can get 240...clever ppl..i wonder y dey have a dumb fren lyk me...203...haiis...

i dun wanna go for my gathering today..they sure all ask me wad results and mine sucked..wad if dey give my negative remarks?? i can't possibly cry infont of dem right?..haiis..i dowan go i dowan anybody say anyting..I'M THE ONE HU SCORED THE LOWEST SO FAR IN BOTH FATHER N MOTHER SIDE...dere's oni 2 cousin dat will judge if i'm the lowest..cos dey haven take psle...one frm father side one frm mother side..i dowan b the lowest..but neither do i wan dem to be too..nvm..dey shld work hard and beat me..

i shall end here....utterly disappointed